For most people, the period from the end of the final exam to the announcement of rankings every semester is mysterious.

Instinctively, I want to have a good time.

But intellectually, I feel uneasy.

Two emotions intertwined to form this complicated weekend.

Of course, this does not mean that everyone will have these two emotions at the same time.

For example, Liu Xin had no worries at all, he just played and played with everything he could.

It's pure and pure, and you'll die if you get too addicted to it.

This is actually a very strong ability that can maximize happiness.

On the contrary, Xu Mengxi was filled with anxiety.

On Friday night, even though her mother pulled her to sit on the sofa and turned on a completely mindless variety show, she was still very anxious.

Xu Mengxi knew that her mother wanted her to clear her mind and rest.

Therefore, I had to pretend that I liked watching it, and when my mother laughed, I pretended to laugh along with her.

This makes me even more tired.

After about twenty minutes, her mother also felt her fatigue. She just sighed and turned down the volume of the TV: "Forget it, actually I don't like watching it either."

"Haha." Xu Mengxi laughed, this time for real, "Trick each other."

"I still feel sorry for you." Mother Xu shook her head and said with a bitter smile, "I know how you feel now. You are obviously very tired and tired. You want to stop and rest, but you can't stop your thoughts at all. After a few seconds,

In a few minutes, you will start thinking about the exam again. In the time we have been watching TV, you have checked the class group and Teacher Tang's circle of friends four times."

"Ha, everything has been seen through." Xu Mengxi rubbed her head, "Mainly because, for the sake of overall results, I didn't go to the chemistry competition that I like, and I also asked my friends who are very tight on time to spend a lot of time tutoring me... If

In this way...I haven't made any progress...it's really, really too..."

The more Xu Mengxi muttered, the softer her voice became, but she still couldn't utter the word.

"It's really true." Xu's mother gave her daughter a slap on the head. "Everyone who can work hard has worked hard. You can go wherever you need to go. I've asked before. Your current grades are basically enough to get admitted to the Department of Stomatology.

Of course it’s good to want to improve further, but we can’t be without limits.”

"Well..." Xu Mengxi raised her head and wanted to say something, but still didn't say anything. "I'd better go to bed early. I'll be fine if I fall asleep."

"Let's chat for a few more words." Xu's mother asked Xu Mengxi and raised her eyebrows, "Who is the person who still tutors you even though you are short on time?"

"Just... just Qiao Bixia."

"Isn't her grade lower than yours?"

"Creatures are stronger than me..."

"Do you still need tutoring for biology? Do you think your mother has never taken the college entrance examination?"

"Oh, take a bath and go to bed, take a bath and go to bed."

…

Similar anxiety does not only happen to Xu Mengxi.

Still this evening, at 8:10, in a small park near City No. 1 Middle School, a man and woman in school uniforms had been strolling for more than an hour without eating.

Under the cold moonlight, Jiang Qinghua's sad face is particularly sexy.

"I really have to go home..." Du Shitong didn't dare to look any further and just lowered his head and said, "Otherwise, let's go out during the day on weekends. I can go to the library to study with my classmates."

"It doesn't matter." Jiang Qinghua said calmly, "You have a good rest on the weekend and I won't disturb you."

"What do you call interruption? Aren't we studying together?"

"But." Jiang Qinghua swallowed, made up his mind, and gradually clenched his fists, "Isn't this so-called study a kind of delay for you? Maybe I am just one of the 500 people in the district who can't get in.

waste……"

"???" Du Shitong stopped and stared at Jiang Qinghua in shock, "What's wrong with you? I can't get into the top 500 either."

"It's different. There's no comparison between Xishi and Haidian..."

Jiang Qinghua also stopped walking, but did not dare to look back. He only spoke word by word behind his back.

"Shitong... I really like you..."

"Being with you, whether I'm studying or practicing, whether I'm eating or walking, even if I'm just in a daze... I'm very happy..."

"But... the more I like it... the more scared I am..."

"I'm afraid that sooner or later I won't be worthy of you..."

"I'm still in high school now, so I can't show it..."

"From now on, if you go to 985, I didn't even get into 211..."

"With such a huge gap..."

"You will go further and further..."

"It's so far away that I can't catch up no matter what..."

Speaking of this, Jiang Qinghua wiped his eyes fiercely and choked with sobs.

"I'm afraid...I'm afraid..."

"I'm afraid I'll fall in and never get out."

"I was afraid of watching your back fade away...but you told me..."

"No need to chase."

Du Shitong's eyes were inexplicably moist when he looked at Jiang Qinghua's cold back.

