So, no one can say whether it is possible or not. After all, I still feel that I should be able to get some inspiration and gain some gains from it. As long as I work hard, there should be some changes. How big is this change? I don’t know, I hope it can have some profound and beneficial effects on your life. If Doba hopes to get from him at least every book, can I gain some gains from him? Sometimes I feel that I am really crazy. I haven’t written a book well, and I still want to read it.

Two books, are your experiences? You don’t have enough energy now. In addition to the lack of energy in family and children, you also have some messy things about yourself and struggle with your own self-discipline. In this case, you may be difficult to achieve the experience of writing a book now. Now you have to read two books and three books. It’s simply incredible. You have no evidence. You have already said that you will start preparing in March. I am about to May. Where is your new book? You only wrote a start of more than 20,000 words.

Then it was thrown there, there was no outline, no deposit, and no cells. With such a result, you just want to publish a new book every month or two months.

Then, on the other hand, I have to keep writing a book, which I feel a bit like a fantasy.

Because you can't do it at all, you are just a fantasy. To put it bluntly, just like what you said to your daughter is a daydream, and having a dream is good.

But you turn it into a daydream.

Because you don’t act, you turn yourself into a very stupid person and a very lazy person. Then you definitely can’t do this. You have to tell yourself that you have to act and use these things to ultimately make sense and gain some useful things. In addition to learning, you really have to read books.

After all, you are engaged in writing this industry and writing words, so you must not find it from the perspective of words. Read more physical books and read more online articles. Then you can get it from it, learn from others' lessons and experiences, imitate and learn these are very important points. Reading notes are really important. If you want to go from this industry, since you are determined to work in this industry, you must read more books, learn more, not listen to things, have no time to listen, have time to read, write and record, and start writing. These things must be taken action, learn more, read more, think more, and have more. These four things must be persisted in these past few days, and you have a lot of requirements for others.

But he can't do it himself. Is this a ridiculous thing? Is this a very ironic thing? Sometimes people are really like this, always using double standards. It's completely different for you to apply the standards of people to yourself, but you don't know it and think that such a thing is a good thing.

In fact, on the contrary, this is a bad thing, it will not bring you any benefits, nor will it bring you anything that makes you feel very good. Maybe you think such things give you a kind of good feeling, but in fact, what can be really used on you is just a very sad thing and a helpless thing, and in the future it will only bring you something that cannot be accepted and ununderstood. Thinking back then, such things actually happened, so there is a wake-up call for such things. What did you really do in the past ten years of work? Although you wrote some things.

But in fact these things.

It's really too different for you. You can say that you don't have to work hard at all. You have done a lot of work in all aspects of the game, but in the end it still failed. Many things failed and many things were not collected. There are many reasons in it. Some things you can't imagine, and some things you can't understand. But these things will eventually bring you a feeling. You really don't know at all. You are just following a big trend and Westerners will pull you.

But when someone really pulls you away, you retreat and you think you are not suitable for what jobs you think you are not suitable for. Now there is no one. In this industry, you are now alone, relying on a broken forum and walking forward with difficulty. There is darkness ahead. You don’t know where the road is, and you can’t see what kind of people are under your feet. You can only walk forward silently. Then, tell yourself that you can do it well and how it is.

In fact, you don’t know whether you can do it well. With this idea, you do something that you may never be able to solve or that you cannot reach. You don’t have a better way to do it. If you imagine something like this, you may think that I will do this better.

However, sometimes you can't do it at all, or you can't do it well. I think you were in this state back then, and you still haven't made much change now. I kept telling myself that I can do these things well. In the future, such things may bring me a better and more perfect ending. The fastest time passes quickly. In a blink of an eye, 4:00 passed.

But, I just think it's 10 years, and I can really say that I have achieved nothing and have not recorded anything.

It’s just a so-called pension insurance that I’ve paid for 4 years, but this kind of thing is really meaningful and meaningless. After paying for the best youth for 10 years, these things are the ones I get.

But, the sad and sad thing about people is here. If you don’t give clearly the time, you may not even have everything you have now. You don’t have a house, a wife and children, and nothing. Maybe sometimes you feel that it’s a bit absolute, maybe you will have another life.

But who knows, things are unpredictable, no one knows what your life will look like, no one knows who will live a better life in the future. In short, some people are taking the right path, at least I am in my understanding now, many people are taking the right path, and these people have succeeded, but this kind of thing is also an absolute thing. In other words, if he succeeds, you will feel that he will take this path, and if he fails, I will feel that he has not found the right path. Before, just like my colleague, when he went to that place, we feel that he may not have taken the right path.

