Chapter 156 The scars of time

"how?"

A different kind of darkness came to my heart, and I felt a strange feeling of uneasiness. For this uneasiness, I reluctantly smiled at Peng Zheng, and even said jokingly:

"Do you miss Zhang Han? Don't worry, we won't have any trouble. You know I have always been a careful person! I also want to be your best man!"

Not to mention that since Peng Zheng and Zhang Han opened up the blank paper of their relationship, the relationship has developed rapidly. I can't say how stingy it is when they kiss me on the phone in the letter. It seems that these two guys are already discussing the marriage. I am really convinced you...

I remember one time after joking, the boy joked that he would definitely go to the wedding hall before me in the future, and even asked me to be his best man! We can imagine how Peng Sun and Zhang Han are now so fucking.

"Well, I miss her a little! Sometimes I really regret that I didn't face this relationship earlier, and we have wasted too much time."

Today, Peng Zheng seemed to feel that he had always touched him a lot. His face was gloomy and he didn't deny this. You know, our team often joked about her capital. If you want to make her laugh, this kid wouldn't admit it even if he beat her to death.

"Haha, it's not too late now. It seems that you are seventy-year-old and eighty-year-old. You guy has just passed the age of twenty?"

Looking at this kid's a bit old-fashioned look, I was really a little bored. You guy is one year younger than me. When I was recruiting, I changed to one year older. This kid changed to two years older. He actually pretended to be deep in front of me. God is so eyeless.

"Haha, don't we say that we matured early in the army?"

Peng Zheng smiled, but just smiled, and then he looked at me steadily and said, "But, how has your Liang Jingwen's problem been solved?"

"Liang Jingwen? She is very... very good! Haha... why do you want to ask about this?"

I laughed dryly twice, but everyone could see that my voice was a bit out of place.

"Don't lie to me. It's been more than a month. Since you sent out the more than 10,000 yuan, there has been no letter yet. What does she mean?"

When I said this, my brows couldn't help but frown. I felt a sense of annoyance in my heart and my face suddenly became cold.

Peng Zheng looked at my face. He knew that although I was careless on weekdays, I was definitely a very strong person. He never liked to talk about these thoughts to the outside world. Even if there was any pain, he would bury it in his heart. He sighed, but ignored the anger that might immediately erupt. He said hesitantly:

"Liang Jingwen wrote to me that day...I originally had something to say to you, but because the troops gathered... I didn't say it..."

"Do you want to tell me that she often walks with a boy recently? And the two seem to have a good relationship now?"

My face was calm, but my mind was in chaos, but I really didn't feel angry, because over the past month, I wrote four or five letters to Liang Jingwen, but there was still no reply. The mental torture had already made my anger extremely deep. A cold light flashed in my eyes, but it only interrupted Peng Zheng's words lightly.

"So... you already know?"

Peng Zheng looked at me in surprise and said in a daze: "Is it Liu Jia who told you?"

"No, Liu Jia doesn't know how to say these things. She knows the right way. It's my parents who say these things. They can't tell them until their son and girlfriend ran away with someone!"

I shook my head, feeling angry, but I felt a different kind of tenderness. The two emotions overlapped together, making my heart feel like I was overturned. Why can Liang Jingwen make me so disappointed, and why can Liu Jia do it so perfectly?

Liang Jingwen is the substitute teacher of their school. What information does Liang Jingwen have? Liu Jia can't get? But Liu Jia still just told her studies, her ideals, her parents, my parents, and even a few meetings we only had not gotten together...

I even asked her in a tactful way that Liang Jingwen hadn't sent me a letter for a month and what happened!

But she just mentioned indifferently that Liang Jingwen was very happy recently and was in a good mood. In addition, she didn't even mention it. Don't she know if she told me about Liang Jingwen's recent situation, would she have a chance to get together with me?

But she didn't. Her moral qualities shocked me again. Who told me that children from poor families had started their own family early, and who told me that women from rich families were spoiled? Why did these two give me such a big contrast?

"Is it for the purpose of assignment of work or for the problem of her house? How could Liang Jingwen do this?"

Peng Zheng raised his head and said a little resentful: "When Liu Qing talked to me about this, I still didn't believe it, but when Zhang Han told me, I knew that there was no wind and waves. As long as I went back, I must ask her what she thought about!"