It's not that I was moved, I was completely incited.

She couldn't help it anymore and stepped forward and took Jiang Qinghua's hand: "What are you thinking? These things have nothing to do with us at all. As long as we all work hard, who cares about the results? Besides,

...What kind of university you get into has no influence on your future achievements. As a hard-working and kind-hearted person like you, you will be able to do whatever job you want in the future."

"Thank you... Shitong... thank you."

Jiang Qinghua held Du Shitong's hands tightly. He knew that this was the only warmth in the cold night and should be cherished.

But I'm afraid that if I stick it too close, I'll get burned.

If Jiang Qinghua is worried about gains and losses at this time.

Then Du Shitong was anxious and angry.

"Thank you, these are all true words." Du Shitong wanted to put Jiang Qinghua's hand on his heart, "If I care about these things, why did I fall in love with you in the first place?"

"That's why...I thank you, thank you for your appreciation."

Jiang Qinghua couldn't bear to look at Du Shitong.

His heart warmed and softened.

But no.

It won't work this time.

He knows what he's doing.

Be harsh.

Only this time.

It must be more ruthless.

Jiang Qinghua gently raised her hand, holding Du Shitong's little face, and gradually choked up.

"I believe you, I believe you completely. What you say now is your true thoughts now."

"But Shitong, people will grow up and their ideas will change."

"If one day in the future, we are too far apart..."

"You will be so far away that I can't see you clearly no matter how hard I try."

"I will be so humble that you can't find me no matter how you return to the capital."

"What greeted us at that time was only tearing and regret, and the youth that we could never start over again."

"I know how it feels, and I can handle it."

"But I don't want you to suffer it either."

"I don't want you to waste the best years of your life on a man who accomplishes nothing."

"So...Shitong."

Jiang Qinghua gritted his teeth, put down his hand, and turned his head away stiffly.

"us……"

"Let's meet at 985."

"I will keep my mind focused and weather the storm."

"But if so, I couldn't keep the appointment."

"Please also..."

"No need to wait."

Du Shitong could no longer hold back and punched Jiang Qinghua's chest: "Are you an idiot???"

Jiang Qinghua's eyes were red and she looked at the bright moon in the distance without any wavering.

Du Shitong beat and beat, but he couldn't bear to beat anymore.

"How...how can I be such a good idiot like you!"

"This is my first time falling in love with someone..."

As she talked, she sobbed on Jiang Qinghua's shoulder.

"You can't be bad..."

"A little more selfish..."

"Just thinking... I won't suffer any loss by being with this girl anyway..."

"It's not bad to have a precious memory..."

"Isn't this possible?"

"It's no longer possible." Jiang Qinghua remained unmoved, "I'm sorry, Shitong, it's too late. I already like her so much that I can't think so."

After a long period of sobbing and silence, Du Shitong finally wiped his eyes.

He also let go of his hand.

She took a step back and sighed softly.

"I see."

"I promise you."

"But I only agreed to the location."

"Time is not recognized."

"Just like you must make such an agreement unilaterally."

"I also unilaterally do not recognize time."

"A lot of things may happen in the future, but at least until I am 28, I can guarantee it."

"If you pass 985 in the college entrance examination, I will be there."

"You passed the exam again, and so did I."

"I've passed the postgraduate entrance examination and I'm here."

"Even if you don't pass the exam, as long as you come to me."

"No matter what your status is or what your profession is."

"I'm all here."

"..." Jiang Qinghua clenched her fists and said unbearably, "28 is too long... maybe 25..."

"Are you still bargaining? Are you thinking of breaking up and looking for excuses?"

"No, no, no... not at all... I'm just afraid that I won't be worthy enough and will delay you..."

"Then no more bargaining." Du Shitong turned around and said angrily, "Finally, send me home!"

"Gift, this must be given." Jiang Qinghua then smiled, "For this reason, I specially tied a sponge on the back seat of the bicycle."

"..."

…

Different from the above people with complicated moods.

Even this Friday, this time.

Zhang Xiaoke is still studying.

It's just because she still has eight taels left to finish the secret paper that her master gave her.

But the mother stood in front of the door, peeping at her daughter as she kept writing.

Some worries.

Since I transferred to another school, my daughter's room has changed.

Girls have fewer and fewer things to dress up at home.

There are more and more stationery and tutorial books.

Even the magical girl poster on the wall turned into an anonymous lakeside scenery at some point.

Many parents will probably be very pleased that their children can do this.

But to the mother, the fact that the child suddenly became like this seems to be explained by being possessed by a demon or possessed by an evil spirit...

