Chapter 103: Start over?

Several people entered the elevator together and put down the things before relaxing.

"Why don't you buy online? It's so convenient to deliver it to your home?"

Chu Yang felt ache when he watched Qin Jingwen take two children alone and carry so many things.

"I rarely buy online. If a woman brings her children, I will feel dangerous if someone always comes to my house. Although I am thinking too much, it is a good thing to be careful."

Qin Jingwen said with a smile, her face showing no difficulty in raising a child, nor did she complain.

“Yes, it’s a good thing to be careful.”

Chu Yang looked at the strong and optimistic Qin Jingwen, and felt infinite emotion in his heart.

She deserves happiness, she deserves men's love. But fate teases people and makes her live such twists and turns.

"Have you been very busy these days? Have you never seen you?"

Qin Jingwen can no longer remember that she hadn't seen Chu Yang for a few days. Since she saw it at the class reunion that day, she seemed to have no impression.

"I just came back from a business trip."

Chu Yang went home directly from the airport. He didn't see Qin Jingwen for so many days.

"So I just came back and I'm very tired on a business trip. Don't cook tonight, come to my house for a meal."

Qin Jingwen finished speaking and the elevator reached the 18th floor.

Chu Yang brought Qin Jingwen's things to Qin Jingwen's house before turning around and returning home.

Chu Yang came to have dinner only after dinner.

He took a shower and changed into light household clothes, which finally subsided the fatigue of the day. Looking at the sumptuous supper on the table, Chu Yang was so happy.

He made an assumption that if Qin Jingwen was his old age, and if the two children were his, he would be so happy.

It’s a pity that this kind of happiness was ruined by him.

"Sit down and eat soon, it will be cold in a while."

Qin Jingwen placed the last plate of dishes on the table and greeted Chu Yang.

"I can't even take action if I look so rich."

Chu Yang sat down while jokingly.

"It can't fill your stomach even if you can't bear to eat, or you'll protest. Let's have a meal, my two babies must eat more because of the hard work of mommy."

Qin Jingwen's mouth was raised with a beautiful curve, her eyes cast a brilliant light, and her face was filled with satisfaction. Since she learned that Qiao Zixuan was suffering from depression, Qin Jingwen has never sunk in front of her child.

"Okay mommy."

"Okay aunt."

“Good warmth.”

Chu Yang also joined in the fun, and everyone laughed constantly.

Every time the atmosphere here is different from that here Qiao Shunchen.

One is kind and energetic, the other is gloomy and cold. Two people have completely different temperaments, two people are warm and the other is cold.

As usual, the two children finished their meal and went to the living room to play. There were only Qin Jingwen and Chu Yang left on the dining table.

"You eat more."

Qin Jingwen instructed Chu Yang.

"Well, I'll eat more. I can't bear to put down my chopsticks because it's so delicious."

Chu Yang continued with a smile on his face.

"Wenwen, when did you cook so delicious? Your skills were not as good as you now."

"I used to be confused, but of course I was not as delicious as I am now. Since I was half a month old, this child has poor spleen and stomach and cannot digest well. I have started to pay attention to the combination of food and try to make it like it for half a month. It will be better to make it naturally after a long time."

Qin Jingwen said it more tactfully.

In the past, she had no need to cook, and she never thought about cooking well. Since she lost her parents, she has become the head of the family and must be proficient in everything.

My aunt has asthma, and oil smoke will make her uncomfortable. As long as Qin Jingwen is there, she never let her aunt enter the kitchen. After a while, she can practice and practice a pretty good cooking skill.

"Well, it tastes delicious. It tastes like home."

Chu Yang said unconsciously. Qin Jingwen raised her eyes and took a look back calmly.

It smells like home, where is home? From the moment she was abandoned by Chu Yang, she had already cut off the idea of ​​home and had also cut off her relationship with happiness.

Chu Yang saw Qin Jingwen's sadness and knew that it was not easy for her to take care of her children alone. He had an impulse at this moment, even if Qin Jingwen took care of her children, he wanted to protect her for the rest of her life, give her happiness, and give her a warm home.

Qiao Shunchen put down his chopsticks, his heart pounding. He didn't know whether he should say it, but now he can't control himself.

"Wenwen, can we start over?"

