Forty-eight. Confusion in the dark night!
"Xiaoping, are you off work?" Lin Pangpang, actually, he is good and is very polite to me.
"Oh, you've been here for a long time?" I felt sorry for the previous misconduct, and Yue and I greeted him.
Lin Pangpang smiled, looking dumb but not stupid!
"It's not long before, it's a little while! Thank you for your hard work, do you want to eat fruit?" He pointed politely at the fruit on the table and asked me politely. Mom gave me a look and I sat down helplessly. It's okay, let's make the words clear today, otherwise it would be better.
So I thought for a while, "Mom, let me chat with Pangpang, go and do your business." I should keep him after dinner, and I must send her away if I want to speak.
"Okay, then you guys have a good chat. I'll go cook, Pangpang, and leave after dinner!"
"Auntie, don't bother me."
"It's okay, you sit down." Without looking at the look of my mother throwing her eyes, I deliberately lowered my head to eat fruit.
When she entered the kitchen, she listened carefully to the sound of the faucet venting water. She was sure that she would not eavesdrop on me and then slowly looked at Lin Pangpang in front of her eyes. His white and tender face was actually not ugly, and it was quite attractive to look closely.
"Xiaoping, I..."
"Pangpang, can you listen to me and tell me a story first?" I interrupted him and thought about how to say it to reduce the damage!
"Story! Oh, okay!" He seemed a little uneasy and cramped.
Maybe he has realized it! In fact, his stupidity is just appearance!
"In the past, there was a little girl who fantasized about being a princess when she was very young. The princesses in fairy tales were all beautiful, so she also seemed to be beautiful. But life is realistic, and she didn't have it if she wanted to.
So she studied hard and learned more knowledge. In order to find the prince she likes one day, she cherished herself very much. She never did bad things or hurt herself." At this point, I paused for a moment. The story was simple, nothing special, just the inner thoughts of a little girl.
"She has finally grown up, but she is not so lucky. Her dreams since childhood have not come true. She originally thought she would feel very disappointed, but she is still very strong in facing life, even if she has suffered a lot of harm."
He didn't speak quietly, but listened silently. I suddenly felt a little blurred because the little girl was myself.
"When she grew up, she found that she was not excellent, but was bad. Although that was the case, she had always firmly believed that her life would be different due to family reasons. She would find someone she liked and the other person also liked her, and a happy life with him."
I stared at him, and he seemed to understand, "Then...had she found it?"
"I found it. Just a few months ago, she found someone she liked, and the other party just liked her. They were in love!
But for some reasons, they didn't want to make it public, but the girl's parents didn't know about it, but they found someone they didn't like.
It was obvious that he was holding his hands tightly and lowered his head and looked nervous and nervous. I bit him tightly and told myself not to be soft-hearted! It was better to have a short pain than a long pain.
"I...I understand, I have something to do... Then let's go first." He stood up and shook his fat body.
I thrust my heart, "I'm sorry, Pangpang! You are a very good person and you will definitely find someone who is more suitable for you."
His steps paused for a moment, and the dots were not turned back, "Goodbye!"
"We can be friends if you want." He blurted out subconsciously, and he paused, "Tell me aunt that I won't eat anymore, goodbye!" Hearing the sound of the door closing, my mother poked her head out of the kitchen, "Who is leaving?"
"Lin Pangpang!" I didn't want to hear my mother's bombardment, so I went back to my room and closed the door!
"Yao Xiaoping, what's going on? Why did the person leave? What did you say?" Mom knocked outside the door.
I closed my eyes and opened the door with my fate, "Mom, he won't come back in the future."
"You...you...you are so angry." Mom looked angry and pointed at me and didn't know what to say.
"Okay, okay, I won't care about you again from now on. You can do whatever you want, do you want to look for?"
I cried that day. The person who hadn't shed tears for a long time, and the person who had promised not to cry again cried again.
I don’t know how long I have cried for my childhood, how much I have been crying for my youth, or how long my mother scolded me? My father came back to see me but didn’t say anything, and my grandparents didn’t say anything.
The world became quiet, and I cried a lot better, and I suddenly wanted to go out for a walk.
Twenty-six years have passed, I have grown up in loneliness, I am independent in many self-comforts, without the better expected, nor the free and easy in cheerfulness.
I grew up, no longer the little girl who hid in the corner and cried alone, nor the little girl who daydreamed all day long.
Home is always an unforgettable plot. I love my family, but I am extremely sad!
Anger cannot stop conflicts, scolding cannot stop freedom, and education for children cannot be overbearing with their own ideas to control them. Their world is different.
Walking on the street, the vehicles whistling by their side, the cold wind blowing in their ears, the collar of their sweater was raised, and their eyes were wet but a little dried.
"Li Mingyu, have you gotten off work? I want to see you!" Suddenly I really want to see him and I really want to throw myself into his warm embrace.
The message was sent out naturally. He was still busy without waiting for his reply?
I took photos in the night sky and had nothing, only a little dim street lights and half of the bridge body, and posted them on my circle of friends and typed a few simple words.
A black car quickly crossed the open road, and Li Mingyu looked around carefully and paid attention to the road conditions.
A photo is displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, and a few simple words: Confusion in the dark night!
Xiaoping, what's wrong with you?
He had been discussing with his colleagues just now, and he didn't pay attention to his phone. He picked up his phone after everything was finished.
I opened WeChat and saw her sending a message: "Li Mingyu, have you got off work? I want to see you!" It was more than an hour ago!
The circle of friends was particularly concerned. He could receive her message as soon as possible. On a dark night, she was still outside? Why? He beated uneasy and immediately picked up his coat without hesitation. Even his colleagues asked him to have a midnight snack.
I quickly arrived near her home. The car rushed to the side of the road. The photos should be here. There was no sign of her on the bridge now.
I picked up my phone and sent a message quickly: "Xiaoping, where are you?" I looked around anxiously, but the phone did not respond, and the uneasiness in my heart spread even more.
Chapter completed!