Chapter 468
Jun Lingxiao's tone was very calm, without even the slightest ups and downs: "It's okay, you can hold a grudge against me."
"It's really not." Jun Lingfan didn't know how he had such an idea, so he could only emphasize again, "I dare not hold a grudge against the emperor."
He paused, "If the emperor brother doesn't believe it, I am willing to take the rest and promise not to hide or avoid it. Even if the emperor brother beat me to death on the spot, I will never complain."
Jun Lingxiao didn't say anything, I don't know if he believed it or didn't.
In other words, his attitude today really made Jun Lingfan unable to guess.
It seems that there is no change as usual. No matter how you speak or what you talk, you can't hear anything abnormal.
But not hearing an exception does not mean there is no exception.
Just because he couldn't guess thoroughly, Jun Lingfan always felt nervous.
The dark side had already fallen outside, and the lights in the hall were bright. De'an asked in front of him if he wanted to pass on the meal.
"pass."
After giving the order, Jun Lingxiao stood up, his tall and thin body was under pressure, but he seemed to have a little more leisurely voice: "Follow me out for a walk."
After the words came, the man had already bypassed the imperial case and walked out.
Jun Lingfan was stunned for a moment before getting up to follow.
The imperial courtyard is full of flowers and the fragrance is fresh. Jun Lingxiao and Jun Lingfan walk along the bluestone corridor, enjoying the rare tranquility and leisure.
After walking for a while, Jun Lingxiao ordered lightly: "Let them all scatter."
De'an was stunned, then raised his hand slightly, signaling the palace people following behind him to scatter. The palace people were ordered, but they did not dare to leave. Instead, they followed from a distance, not daring to disturb the quietness of the two masters in front of them.
De'an lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes and fell behind for a distance.
The only brothers Jun Lingxiao and Jun Lingfan were left in front of the convenience. Regardless of whether Lingxiao's pace was fast or slow, Lingfan always lagged behind half a step, maintaining the most rigorous measure and distance.
"The throne ceremony is still one month away." Jun Lingxiao said calmly, "Yesterday, my mother ordered someone to send all the portraits of noble girls from the imperial capital. After the throne ceremony, the harem will be filled with talent shows. These girls are also the first batch of children to enter the harem. Most of the family backgrounds are prominent, and their ranks will not be low in the future."
Jun Lingfan's eyebrows and eyes were slightly closed, and after listening silently, he slowly spoke: "Don't worry, brother, I won't do anything random again."
If this was a knock on him, he was willing to make a promise.
Even if the emperor's brother doesn't tell him this, he will never be able to attack those women again in the future.
There are three thousand emperors and beauties, and one more person is dead. It is impossible to kill all the women in the world. Moreover, if he does not want to force his brother to give up the throne, some things must be faced.
An emperor needs children, which is a fact that no one can change.
Besides, compared to the delusions that he could not even say anything in his heart, the imperial examination of scholars was a serious matter for the royal family. All civil and military officials in the court and subjects all over the world witnessed the wise and wise emperors, reproduction of offspring and the prospering of the country.
He can be stupid three times, not stupid every time.
"I know you won't do anything random again." Jun Lingxiao said in a low tone, "Stay well in my sight from now on. If you want to do something you shouldn't do, first consider how hard your bones are."
Jun Lingfan was stunned.
Stay in his sight?
"Brother." He frowned slightly, "I said before..."
"What you said doesn't count." Jun Lingxiao said indifferently, "The dignified Prince of Dongling goes to serve the gods? He is lazy by nature and rebellious. The gods are afraid that they will not want to recognize someone like you as disciples."
Jun Lingfan was silent.
"You are not young anymore," Jun Lingxiao turned his head, "When will you plan to get married?"
Jun Lingfan shook his head: "My brother has no plans to get married."
"With a wife and children, you may be able to accept your personality."
Jun Lingfan couldn't tell what it felt like in his heart. He just followed the most real thoughts in his heart and said, "If you really have a wife and children, it will be a hindrance."
With his eyes slightly raised, he said, "Why did the emperor want me to stay in the imperial capital?"
"I have been used to having your help over the years." Jun Lingxiao said, "With you here, I can worry less."
Jun Lingfan was silent for a moment: "My brother can stay, but the emperor needs to promise me that he will not force me to marry and have children in the future. Even if I am alone for the rest of my life, it has nothing to do with others."
He didn't want to guess the emperor's thoughts anymore, nor did he want to think deeply about what the meaning is hidden under today's words.
He only knew that since the emperor's brother did not hate him and suspected him, he was naturally willing to stay, stay in the imperial capital and assist him for the rest of his life.
If one day the emperor's brother thinks he is unreliable and becomes afraid or disgusted, he can leave anytime, anywhere, in any way that the emperor's brother can accept.
So it is unrealistic for him to get married and have children, and he has no idea at all. If the emperor's brother insists on marrying him...
"You are the prince, and it is inevitable to marry and have children-"
"Emperor Brother." Jun Lingfan suddenly interrupted his words, then realized his rudeness, and narrowed his eyes and said slowly, "I have someone I like in my heart, even if I marry a wife, it will be against my will. It will definitely hurt this innocent woman."
As the words fell, the air seemed to stagnate for a moment.
Jun Lingxiao slowly turned his head and his eyes fell on him: "Is there someone you like? Who is it?"
Jun Lingfan watched silently as the flowers in the garden swayed in the night wind, his thoughts fluctuated and finally he just lowered his eyes and hid all the emotions in his eyes: "My brother likes someone, I fell in love with them a long time ago. I have forgotten the time, just like... flowers and grass, like leaves and branches..."
His tone hesitated slightly, then his eyes fell on the towering tree located outside the garden. "Maybe it comes from looking up, maybe it comes from long-term companionship, maybe it comes from a habit... In short, feelings have never been justified. They occupy the depths of my heart bit by bit, penetrate all my limbs and bones. When I suddenly woke up, I realized that I was possessed and could never look back."
A melancholy smile overflowed from the corner of his lips, Jun Lingfan said: "But this kind of feeling should not exist, because rules do not allow, morality does not allow, and responsibility does not allow."
As a prince, he enjoys wealth and honor from childhood and enjoys a superior status from the age of a young age, so he should naturally follow the rules and responsibilities that the royal family should have.
Some things can be fought for and willful, while others cannot be touched.
Because, “Sometimes, liking itself is an indesolate sin.”
Jun Lingfan turned to look at his elder brother: "I know what I am doing and know what to do in the future. Don't worry about the elder brother."
Jun Lingxiao's eyebrows and eyes were slightly deep.
Rules do not allow, morals do not allow, and responsibility do not allow.
Sometimes, liking itself is a sin.
Being possessed by the devil, unable to turn back.
Silence for a moment.
Jun Lingxiao frowned, can't he look back?
Chapter completed!