Author—A man who likes wolf

This title seems a bit arrogant, but five years later, I no longer want to recall the countless classic plots, dialogues, or the huge impact and shock of the masters on their emotions and thoughts that countless people have lamented. I just want to summarize my thoughts five years ago, the insights I learned from masters, and my state five years later. This is to commemorate the fifth anniversary of one of the novels that is the best in my mind, the greatest help to me, and the greatest disappointment in online literature - [Lonely Master].

First of all, please forgive those two words, because in terms of inspiration and influence, some books are comparable to those of experts. My article may also mention some authors and their books. No matter what everyone thinks of them, please forgive me. Because for a person whose only leisure and entertainment and hobby in the past decade is reading, I can only use them to express my thoughts in certain things.

Less gossip, and get to the point. Five years ago, I was nineteen years old. At that time, I thought I was still a thoughtful person. I felt precocious since I was a child. Although I was still very simple at that time, when I was facing many people and things, I was very simple at that time, even if I didn’t have enough experience to point out the essence, I could always distinguish between good and worries from them by intuition. Because after seeing too much, I felt more and more kind, selfish, paranoid thoughts and behaviors. I found that I was becoming more and more indifferent, not feeling lonely, not feeling lonely, but becoming more and more indifferent. Although I was easily moved by tears or sad for some trivial matters, my heart became colder and colder. There are so many struggles and shackles in the world, and I was powerless. At that time, I couldn’t feel confused, but I was just endless helpless.

My only hobby at that time and now was reading novels, which could temporarily free me from that indifference and helplessness. Because in the book, I could feel and understand the authors' thoughts and emotions, and make me feel that people's hearts are hot. It can increase my thinking about society and strengthen my understanding of human nature, which makes me feel that society has hope. Because those books with connotation all rely on the author's thinking, cognition and desire. At this time, I met a master.

After watching the master, I entered the realm that countless master fans had reached. It was charming, quiet, and it was easy for people to indulge in it. Unfortunately, this is reality. Many master fans and I may have been indifferent and helpless. After contacting the master, I also gained a brief tranquility after contacting the master, but society will eventually drag you back to reality. With insight, shock and nostalgia, I returned to reality, but after experiencing it, I will never forget it. I still remember the cunning and distortion of the little fox, the simplicity and persistence of the twilight, the understanding and struggle of the sand between the fingers, the insight and stubbornness of remembering, the pride and happiness of the yew, the dedication and weakness of Xier, the unregret of change of Yiyun, and I remember so many of them, as well as countless strong emotions, love and being loved, loyal to betrayal, friendship and interests, efforts and rewards, and everything brought me a huge impact and shock.

For the first time, I really felt that cold people were still hot in their hearts, and there was something that could be persisted in in a helpless environment. Five years ago, countless insights into masters were finally turned into the above sentence. That can be said to be my final gain for masters.

In the next five years, I found that human blood might be hot, but human hearts are indeed cold. Some things in society can be persisted but no longer pursued by people. I began to think about the truth, and finally turned into the sentence in my title "The divine nature of thought and the humanity of society". Speaking of this, I want to say that the last God of War on Earth gave me some inspiration. I forgot whether Jing Keshou discussed the difference between a godly society and a non-godly society in the work or in the related context. I didn't want to mention other authors and works too much in this article, so I won't go into details about the specific content, but the conclusion is that living in a society without faith is inevitable. At that time, I was helpless and calmly relieved.

But five years later, I suddenly realized that I had become unconsciously able to look at people whom I was not used to before*; I became able to stick to something calmly without caring about other people's thoughts. Maybe sometimes I would still do things that make me less dull and calm, but I think that was just a proof of my birth as a human being, not God.

Maybe in the past five years, I have unknowingly experienced the process of "seeing mountains as mountains, seeing water as water; seeing mountains as not mountains, seeing water as not water; seeing mountains as still mountains, seeing water as still water." Maybe this is just a small scenery and embellishment on my road to growth, but five years later, when I sat in front of the computer and typing this passage, my mood was extremely quiet, which was enough!

This is to commemorate the fifth anniversary of the novel that has had the greatest influence on me during my growth process - [Lonely Master].

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