"Mom, what are you talking about?" I couldn't believe it!

On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, I originally wanted to see someone with a jumping mood, but suddenly there was a thunder sound on the ground.

"What are you saying? Do you have other ideas? Didn't you all enter the room together last night? Doesn't this prove that you have accepted that they are fat?" Oh my god! Last night it was just to cover up and make it easy to make clichés. Where did my mother want to go?

"Wait, mom, have you really thought about it? You are not thinking about it?" I am your daughter, dear daughter!

"Of course, I don't need to consider it anymore. People have said that I will marry you with a lot of money." I have met you a few times now, and I will buy my daughter?

"I don't agree! I don't like it!"

"You... don't like it! They said last night that as long as you want you to marry his son, they will raise us in our old age, as well as grandparents."

"Isn't my family doing well now? Why do you have to support others?" Incredible! Haven't you ever thought about letting me stay at home to pass on the family line? Dad agrees, or grandparents agrees, why?

"Anyway, you have more contact with Pangpang these days. It's not that you want you to get married soon, but that you will be settled after the New Year." No, "Mom, are you listening to me? I said I don't want to, don't like it!"

My eyes suddenly felt sour and tears almost burst out. I was so angry that I was blown out! I didn’t say much, but roared and snatched the door. I’ve never been so sad after growing up, and I can’t figure out why I treated me like this?

When the tears were opened, they couldn't close it anymore, and it poured down like a waterfall. It had been a long time since I had been so sad in my memory.

I remember that once in the sixth grade of elementary school, there was a downpour, a storm, and a powerful typhoon landing. At that time, there was no such thing as when there was any turbulence or the class was stopped.

There was no strong wind and rain when I went out in the morning, and it suddenly broke out until the afternoon. The big trees in the school almost couldn't resist it. The teachers were nervously watching the doors and windows, and asked the students not to go out to the toilet and also asked the teachers to accompany them.

I was terrified to wait until the end of get out of class, but the wind and rain still seemed to be unwilling to stop. Seeing other classmates being picked up by their families, I was still waiting alone in the classroom, and the teacher went to the office first.

When other classmates came home after school, I was the only one left, "Xiaoping, didn't your parents come to pick you up?"

"Teacher, it's okay, I'll go home by myself."

"What can I do? The teacher will send you back."

Because the school is not very close to home and is not very far away, the teacher did not ride a bicycle, hold an umbrella and braved the wind and rain to take me home. I still remember that the wind and rain were very strong on the road. A small umbrella could not hold us at all. The teacher and I struggled to hold the umbrella and protected me tightly under my shoulders. I was not short, and the teacher was not tall. My shoes and pants were wet. The teacher found a bag of materials to wrap them. The water droplets slapped the bag of materials to make a rapid sound.

Fortunately it was summer, otherwise it would have frozen to death.

Finally, the teacher took me home, but before I even arrived at the door, I saw my father pushing his bicycle to go out.

"Yao Xiaoping's parents, why didn't you come to pick up your children?"

"It's the teacher, I'm about to go? I forgot about something just now."

"Oh, okay. Take the child in. Don't do this next time, the child is scared to tears." Dad looked at me who was clamped under the arm of the teacher, and said nothing, covering my head with a raincoat. He vaguely heard what the teacher was saying in his ear?

Later, I didn't know how I returned to the room. My whole body was soaked and I was trembling! My eyes were red, and I couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain on my face.

My father didn't say anything, and my mother didn't see it. She took me to the room and said that she would change my clothes and then turn around and leave. I put down my schoolbag, lifted the material bag, turned around and closed the door, quickly took off my wet clothes, wiped it randomly with a towel, and then lay on the bed and wrapped myself in a blanket.

The wind and rain outside the house showed no sign of stopping, but the little man in the house was shaking all over and his health was not good at all, so he would inevitably get sick.

I had a high fever the next day. My mother didn't show up until dark at night and didn't know where she went?

I hid in the room without eating dinner. My grandma came over to see me once and poured water for me. What did I say? I didn’t hear clearly!

Seeing that I had a fever, I seemed a little panicked. Then I called an outpatient doctor, who specialized in home visits, commonly known as Doctor Mao!

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Before I knew it, I came to the park in the community. There were no people in the park on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and even the few old grandparents of L were not there. But no one was better, so I could make myself cry.

Hiding in the grass in the corner, I squatted behind a short round plant, with a wall on the back.

How could I remember the past? Is it too sad? Or is it still scary?

This is not the first time my mother has acted arbitrarily. Thinking of her childhood experience makes people feel extremely sad. She is helpless and doesn’t know what to do?

I am optimistic and cheerful, maintain positive energy, and have been working hard for myself, but today I am so sad. Are I still the same as I am when I recall the past and compare it to the present?

What should I do when facing the urging of adults? I feel sad that I am not liked. Mom, do you regret giving birth to me?

I don’t know when I went home, I didn’t look at the time or my phone. It seemed that there was information that I had come and I didn’t want to pay attention to it.

Now I just want to be alone and feel at a loss when facing the house! When I first built a new house, the whole family was very happy and had a hotel meal together. My father happily thanked my mother, and my mother also accepted it with a smile, and my grandparents were also very happy.

Unfortunately, my grandfather was in poor health soon. It was a sequelae accumulated over the years. It was too hard before, so I stopped all of a sudden.

Feeling not used to it.

"Xiaoping, what are you doing? Why are you standing at the door and not going in? It's cold! "A strange sound came from behind.

It's my aunt! "Aunt, are you here?" It's my father's sister.

"Yes, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, of course I have to come to see my parents. What's wrong with you? Why are your eyes so swollen?"

"It's okay, aunt, please sit in the house. I just ran away and blew my tears, and my eyes were sour."

"Oh, is that?" Auntie didn't seem to believe it very much, "Of course, otherwise why would your eyes be red? Auntie, I'll open the door for you."

"Oh, okay, Xiaoping is a good child." My aunt didn't seem to be suspicious and walked in with a smile, "My mom and dad, I'll come to see you."

When I walked into the kitchen, my mother leaned out when she heard the sound, and I quickly turned around to pour tea!

Grandma came out of the inner room and saw her daughter, grandma, very kind-hearted, "Ahua is here." My other aunt is Yao Xinhua, who looks like grandpa.

"Mom, I'm here, where is Dad?"

"Where is he in the inner room?"

"What are you doing in the sunny day for staying in the house?" The mother and daughter walked into the inner room together, and I followed in with tea.

"Auntie drinks tea!"

"It's the eldest sister here." Although my mother's face was not good, her tone was still gentle.

"Yes, brother and sister, are you busy? I'll chat with my parents." The meaning was obvious, and my mother's mouth twitched, "Then you chat slowly, it's rare. Sister, let's leave after dinner." After that, she turned around and left, and met me at the door and glared at me without saying anything.

I lowered my head and pretended that I didn't see it.
Chapter completed!