In order not to scare Qin Jingwen, Chu Yang could only speak tentatively.

"What a joke? How could I start over after it's over? Why was I bribed by my meal? I want to save me from being in dire straits?"

Qin Jingwen joked because she didn't think Chu Yang's words were serious.

Chu Yang is now better than before. She can't stand any aspect, so Qin Jingwen can only listen to his words as a joke.

"Wenwen, I'm not kidding, I'm serious."

Chu Yang suddenly became serious. Since he had already spoken, he would make it clearer. Otherwise, he would regret it in the future.

"Then turn seriousness into a joke. I don't plan to find a boyfriend, and I have children, which will drag you down."

Qin Jingwen politely refused. Everything came too late, and everything that came too late was destined to be out of reach with him.

"I'm not afraid of having children. I can accept it for half a month. If I like her, I won't be a burden to me. I will definitely treat her as..."

Chu Yang was interrupted by Qin Jingwen without saying the words "Birthday Daughter".

"Chu Yang, I not only have half a month but also Xuanxuan to take care of. He and Song Yien cannot live together. I don't want Song Yien to ruin the child's life."

Qin Jingwen could not refuse directly, for fear of hurting Chu Yang, so she could only find various reasons. However, Qiao Zixuan was indeed one of the reasons why she could not get married.

"Warm..."

Chu Yang still wanted to try hard, but he stopped halfway through the conversation.

Qiao Zixuan can also accept it, but Qiao Shunchen cannot let Xuanxuan be with him.

Qin Jingwen's reason has no good solution for the time being, and even if he says it, it will be denied.

"Chu Yang, we are friends, we will always be friends. No matter who it is, I will never marry in my life."

Qin Jingwen's refusal can only say this. Chu Yang is a smart person and must understand what she means.

Qin Jingwen raised the corner of her mouth, but she seemed so helpless. Chu Yang has become the past, and the past is memories, and memories prove that she can never go back.

"What if the person who married you was Qiao Shunchen?"

Chu Yang couldn't help but continue asking.

Chu Yang was speculating that Qin Jingwen took care of Qiao Zixuan so wholeheartedly for Qiao Shunchen, just to be able to stay by Qiao Shunchen's side.

After hearing Chu Yang's words, Qin Jingwen grinned almost immediately.

"How is it possible? Qiao Shunchen and I are simply a fantasy. We will not get married on the day. Chu Yang I just said that I will not marry anyone in this life, and anyone else includes Qiao Shunchen."

"I took the children and kept my aunt and sister like this for the rest of my life."

Qin Jingwen took a deep breath and exhaled the inexplicable depression in his heart. Then he continued to speak.

"Maybe it was because of the change of home. Now I don't trust anyone, especially men. It's not easy for me to survive alone for so many years, but I succeeded and I don't need anyone's help. The man is to me..."

"Sorry, Wen Wen, it's my fault that all of this is caused by me."

Listening to Qin Jingwen's words, Chu Yang blamed himself even more. She lost confidence in men, which was also his fault, but it was too late to regret it now.

His heart was in chaos and pain. He really wanted to go back to time and protect her desperately. Is everything she encountered would not happen? Qin Jingwen would not meet Qiao Shunchen.

Qin Jingwen was silent for a moment.

"Don't blame yourself, this is all the arrangement of fate. To be honest, I thought at first that I really hated you when you abandoned me, but now I don't blame you, you are one of the victims. Don't think about these things in the future. Focus on other women. I have no chance here, don't waste all my time on me."

Although Qin Jingwen could not fully understand Chu Yang's feelings at this moment, she felt that her decisiveness was correct. Just like in college, since there was no possibility, she could not give Chu Yang any hope.

When Qiao Shunchen came back, Qin Jingwen had already washed up and went to bed to rest. He pushed open the bedroom door and the smell of alcohol followed. Before he could reach the bed, Qin Jingwen smelled it.

"I've drunk."

Qin Jing spoke in a gentle voice.

"Drink, not much."

Qiao Shunchen threw himself on the bed exhausted.

"Do you still have the energy to listen to me? If you are too tired, take a shower and go to bed, and I'll talk about it tomorrow."

Qin Jingwen said, then sat up and helped Qiao Shunchen take off his clothes, but Qiao Shunchen held it and couldn't move it.
To be continued...