"Well, space is the realm of gods. You can actually get a space ring that is rare on the entire continent. By the way, why are there so much smoked meat? Do you like eating this kind of food?" Su Wen asked. She picked up lime and bacon with bread and ate a lot, which seemed to suit her appetite.
"No, I like vegetarian food. I used to not like fish, but now I like smoked meat. Why do I bring so much smoked meat?" Li Yi felt that some memories should not be forgotten, and it was a very important memory.
"Mani likes smoked meat the most. Boss, remember it quickly!" Isabella shouted in her heart, almost saying it out.
But in the end, Li Yi didn't remember it at all. He smiled bitterly and took out a piece of paper. He had a premonition in his heart that memories would always come back. Now this self may disappear at that time. This kind, humble, like Su Wen, and loves life, will be imprisoned again. I am afraid there will be no chance of coming out again. Before he dies, something will always be left behind, just like a message of death. Perhaps Li Yi would follow this prompt and release him, but this is just a luxury.
"Don't forget Su Wen." This is the first sentence he wrote.
Suddenly I remembered that in the past, I often used conspiracy to achieve my goals, whether good or bad, "the impurity of means will inevitably lead to impurity of the purpose." This is the second sentence.
"Not using violence is the limit of humility." This is the third sentence.
My heart was filled with inexplicable sorrow. It was the predicted death period. I still had many things I had not completed, so I had to stay away from the life I loved. How unwilling to accept it!
"Does people have inexplicably thoughts about their death? If they still have longing for this world, will it be painful when they die?" Li Yi looked even more sad. He was too late, so he had to do something to avoid regrets.
However, the great sorrow of life is that you know that there is not much time, but you don’t know what to do. You can watch the days go by day, and then you will go to that empty end, a terrible ending, a tragic process, a death without any meaning, and a birth without any meaning.
Sometimes my heart is inexplicably chilled, like a blank foot under my feet, falling into the bottomless abyss, living is more like a lingering breath, but my heart is like a mirror, clearly seeing the ending, but it cannot be avoided, and there is no way out. However, turning left is a cliff, turning right is a cliff, and hell is ahead.
Should I die in struggle or die without resistance? I already know that I will die. Is it meaningful to struggle? Perhaps struggle can relieve the pain when it dies?
A collection of pain, all disappointment, loss, hesitation, confusion, sadness, hurt, pain and happiness, opposing words, sometimes coexist, sometimes not coexisting words. You will suffer pain when you live, so you will hate it, and you will be happy when you live, so you like it, death is the end of eternity, and pain and happiness do not exist. You are afraid of death because you are afraid of losing happiness, losing the opportunity to get happiness, and want to end your life because of pain, torture brought by pain, torture, inner torture, and inner torture.
What a fragile life a human being is! A fragile and fragile heart will be hurt if you are not careful, and you will suffer if you are injured.
But happiness appears real because of pain. Happiness without pain will only be used to it and will be diluted to the point of being indifferent. Because there are birth, old age, illness, death, meeting with enemies and hate, separation from love, the five aggregates are in full bloom and cannot be obtained, we cherish the so-called happiness and so-called happiness, even in the eyes of others.
Li Yi said to Su Wen pale, "I'm about to disappear, but I know it's the result but I can't change it. Am I useless?"
"Don't think about it, it will get better." She grabbed Li Yi's hand, and even though she said that, tears still couldn't stop falling.
Li Yi wrote on the paper: "The man who makes women sad is not a good man."
Tears must be shed, and things must be done. When the old woman came back, she had already changed into a respectful face, which of course was aimed at Li Yi. It seemed that the city lord said something to her.
"The city lord agrees with you." She continued to say in that hoarse voice of broken porcelain.
This "you" obviously means odd, so Su Wen stayed here and the old woman took Li Yi in.
The Alberta city-state is more like an empty city with nothing, gray walls and gray streets. When you look through the windows, it is also an empty house with no one. There is no sunshine, and there is not even the breath of creatures. It is like a ghost town.
