Chapter 135: Farewell to my lover

"When you arrive at the army, will you miss me?"

"Of course!"

"Will you write me?"

"Certainly!"

"Will you take care of yourself for me?"

"Certainly!"

"Will you look for other women?"

"Hehe! Maybe... will!"

"You...you are dead!"

Three years ago, standing on the same platform and boarding the same train, my parents still had tears to send them away, but because there was another person, my heart was no longer as resolute as I used to be. Some were faint sadness and parting, while others were completely different kind of sorrow and heartache. For the first time, I felt so reluctant to leave.

The Mingru train is about to start, but we are still inseparable from the first taste of love. Even if we know that doing this will only increase the sadness of parting, we are still like moths to the fire. We look at each other with our hearts, as if we are about to engrave each other in our hearts in this moment, which makes people sad and sad.

After that night's entanglement, Liang Jingwen and I finally confirmed that relationship. The two of us fell into the vortex of love without hesitation and never distinguished each other.

We were crazy that night, and we would never forget that night, but I still can't figure out that I was the one who took the initiative? It was not her who took the initiative. Anyway, I knew that this girl was not asleep at all. When she got into the room, she woke up, and then my desire was easily ignited by her.

However, we no longer ask the bottom line about who is taking the initiative. The important thing is that we really admire each other, and then it naturally comes naturally. After tasting the taste of love, we are even more inseparable. We stayed in the hotel all night, and then we waited together almost all day long.

I went to Liang Jingwen's house first, and explained to her parents awkwardly that she had sex last night and didn't have time to go home. She had to have breakfast at her house and communicated with her future father-in-law and mother-in-law. Fortunately, I bought a lot of things, so I should take a photo of the old man's flattery in my hometown first.

Then he pulled her to my house and explained the same lie to my parents. After having lunch at our house, we felt a little furious. Almost all of our faces were red on this day, just like three hundred taels of silver here!

I had no problem, but I felt a little sorry for Liang Jingwen, who had just started to have sex with me. You must know that she frowned when she took two steps, so we went out to take a taxi all the way, and we quickly sat down when we arrived at a place. I was afraid that I would be tired of her. I have never been to care about her meticulously, but the bizarre thing is that I found myself doing very naturally, and even felt a kind of warmth surrounding my heart.

Fortunately, our parents were not very opposed to our affairs. Although we felt that we were developing too fast, as long as we saw us kissing me and me, everyone knew that we were really in talks, and both of them were very satisfied. Although they were reserved for the lies we both were skeptical, the old men on both sides said nothing.

Alas! Who has never been young? Maybe they might be crazier than us when they were young? I thought of it very badly.

But the good times were not constant, so we only had this unforgettable time. The next day was the day when I was about to return to the team. When Liang Jingwen thought of this, she hated herself very much why she didn't agree to date me quickly, which made us wasted a lot of precious time. But life is like this, there is very little happiness, and ordinary life is the mainstream, so we have to recognize such a reality.

"I'm going to get on the bus! Or the train will run away!"

After looking at the conductor frowning at me, I was embarrassed because the other car doors had been closed. Now, because I was alone underneath, she was forced to help me guard the door. This made me finally say the above words to Liang Jingwen with difficulty.

"Then I won't go? OK? Take a few more days off to accompany me?"

Women are really made of water. As long as they think about separation from me tonight, Liang Jingwen has cried many times. Looking at her big red and swollen eyes begging, it really made everyone excited.

"No, I'm a soldier first, you know!"

But I can't do it. Even though I feel reluctant to give up, I haven't forgotten that I am a soldier first. This is very important and helpless. I can only reject her gently.

"Oh... I know you have the duty of obeying orders! But... can you kiss me again when you leave?"

With a resentful sigh, Liang Jingwen lowered her head aggrievedly, and finally raised her firmly, looking at me affectionately and making the last request!

"Of course, I can't ask for it!"

How could you refuse such a request? Even if there are swords and fires ahead, I will move forward.

A deep kiss, I carried her love; a deep kiss, I left my thoughts; a deep kiss, I felt so sad.

I know that from today on, I no longer live for myself. There is a person who is there to guard me firmly. I have a concern in my heart, and I have a love hidden in my heart. I am no longer lonely, but I also bear the responsibility, a responsibility to my own women.

When I got on the train, the door finally closed, but I rushed to the car window and looked deeply at the sob face outside the window. I couldn't tell the difference between the five senses in my heart. I remember that the group of children who went to join the army three years ago also had countless young girlfriends to see me off. At that time, Mr. Peng was still saying that my girlfriend was there, and now I have finally found it, but it turns out that parting is really so painful.

"Brother Dahai! Brother Dahai! Wait... Can you open the window?"

When I was looking at Liang Jingwen in a daze, I suddenly heard a call from a woman from a distance. Almost as soon as the train started, a girl came from a place ten meters away...

Oh my God! That's Liu Jia?! She... why did she come too?

"Liu Jia! Slow down! Don't fall! Why are you... you here too?"

Looking at the girl who was still blushing with her face, to be honest, I felt guilty in my heart. Since yesterday, I have been with Liang Jingwen. When she called, I told her tactfully that I had fallen in love with the girlfriend who agreed, so I couldn't stay with her.

I heard her suddenly silenced vocal cords on the phone. Although she did not put the phone down, she never said a word. Gradually, I even heard the sobs inside.

Sorry! Although my heart was full of apology, I could only say this, because I couldn't hide two people in my heart, which was absolutely unfair to them, so I could only hang up the phone slowly and cruelly.

We didn't contact each other one day and one night, but I never expected that when I was about to leave, I saw her pretty figure and ran towards me quickly. I felt a shock in my heart.

"Take it...hold it, this is something I have bought for you a long time ago, you must carry it with you..."

When she said these words, I found that her throat was a little choked and her eyes were very red. She couldn't help but flatten her mouth as she said it.

"What's this?"

For some reason, my eyes turned red. I looked at Liang Jingwen who was chasing the train with her, and then looked at her. Finally, I reached out to catch a blue student backpack she handed me to. I said to that in emotion:

"Liu Jia, I'm sorry!"

"You...you need to say right...sorry! Everything was voluntary!"

Seeing my train getting faster and faster, Liu Jia could no longer hold back the tears in her eyes. The tears were pouring down, but she absolutely said loudly: "I don't regret it! I really don't regret it!"

"Come back early, I'll wait for you here! I'll wait for you here..."

This voice was from Liang Jingwen. When I heard this, I could no longer hold it back. Tears fell out of my eyes. I looked deeply at the two women who were gradually being pulled away by the train. What can I do? I can't bear to them. How can I repay them!

"Take care! We will see you again!"

This is the only thing I could say to them when I opened my voice and stuck my head out of the window.

Liu Jia, I hope you can find a boy who truly loves you, and he will definitely be better than me;

Liang Jingwen, you must wait for me. For you, I will do my best to complete every task safely, because with you waiting, it is my lifelong concern...

Goodbye, my lover...

Goodbye, the one who loves me...

I am a top special forces soldier made in China. I can’t wait for you at home like a normal man. I can’t accompany you to the streets and supermarkets often. I can’t keep your sorrow and happiness often. I’m sorry! But I will pay you all my love! Please believe me!

This is a helplessness of revolutionary soldiers. First, the country then the family, and the motherland needs our existence more than you;
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