Because his salary is not high, and he feels like he is confused.

For such a situation, we really feel that he has no way to go, but now you see that he has earned millions a year, and the road has been completed and has been completed.

So, if you say that the path that others have not taken is completely wrong, on the contrary, they are taking the right path and taking a very, very right path.

Otherwise, you would not have achieved what you are now. As for you, you chose to stay in Xinglong, so staying in this company can bring you some meager income, or the salary is relatively high locally.

but.

In fact, it doesn’t mean much compared to comparison. This is a sharp contrast. The company went bankrupt, the staff was laid off, and there was only 5 million people going there. This is really a very ironic thing. Many people are thinking about what I should do if I put such a thing on me? They can’t imagine it.

Because he hasn't experienced it, and I can imagine it now, things have happened to me, and I have been thinking that I might really be one, with some bad luck in it.

Because I have summarized it, I went to several companies and went to several places, and it seemed that they were gradually out of reach. They all gradually became a very, very bad place. Some places even went bankrupt. I don’t know why such a thing happened. I don’t know how this happened every word from the ancient children. There are always some incomprehensible and unsolvable problems. I always feel that I have a bad luck on my body, so I didn’t feel dizzy. I took me and kept walking. I don’t know when I can get rid of these bad luck. Maybe I can live better if I leave some of my people. I’ll be with her life.

It became worse. Although some people said that he was messing with my life, I actually think it might be me, on the contrary, human body. No one can say good things in the world. You think many things are right, many decisions, you think they are right, but in fact, living together is not necessarily like this. Maybe you think it is the right thing, and he is also wrong. No one can say whether it is absolutely right or wrong. No one can predict the future. Perhaps my future is more miserable and I will also feel that the future is more brilliant. No one can say good about these things. I can only say that I should do the things in front of me well and prepare for the future as much as possible.

Then I work hard to do what I should do, and work hard for this period of time is certain. I just hope that I can get some things I should get down-to-earth. Maybe these things do not have much advantage or help to me.

But I can only do this in front of me. If I don’t do it, I will have no money to make money, and I will have no way out. I will eventually fall into it. In another, in the invisible world, in a small era, in an indescribable world, these things will eventually make people feel like they have lost something.

But no one can say what he lost.

So the nonsense thing was in my mind, and I changed it to another one, and I didn’t know when they would disappear. I felt like I had a split headache.

But these things were lingering and could only let them rot in my mind and roll around. I was thinking, I hope that after I left Twilight, these things would disappear from my head.

Because I know that after I settled in Twilight, these things became more and more serious. I don’t know what caused them, but I think these things are definitely not groundless. There may be some problems in it, and it affected me.

Well, I have prepared a lot of things so prepared.

In fact, after all, it is nothing more than allowing me to persevere in the last time. Twilight City has brought me a lot of memories, both good and bad.

But, I hope to keep these good things in my heart and drive out the bad things. I don’t want to remember the disgusting things in my heart, let them go with the wind. What I have to do is to make my mood healthier and happier, and I will not have any accidents in the future because of these things. Many people are thinking about how to completely deal with these things completely, or to completely deal with them. Maybe these things, as others imagine, or not as simple as you imagine, in short, I will never be able to deal with everything as easily and happily as you think. No one can avoid this matter. After all, everything in the world is always changing. While you want to get, you will also find that you are losing something, and these things are something you cannot avoid at all.

For example, you can’t avoid it even if you want to avoid it. This is the sorrow of human beings and the helplessness of life.

But some people, being able to see through these things and completely abandon these things, in my opinion, are very excellent and powerful people. Some people call them heroes and some call them saints. I think both of these can always be ordinary humans who are absolutely unable to achieve their ability. I have always aimed at them and hope to become an excellent person, although I think this possibility is very high.

After all, I am just an ordinary person. But I still hope that I can handle these things better and more perfectly into my mind, and may give people a more reasonable and accurate feeling in the future. In short, I am thinking like this now, and in life, I also know that such a situation may last for quite a long time.

But there is no way to do this. No one can completely deal with these things and solve them completely. They can only say a little bit by bit, like squeezing toothpaste to squeeze it out of your heart.

Otherwise, he will always be like a heavy stone, condensed in your heart, making you feel dazed and anxious. This kind of thing is really troublesome.

Mechanical engineers and I have made a series of plans for the future, and we think the next thing is to prepare for action immediately.