"Why is it so quiet and dark here?" Li Yi asked with some trembling questions.
"Because this is the center of the world, the place where the tree of the world grows, the origin and destination of everything. Later, the tree of the world was destroyed by the gods, and the world was exhausted from here. One day, the color of dead gray will cover the entire continent, the ocean, and the sky, and those places with sunshine outside, beauty will decline, and dead gray will cover everything."
"Why do you live in this dead place?" Looking at the hunched old woman, Li Yi suddenly felt a sense of sympathy. It was so uncomfortable that he would not see the sun all day long!
"We have been the guardians of the tree of the world for generations. We enjoy its glory when it flourishes. How can we turn it over when it witheres? That is to be punished by the world."
In the center of the city-state is an ancient castle with a conical roof that looks gray. On the steps is a woman in black robe, standing at the steps, looking down at Li Yi. She was wearing a veil, and her two bright eyes seemed to be the only light in this dark world. She had a special temperament, standing, and it seemed that she was the city lord Gloria.
"I received Edmund's letter, Li Yi, are you a trustworthy person?" Gloria's voice was not loud, but unexpectedly gentle.
"I? Trust?" Li Yi didn't touch his head for a while, "Are you friends of Brother Edmund? In that case, I can keep it confidential, although I don't know what you want to tell me, or what you want to show me."
"Yes, Edmund said, I want to show you the truth of this world." Gloria turned around and walked into the castle, and signaled that Li Yi would come with her.
The old woman stayed at the door, watching them walk into the black hole-like gate, and gradually disappeared into the darkness.
The first feeling when entering the castle is the withered and yellow breath like autumn. The long corridor extends to the ground at a slope, and I don’t know what the end is.
"That, box, what exactly does the box contain?" Li Yi couldn't help asking after a long silence.
"Quiet, don't talk, just watch." Gloria's gentle tone had a commanding tone.
Li Yi stopped talking immediately, only hearing the footsteps of two people.
"You are not quite the same as what Edmund's letter described, but the box will be delivered." She suddenly asked suddenly.
"I have lost my memory... I can't remember everything about the past." Li Yi answered truthfully.
"Is that right?" Gloria answered without comment. "Amnesia is not the most terrible thing, the most terrible thing is that some painful memories can never be forgotten."
"That's how..." Li Yi lowered his head. This woman really didn't understand, and only he knew his pain.
The long corridor finally came to its head, and the humidity and coldness underground were everywhere. Li Yi saw a green clear spring. The green water was only a thin layer, and the spring was filled with mud, but the only thing left was the green liquid containing an extremely rich breath of life.
The breath of life, Li Yi has been exposed to this magical substance more than once, invisible and material, but can perceive it, just like seeing the fruits ripen in autumn and all things germinate in spring. The tension and vitality of life are the breath of life, the breath of life, the breath of external things that allows external things to grow.
A small tree grows beside the spring water, withered, black trunks like gems are covered with white patterns, and crescent-shaped fallen leaves.
"Has it died?" Li Yi suddenly felt great sadness, as if he had lost an extremely important person.
"Don't ask me, I don't know, but this is the only reliance that can defeat the gods." Gloria walked aside, there was a stone altar, with several men in black robes busy on it, with lots of glassware and strange liquids.
The box was opened, and inside it was a mass of flesh and blood that was still wriggling! The flesh and blood made of abnormal light red and blue-black blood vessels.
The flesh and blood kept bouncing, and the flesh thorns stretched out and pierced them hard, which was extremely aggressive. However, when a dark red liquid was injected into the small box, it immediately became honest and curled up into a ball, with many wrinkles on the surface, appearing pale colors.
"This is a strong acid that temporarily inhibits its action."
"God, the flesh and blood of the gods?" Li Yi stuttered. The scene was really weird and I really didn't know what to say.
