【Dear Boss Mei:

When you see this letter, I think I have already achieved my wish and I have taken revenge. Don’t see this crying. I hope you can congratulate me on it.

So, congratulations, I succeeded.

In this battle, I don’t know if my bones can be found. This time I was too impulsive. Until I wrote this suicide note, I still stubbornly planned to take Xiaokui’s ashes to find Chen Anyang to take revenge.

If the corpse is found, please search it. There must be a small clay pot around my body or on my body, containing Xiao Kui's ashes. I hope that Boss Mei can finally bury Xiao Kui's ashes together.

If I end up with a dead body, it doesn't matter, but I'm afraid that Xiaokui will not be buried on a warm hillside facing the sun.

At first, when the captain advised me to write the suicide note, I refused. I didn’t know who to write it to, nor what to explain. After thinking for a long time, I decided to write this suicide note to you.

In this life, it is our honor to meet you in Xiaokui. I know that Boss Mei, you have been sad for a long time for you to blame for this, but I still want to tell you not to attribute those things to yourself, all of this has nothing to do with you.

No matter whether you exist or not, we cannot escape this end. If we say we owe you, Xiaokui and I owe you, we have been asking you for trouble since we met you.

Thank you for not caring about Xiao Kui's indifference and hostility towards you for the first time, and then taking us in, so that I can wake up again; thank you for letting us know many friends and realizing that we didn't feel anything before; thank you for remembering to take care of me when Xiao Kui was away, and I was sorry, and I finally let down your expectations.

However, I never regret it. I am really sorry for you and Xiaokui's expectation that I can live well. I did not disappoint your expectations for me as she thought. During the days when Xiaokui just died, I tried hard and wanted to live hard, but I failed.

Lying in the house we once lived, the room was so empty and terrible. I also thought of ending my life quietly in that small house, but I still felt so unwilling in my heart. Our existence is not an existence that vents anger and revenges the other party.

Give me another chance, I think I will still choose to betray them, the guys who betray humans in the end, so I want to take revenge. Just as I was lying quietly, I decided to take revenge.

I know my abilities. I have learned a lot from Mr. Jiang. But as Jiang Yueya said, my strength cannot reach the level of being able to take revenge in person, even if I am top-notch.

But if you don’t try it, how can you know that you can’t take revenge?

But at that time, I didn’t know where he was. At that time, it seemed that the world was so big, with zombies everywhere and enemies everywhere, and no one told me where he was. Therefore, I came to your store to apply for a job. You have so many customers from all over the world who know that the news should always be flexible.

It was because of that I realized how good Boss Mei, you are to us. You doubled your guilt towards Xiaokui on me. Even if I gave up this inquiry later and joined the army directly, you would ask Mr. Ming to find someone to take care of me.

For this, I still want to thank you and Mr. Ming again here.

Joining the Black Flame Army was the best decision I made in my life. I learned a lot of knowledge that I had never learned before. In addition to the control and use of superpowers, I also learned fighting and guns, and we even talked about each other.

Our captain is very powerful, and he is also a golden psychic. When he fought with him many times, I failed countless times with his superpowers. I could even imagine what kind of scene it would be if I met Gong Xiquan.

The more I imagined it, the more I could understand that you first heard my gaze of revenge. Did you think I was crazy at that time? Or did you think I was just giving away someone?

But my teammates also told me one thing-

The enemies we will meet will definitely meet those enemies who are stronger than us, higher levels and superior to our superpowers. The only thing we can do is not wait for death or give away heads, but learn to borrow external forces and use weapons to try to narrow the gap between each other and strive to make a big splash.

This time, I used the latest extremely broken bomb developed by the Ordnance Institute. The energy released at close range can directly shatter the crystal core.

How about it, it sounds very powerful, doesn't it?

When I chose this bomb, I had already thought about my own fate, but as mentioned above, I don't regret it.

I can't let go of it, and I can't get out of the wonderful time I spent with Xiaokui. I can't forget that what she did for me in every life was good and bad, but those memories were short enough for me to use the rest of my life to recall.

Those short-term memories of getting along are like old movies in my mind. I have watched them countless times. Every time I watch them, the hollow part in my heart becomes bigger and bigger. Every time I watch them, I miss Xiaokui even more. I really want to see Xiaokui.

I am not as beautiful as Xiaokui imagined. If I get too gentle, I am indecisive and hesitant. I don’t want to hurt everyone who is good to me, but in the end I let everyone down.

I am thinking about avenging Xiaokui. I often feel exhausted at night when I lie on the bed and lie in bed with great difficulty. I am afraid that I will meet Xiaokui after death. I am afraid that she will scold me, so I ask why I got off so early?

The person she likes, the person who consumes all her life, still comes to see her so early. You said, will Xiaokui be very angry when she sees me?

But now, I think I'm not afraid anymore. I've seen her. I can tell her that I have avenged her. My love for her is just like her love for me.

Life is long, and some people choose to let go of themselves, reconcile with their past self, and go to see another different scenery. I have tried it, but I failed. Maybe life is long, and some people have been walking for so many scenery in their lifetime to know which scenery is their favorite, but I am different. The scenery I have recognized at a glance is trapped in and I am unwilling to move forward.

I have said so much nonsense and I don’t know if you can finish reading it. Please forgive me for telling you so much like a drunken drunk man. In fact, when I was writing this suicide note, I did drink some wine with the captain and the others before, hahahaha.

However, after reading it, I hope you don’t feel sad for me. Congratulations, I’ve gotten it done.

Finally, I want to say, thank you, Boss Mei.

Chen Anyang]

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Zhang Yuekui: My brother’s life is exchanged for mine.

Gong Xiquan: My life was exchanged for your brother.

Zhang Yuekui:???What is the dengxi?

Chen Anyang: If you are swearing, I will kill you!

Gong Xiquan: Are you so arrogant when you die?

Chen Anyang: Yes, who is afraid of whom when they are dead?! Come here!
Chapter completed!