But whether such an action can be successful is not clear. The problem with the card is whether the guard guarding the vault has other verification methods? If there is any, then the two of us imitated handwriting will have problems, and accidents will easily occur at this time.

So I was thinking about what to do. At this time, getting married gave me an idea. He told me, "You don't have a parallel world, you can go to the parallel world."

Then, go there to test whether it is feasible. That is to say, if you enter a parallel world, take this signature we have made, and you also have to go to the vault to do experiments to see if the guards there can be verified. If they cannot be verified there, I think we can't verify it.

After all, the things in the two parallel worlds are almost the same. I was very happy after hearing this. I think what the mechanical engineer said is too right. It is indeed the case. We both verify it, so he will definitely handle these things very well and perfectly.

So I was thinking, I already know what I should do next, and I have to handle this matter completely.

So I immediately took out the easel and started drawing. I had already burned the parallel world to draw once before. So can I still draw parallel worlds this time? I don’t know that this passage cannot be opened anytime and anywhere. It is a strange space. Whether the worlds on both sides can be connected is entirely based on luck, although I have a certain degree of strength.

But I can't guarantee that all these things can run completely. Many things seem to you, very simple and easy.

However, it is extremely difficult to operate and has a high risk factor.

Because there are many uncertain factors, these things can easily lead to failure.

But you have to try it.

Because if you don’t try it, these things will definitely not allow you to get better and better exercises. I have always thought that I am not too excellent or too smart.

But I think there is insufficient startup. As long as you are more diligent, harder, a little more confident and motivated, these things are not a problem. I think some things and things back then were also very powerful and excellent people. I think some people can do these things as long as you are willing to work hard. There are many things in the future that you imagine, and they are very different from what you imagined. Perhaps you will think that such things will shock you, trouble you, and depress you, and you will feel that you are much worse than others.

But these things are also relatively direct. Comparing people with people will indeed bring you a lot of pressure, or pressure is motivation.

But this kind of thing does bring you a psychological burden. You may not like this feeling, or feel that compared with others, the feeling that this kind of thing brings you is not particularly beautiful, but a very irritable feeling. Some people are still in a very helpless and distressed situation about such things, and they feel that what they are doing is actually very right.

But if you really talk about it, you will find that the socket is wrong and wrong. Some people don’t like to discuss these things. It doesn’t matter whether it is right or wrong. I will do it first.

Actually, I appreciate this feeling very much.

What is it? When you think, you miss a lot of time and opportunities. You can put these things and things you consider in time aside. Focusing on it is to do what you make first, even if it is wrong, at least you do it. If you don’t do it, no matter whether it is right or wrong, you will not have any results.

Because you didn't do it.

So, when I was working in a company, there were some articles and quotes in the company. I thought it was quite reasonable, right or wrong? Let’s make the mistake first and correct it. If we do it, we will succeed. In this way, we can take at least half of the detours, or it can, so that we can gain some gains, gain some knowledge, and make progress. These are all very good things. It is undeniable that I have made many attempts before. No matter how I say it is done first, and after finishing it, then see if it is possible or not, just like when I went to work in a colleague’s company before. My colleague’s company asked me to go there at that time, and I was also hesitant. I didn’t know if I was suitable for this company.

Then I chose to go and try it out. If possible, continue to do it. If not, forget it. Although it was very annoying when I left and was also very annoying when I joined, how to say the process in the middle? It was mixed with joy and sorrow. He was not all painful, but also had some very happy feelings. At least I felt very free, and I felt really good that way.

But the only feeling is that when you do it in many places, you feel very painful and uncomfortable.

For example, having a meeting.

For example, go to customers.

For example, going to a construction site makes you feel uncomfortable and painful. This is what I hate the most. What I like is going out for a trip, taking a car alone, and going wherever I want.

Then, you can stay in a place for three days and four days anytime, no one cares about you. These things are very good, making you feel particularly relaxed and happy. Unfortunately, I gave it to me during that period. I didn’t get anything without me. I just enjoyed it there. In other words, the things that should be irritated will become irritated. I didn’t use that time to do some attempts, do some work, and other things.

Because I had income at that time.

So, I often feel relaxed, very relaxed, and really relaxed, unlike now when I feel stressed.

Because you have no income, you must rely solely on this writing to bring yourself income, which will bring you a lot of pressure.

But, I think this is also a good thing.

After all, you are not young. If you put some pressure on yourself, you will encounter more things in the future. No matter in all aspects of the parents and children of the family, you need more, then you will need to pay more. But now, when you still have the energy and have time to do it quickly and work hard to do these things quickly. These are all good things.
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