"Of course not. If it is really the flesh and blood of the gods, it cannot be imprisoned. This is the physical organization of some kind of strange beast. The will of a group of gods is imprisoned in it. It was the last great destruction that the will of the gods came to the world and was imprisoned by the ancient powers in any way." Gloria said.
"Oh my God, then, what is the function of the will of this group of gods? Can it awaken the tree of the world?"
"How is this possible? Didn't Edmund tell you? We should use the Tree of the World to break down the will of the gods and find clues to break the code of destruction from it. Although the opportunity is slim, it's worth a try. What should be shown for you is here. The favors that owed Edmund is also repaid. You go."
He hurriedly left.
It is not a pleasant thing for Li Yi now. He hopes to leave this dark place early, such as the tree of the world, the gods, and the destruction codes. He doesn't care about it. These things are too far away and too terrible, like bottomless vortexes, which want to pull him down and be doomed.
"Anyway, I was a very brave person in the past. How did he persevere when it comes to these things that are scary just by listening? What did he want to get? What made him do whatever he wants to do, even if he was dirty and imprisoned the beautiful side deep in his heart? Is there anything more important than living a peaceful and contented life, and is there something more important than living? For example, the tree of the world, such as fighting with gods, such as calculating others in order to obtain more resources to plot against others, just to protect himself and the people around him?" Li Yi gradually began to understand his past self, and he regarded life and death as equals, and to live as a burden, and to make himself live in the cold world, and to build a hard and thick shell in his heart.
"I am like this now and can't protect anyone. Can you let Su Wen take care of me for the rest of your life?" He stood in the dark, his mind clearer and his eyes changed.
What happened recently and what happened in the past are quickly displayed in my mind like a movie, and my lost memories are also recovered.
"Felder, I owe you five hundred red spirit crystals?" Li Yi narrowed his eyes and looked at him.
Feld shrank his neck in a fright, "This must not be there!"
"When I lost my memory, you guys were so poor that they had no opinion at all. I asked me to follow that woman and do some boring things. I almost missed the meeting with Cassius and Paul. I am really looking forward to that big plan." Li Yi calculated the days and set off now and drove at full speed on the tiger shark-class floating boat, which would be half a day earlier.
Without further ado, he took out the float boat and was about to open the hatch. Isabella said behind him, "Boss, have you said goodbye to Su Wen? Just leave?"
"Do you have any questions?" Li Yi didn't look back.
"After you recover your memory, you become a heartless person! She has taken care of you for so many days, you!"
"She almost killed me. Seeing that I lost my memory, she couldn't bear it anymore. She couldn't bear it after being abused and maimed by a cat. She felt as hypocritical as feeding the cat some milk. Haha, I was electric shocked to vent my anger and take care of me to satisfy my sympathy. Women are really living creatures for the sake of it. It's unreasonable!"
Su Wen was not far away and heard these words without saying a word. She sat on the ground and cried loudly. Such hurtful words would definitely not be able to say when she lost her memory. It seemed that he had regained his memory.
The tiger shark floated on, and Li Yi sat in the cabin and opened a bottle of wine very rarely. After drinking half of the bottle, he wanted to suppress his annoyance, but tears flowed out, "Strange, have I choked on the wine?" He wiped away quickly, his eyes a little messy.
"Bah, the cold-blooded villain! He abandoned her and shed some crocodile tears here." Isabella spat.
"Ahem, boss, forget these abnormal things. This is not designed in your blueprint. You can only treat it as an accident. Hi, let's get normal!" Alger tried to adjust the atmosphere, but it didn't work at all.
Li Yi sat on the floating boat and hurried towards the Imperial Academy. He was going to Pompeii and reunited with Cassius.
Although this is his purpose, it always has a sense of escape. It seems that there is something bad behind him chasing him, making him feel uneasy.
Originally, life was simple and regular. He wandered around like a hunter, catching prey to fill his stomach, but gradually became infected with many complex relationships. The so-called bonds, while connecting people with others, also tied them up, and sometimes became hindrances, and their strength would weaken.
Chapter completed!