Chapter 137: Fear

The train rumbled and found that there were not many people going to Beijing on this train. After checking our ID, the train conductor arranged us in an unmanned carriage. It can be said that Peng Zheng and I are just sitting in the whole carriage now.

Looking at Peng Zheng who was trapped in a strange and distress, I suddenly felt that he had encountered a problem similar to me. He sat on the bed. This guy who often wandered in love games seemed to have a bigger problem than me.

"But I can't do it to Zhang Han! I respect her very much..."

Peng Zheng smiled thankfully, but he was still extremely depressed.

"No one wants you to go and I'm sorry for her, but just like what you said to me, why can't you give her a hope or a future worth looking forward to? Zhang Han is a very good girl, she is very suitable for you!"

I frowned and looked at Peng Zheng. I felt very strange. This was what he said to me, but when it happened to him, why did he do so poorly? He who has always been free and easy will become so confused, which makes me think it is too incredible.

I realized from my heart that if Peng Zheng really gave up this relationship, he would definitely regret it for life. Unlike me, he who wandered around the flowers all day long actually paid more attention to the emotional fit. There is no best love between men and women, only the most suitable one.

"Actually, do you know? Zhang Han is a girl I have been playing together since I was a child. She has been playing together since she was four or five years old. We may be considered as a childhood sweetheart. Since she was a child, she liked to be silently behind me and look at me purely with calm eyes. At that time, as soon as her eyes saw me, I would feel full of strength. To be honest, I have been used to everything she is by my side for so many years!"

Peng Zheng looked at the roof of the car blankly, but his mouth seemed to be recalling the past. His words seemed to be like dreams.

"Then why are you unwilling to be with her, but you have to fight with Liu Qing and the others? Are you not afraid that she can't stand it?"

The more he said this, the less I understood. I really don’t understand what Peng Zheng was thinking in his head.

"That's the problem!"

Peng Zheng suddenly moved, and at that moment I could see a kind of sorrow that was deeply engraved in his heart. He looked at me with some frustration and said, "Brother Dahai, do you believe it? I am actually afraid of dating her!"

"Scared? What are you afraid of?"

I looked at him strangely. I began to wonder if this kid was the original Peng Zheng. Could it be that this kid changed his head when he returned home?

"She exists like a goddess in my heart. I don't want her to be hurt at all! I don't have the heart to hurt her! But what are you afraid of? I don't know, maybe I'm afraid of many things..."

A trace of confusion flashed in Peng Zheng's eyes, and then he said in a daze:

"I know I'm fickle, I'm afraid I will hurt her in the future; I can't be by her side often, and if I can't accompany her, she will definitely be very unhappy; she likes quietness, but I always likes lively, I'm afraid she can't stand me! Besides..."

Taking a deep breath, Peng Zheng's breath suddenly became rapid. A trace of fear flashed in his eyes and finally said in a deep voice: "What's more, I'm worried that one day I will fall down on the battlefield. If I give her expectations now and ruin her body, wouldn't I harm her for the rest of my life? How can I repay me?"

"Damn, I just realized now that you are such a coward. Are you thinking about these things in your head?"

Why do you think you are rewarded? I was moved after hearing this sentence. This sentence is actually what I am most afraid of hearing, but I kept escaping, but I didn’t expect that this kid would say it. And for this reason, he would rather deprive all his happiness?

I was furious and almost roared at Peng Zheng, "Damn, how can you think of this? Is our hard training wasted? We must not fall on the battlefield. We are still young, do you understand?"

"Brother Dahai, do you know? I'm scared, really scared..."

A cold light flashed in my eyes, and I actually noticed that Peng Zheng's hands began to tremble, and then his words became a little erratic:

"In the past few days, I have some strange dreams in my mind. I dreamed that I was injured on the battlefield. I dreamed that I was shot by the enemy. I seemed to breathe, but I couldn't breathe... I wanted to move... but I couldn't even move a finger! I would occasionally find that I was floating in the air, but... I saw the ground full of blood... full of blood..."

