(Please give me a monthly ticket)

January 2016.

The first day of January, Zuo Zai’s birthday.

"What kind of shoes do you want?" Cheng Lie asked Zuo Zai.

"Brother Lie, are you going to send me away?" Zuo Zai looked at Cheng Lie.

"You have to leave if I send it or not, right?" Cheng Lie also looked at Zuo Zai.

"Brother Lie still can't bear to leave me, right?" Zuo Zai decided to speak out directly.

"I must be reluctant to let go. If we have been in love for so many years, if we want to give up, will you believe it?" Cheng Lie asked Zuo Zai.

"Brother Lie, have we been in love all the time? We just can't become boyfriend and girlfriend." Zuo Zai faced Cheng Lie's problem.

"You are not right. It's not that we can't become boyfriend and girlfriend. It's that you are too familiar with me and can't change roles at once.

Another thing is that you have always regarded me as gay before, and you can't do anything to me anymore.

If you didn't know me so well, or if you knew me later, you might have taken me away long ago." Cheng Lie continued to express his thoughts.

"Haha, Brother Lie, you know me so well. You probably only tell a love novices in this world that they are taken away, and I am really such a strange person." Zuo Zai smiled embarrassedly.

"Xiao Maibao, I know that your parents, brothers and sisters-in-law get married after falling in love. I also know that you always think that you should love someone and then end up together.

In fact, I have always taken you very closely before. When you go to middle school or college, I have not given you a chance to fall in love.

Since you were fifteen years old, I have been convinced of something. I believe you will be with me in the end. So, in addition to not giving you the chance to fall in love with others, I am also patiently waiting for you to grow up.

It was me who made myself miss too many opportunities. I should have taken you down when you were still confused.

I was very confident that no matter how late you are, you would never fall in love with someone else, because I didn’t give you the chance to fall in love with others. However, after all the secrets, you still have netizens who I don’t know.

Then, you suddenly have a chance and you fall in love with someone else.

For so many years, the love you have nowhere to rest has been given to your current boyfriend.

This is my fault.

I actually knew very early on that you misunderstood that I was gay. If you first misunderstood, I would tell you the truth. Maybe you are mine now.

But after you had such a misunderstanding, you began to be very close to me. When I was greedy at that time, I didn’t choose to explain it to you immediately.

Perhaps it was the little greed I had at the beginning that led to the fact that I was finally forced to let go of your hand." Cheng Lie said a long sentence.

"Ah? You've always known that I misunderstood that you are gay?" Zuo Zai put the focus on a strange point.

"Well, you didn't misunderstand that I was gay. When we went shopping, the clerks thought we were brothers and sisters. After you misunderstood, the clerks thought we were lovers. I originally thought that I had made money." Cheng Lie said helplessly.

"So you are such a brother." Zuo Zai smiled warmly.

"Xiao Maibao, I want to tell you that before you, I had many girlfriends, the longest three years and the shortest one month.

In my view of love, I think people have to go through many attempts before they can truly know what they want.

So when I let you go, I always feel that you may come back.

We lived under the same roof for more than ten years.

Our two families are considered family friends, and my dad likes you so much.

If you were with me, you could easily imagine what our future life would be like.

You may not love me with a hundred percent, but as long as it exceeds sixty, our future life will definitely be happy.

This morning, my dad rarely talked to me without scolding me.

He said he would make a last effort. If there is really no way to change your mind, he asked me to tell you that he would understand you." Cheng Lie reached out and touched Zuo Zai's head.

"Second brother is always like this." Zuo Zai felt that his tears were a little low recently, and now he was a little unable to help it.

"Xiao Maibao, love is very simple, but marriage is very complicated. I always feel that you are still a child, and I shouldn't tell you this, but now I have the excuse of following my father's instructions and making a last-minute effort.

You should know that people do not have to find a person with a percentage of their marriage.

Although I didn't have any confidence when I said this, because you were 100% for me. If I married you, I would definitely be eaten by you for the rest of my life.

But the first thing I want is one hundred.

If I really can't be with me at 100 points, then I'll still be happy if I find an 80.

I don't know how much love you have for him, but I will wait until the day you get married." Cheng Lie looked at Zuo Zai with a particularly gentle and deep look.

Zuo Zaizai was completely confused and looked confused. She didn't know how to take what Cheng Lie had just said.

"Don't look at me with such an expression. If that day comes, if you think he is one hundred percent of yours, I will definitely bless you sincerely. Haven't I already started to give you wedding shoes?" Cheng Lie comforted Zuo Zai.

Cheng Lie looked at Zuo Zai's expression and knew that she was about to cry, so he quickly stopped what he wanted to say.

"Brother Lie, sometimes I really feel that my IQ distribution is quite uneven. If I knew from the beginning, I might have taken it back by you when I first fell in love.

Brother Lie, I'm sorry." Zuo apologized to Cheng Lie.

"I've told you all my little thoughts, and you should know that it's not your fault at all.

Okay, don’t be sad, you can live a good life with him, and when you get married, I will give up.

Haven't you said what kind of shoes you want yet?" Cheng Lie asked Zuo Zai.

"Brother Lie, I haven't thought so much yet. Let me tell you when I think about it." Zuo Zai adjusted his expression and answered Cheng Lie quietly.

Zuo Zai knew very well that if she cried, it would only make Brother Lie feel even more uncomfortable.

"Then it's decided. When will you need shoes? Remember to tell me in advance that I'm ready." Cheng Lie's words were a pun. This preparation naturally refers to shoes, but isn't it his own mental preparation?

"Okay." Zuo said only one word.

"If you find that you don't need shoes, but me, you must remember to tell me." This sentence was Cheng Lie's last effort.

(Thanks to Hua Qianshu, ivyin1977, I took you to wander, I voted for the monthly ticket early in the morning)
Chapter completed!