"No...no need to ask, maybe she doesn't have her own difficulties as you think, after all, we are all hearing about it!"

A hint of gloom flashed across my calm face and I let out a long sigh, as if I wanted to dispel all the worries in my heart. Then I actually laughed and looked at Peng Zheng and said:

"Besides, I think she also has the right to choose.... Maybe we soldiers who are gunshot, are really not suitable for her..."

"Big...no! Swordsman... are you okay!"

There was no displeasure on my face, and I even smiled calmly, but in Peng Zheng's eyes, this expression was even more terrifying than my roar. He stared at me in a daze.

"No, we have more important things to do... don't we? Go to the training ground early to prepare!"

I was still smiling, but in Peng Zheng's eyes, there was no joy in his eyes, and my words seemed extremely empty.

"I personally think... maybe Liu... Liu Jia is more suitable for you!"

When I talked about Liu, I knew what Peng Zheng wanted to say. I couldn't help but glared at him fiercely. My look made Peng Zheng subconsciously ramble, but he still finished all these words.

“Yes…is it?”

I took a deep breath, and there was no expression on my face, but in fact, my heart was about to be cracked and ache. I actually really wanted to rush to Liang Jingwen and asked loudly, why is this happening! But a faint sentence turned into my mouth:

"Let's talk about it when we finish this battle. After all, the battle we are going to face is much more important than our personal affair!"

"Well, I understand, but you must not suppress it too much. You must say anything if you have anything to say!"

Peng Zheng was stunned for a moment, looking at me deliberately avoiding this question, and he finally knew that the harm caused here might be much deeper than he thought, because this was my first relationship after all. He looked at me deeply and said with concern:

"We are the best brothers. If you have any questions, don't hide them from me. Just help me say something!"

"The help I want is..."

I suppressed a twitching emotion in my heart, and a smile appeared on my face: "You kid have done my latest training work well for me. What I want is your kid to bring my life back. Do you understand?"

"Well, I can, but don't think too much, after all, we are still young!"

Damn! This kid is really a mother-in-law and looks a bit like my mother.

"Okay! If I guess well, we will buy all of them for Lao Kuang in the past twenty days!"

I glanced at the command center, and then seemed to immediately forget what we were talking about. I blinked at Peng Zheng, and then said with a smile: "You guy, ghost elves, guess how will he train us?"

"Well, Company Commander Kuang is a stolen master. There are many tricks in his stomach! It's hard to say, but as soon as I see him, I will think of those deadly leggings and straps in my recruit company!"

Seeing my topic spread apart again, Peng Zheng wisely took over my topic, but what he said was the truth. When I remembered the burden of my burden when we were in the recruit company, I was still very upset now. It seems that we have offended love again.

"Haha, don't be afraid! No matter what, synthesis training is definitely the mainstream, but I guess the environment must be extremely perverted!"

I nodded, then smiled heartily, pulled Peng Zheng and ran and said, "I see, I have to give our team some small snacks in advance, otherwise we won't be embarrassed by that time! Let's go..."

It was afternoon, and I pulled Peng Zheng and ran away. In the sun, my smiling face still looked cheerful, and my running body was full of vitality. But if you look closely at me, you can definitely find that my eyes have become extremely deep at some point, full of traces of time, and a faint sadness arises...

During this period, many things really happened, and these things are all related to me. I feel that I have matured a lot at once. This transformation sometimes makes it difficult for me to adapt to, because I feel a kind of wound in my heart. The claw marks that the years finally left in my young heart may have such a step, but it seems a bit too early...

However, none of these are the key. I must abandon them all when the mission comes, bring glory to the country, and take blood on the battlefield. The fate of us special warriors is the fate of us.

The injuries of Company Commander Kuang and the disappearance of the two squads are enough to show the strength of the enemy. For the interests of the country, the honor of the brigade, the tasks of the squad, and the safety of the comrades.

Because, first of all, I am a soldier and a top special forces soldier made in China. The motherland has put in countless efforts on me.

Raising a soldier for a thousand days is used for a moment. What we need is to pull out and fight at critical moments. Whether it is Liang Jingwen or fear of death, I think these are far from comparable to the tasks we are facing!
Chapter completed!