"Idiot! You are a pig! Are you still a warrior!"

Hearing Peng Zheng's words, his panic seemed to be spreading to me, but I had to pull him up, and then looked at him with a look of regret. He shouted angrily:

"You are afraid of death, you are trash! Have you ever experienced the battle? Do you know what you are going to do? You are our best scavenger. No one can strip you of your right to survive, only you. First of all, you are giving up on yourself, do you understand?"

"But... Brother Dahai, who can guarantee that? Who can guarantee that we will not encounter powerful enemies in the future?"

Peng Zheng's eyes were still flashing with a panic light. This light actually made me feel a strange sadness?

But in my opinion, this kind of palpitation is simply a manifestation of cowardice. No one is willing to die in the battlefield, and no one is willing to return to the journey. But we are special forces soldiers, the most cruel training.

Our training day and night is to prepare for survival on the battlefield in the future. This is not a world war. There will be no bullets flying everywhere that will make you dodge.

Everything we learn is to serve the smooth completion of combat tasks. As long as we deal with it carefully and act vigilantly, everything can be properly avoided, and we can better save ourselves.

If death is so easy, then why does our country spend so much effort to cultivate us? Let’s go to a place to recruit migrant workers with high salaries. Looking at Peng Zheng’s appearance, I know that this kid has actually shaken his confidence?

This... this is really too dangerous! I can't help but shudder!

Looking at the fear in Peng Zheng's eyes, I suddenly thought of the reason. Perhaps going home is not a good thing. A comfortable and comfortable environment cannot make a person. In many cases, it can even ruin a person.

This kid must be too comfortable at home, so he was extremely nostalgic and actually had a pathological distortion of his current responsibilities, making him full of fear of the future. How can this be done?

In my opinion, if he has such fear, then he will definitely not be able to perform at his usual level on the battlefield, and he will only die faster!

You should know that the cruel battlefield is the survival of the fittest. I have never heard of fear of death and being able to live forever on the battlefield. Peng Zheng’s idea is really fatal!

"I can guarantee! You can guarantee! No matter how powerful the enemy is, we can still be invincible! You must know that you are not living simply for yourself. You have Zhang Han! I! And your parents! So you must persevere!"

I looked at Peng Zheng with some angrily, almost grabbed his chest and stared at him and said:

"We will arrive at the army tomorrow, and maybe we will carry out the mission the day after tomorrow. If you have this mentality, then I would rather get off the car now and be a deserter, which is better than a coward who died in battle!"

"But……"

Peng Zheng looked at the endless anger that suddenly appeared in my eyes. He finally understood something. It seemed that besides being his brother now and his brother's identity, I was also his captain.

"No, but, think about it, if every Stegosaurus Special Forces Team has your idea, then can we still be a group of top special forces?"

I interrupted him, then looked at him angrily and said, "And you also know that the mortality rate of Stegosaurus must not be very high, otherwise why would it take three years to recruit newcomers? What is your kid thinking in his head? Do you really want to die?"

Afraided by the bloody murderous aura in my eyes, Peng Zheng seemed to finally find a little bit of the feeling of being a soldier. His body couldn't help but straighten his waist under my violent blow, and then looked at me with emotion. He gasped heavily, and finally replied with a little bloody nodding and said:

"Brother Dahai, I understand! Sorry, I care too much about gains and losses, which makes my psychology problem."

"Do you really understand?"

I looked at him coldly. Now I am no longer his Dahai Brother, I am his captain and swordsman. If this kid still looked cowardly, I wouldn't mind pouring some cold water on him with his fists.

"I really understand! Damn, it's so fucking that the foals are lying on their belly!"

A trace of anger flashed in my eyes, and then the fierce light like a wolf warrior appeared in front of me again. I finally believed it a little!

"You kid is so fucking. I'll write your passionate courtship letter to your Zhang Han when you return to the army tomorrow!"

I looked at the boy's face and turned pale, and said with anger: "I'll make it! This is an order. If your boy doesn't write properly, you can run around the 500-meter military obstacle for me!"
Chapter completed!