In a place with such a strong academic atmosphere at Renmin University, Zhang Xiaoke was always lazy whenever he could.

Instead, he went to a laid-back school like Yinghu and suddenly studied like crazy.

I have to study even on the day when the final exam ends.

Is this still my Xiaoke? Is he possessed by time travel?

Full of such worries, my mother went to the attic alone, found a corner with good signal, dialed Tang Zhifei's phone, and told her all her worries.

After all, Tang Zhifei was a professional educator, so he immediately gave an explanation.

"This is normal, don't worry."

"The current change in attitude is mainly due to the issue of enthusiasm."

"Xiao Ke was in Renmin University Affiliated School before. Every time he worked hard, he always came in last place. This really dampened motivation. Let alone children, even us adults can't persevere for a long time if we don't see results after hard work."

"Now in Yinghu, you are at the top right from the start. With a little effort, your ranking will improve. Children will definitely be more active."

"Besides, Xiaoke is originally smart, but he just didn't keep up with the pace when he first entered Ren University."

"Don't worry, Xiao Ke is doing fine at school. He is very lively and even organizes class activities. Did you see their performance? The whole process was planned by Xiao Ke..."

But after my mother put down the phone, her mood did not improve much.

Tang Zhifei's rhetoric seems reasonable at first glance, but it is still somewhat inconsistent with Zhang Xiaoke's situation.

In fact, Zhang Xiaoke was only excited about becoming a top student in Yinghu for two or three days.

I don't attach much importance to the improvement of the school's ranking. I would say that this kind of progress is negligible and is still far from the goal.

I don’t know what was going on in her mind. She went to Yinghu Lake and instead set t2 as her college entrance examination goal...

Teacher Tang's rhetoric is only superficial, there must be some deep-seated reasons...

But after thinking for a long time, my mother couldn't help but send a message to the man.

[Ke Ma: At this time, Zhang Xiaoke is still studying...]

Soon, the man replied.

[Dad Zheng: It’s nothing, Li Zheng has just started learning. 】

[Ke Ma: Could it be that Xiao Ke was infected by Li Zheng (laughing and crying)]

[Dad Zheng: This...if it is a good habit, shouldn’t it be called infection? Wouldn’t it be better to call it reformation? 】

[Ke Mom: (laughing and crying) Sorry, it’s a good thing for children to love learning, but I’m just a little worried. Maybe the change is too sudden. 】

[Dad Zheng: Hey, what does this mean? Has Xiao Ke studied continuously for more than 18 hours? 】

[Ke Ma: No...]

[Dad Zheng: There was a summer vacation where I didn’t leave home for 54 consecutive days. Were you studying every day? 】

[Ke Ma: No...]

[Dad Zheng: There was a family of three who went to an island for vacation, but ended up spending 16 hours a day constantly looking for foreigners to practice English? 】

[Ke Ma: I understand...it's not easy for you either...]

[Dad Zheng: No, you don’t understand. I haven’t finished speaking yet. There is...]

Unknowingly, the two of them switched offenses and defenses, Zheng's father became the confidant, and Mom became the comforter.

Sure enough...if you are very troubled.

Just find someone more troubled to listen to his misery!

…

As for Li Zheng.

He really just started learning.

But I finished it in just over 40 minutes.

He stretched and looked at the wall clock. It was not half past nine yet.

Do you think...you have to go to bed so early?

In this era, not to mention high school students and elementary school students would not go to bed so early...

"Alas..." Li Zheng sighed.

emptiness.

After studying, all he was left with was emptiness.

Speeding up your thinking is great.

But it also left him with a lot of free time.

The key is that you can't study during these hours.

The greatest suffering in life.

They don’t want to study, but they are forced to study in order to survive.

No, this is just the second greatest suffering.

The real suffering is when you really want to learn but can't.

I am afraid that only Li Zheng can experience this endless emptiness.

Because of this, he hates weekends.

When I'm at school, I'm with my classmates, and there are all kinds of ways to fill the emptiness with relaxation.

But on weekends... he can only face it alone.

However, there is an existence that is more terrifying than the weekend——

That’s winter and summer vacation!

Especially now, the winter vacation is imminent.

Imagine, for more than a month... I can only study for more than an hour every day...

Excluding eating and sleeping, you should be empty for 14 hours.

This is not just ordinary emptiness, it is absolute emptiness.

Even when shitting, I can't think of a mathematical formula.

Thinking about the upcoming winter vacation, Li Zheng was already trembling faintly.

It's fear, he is suffering from unprecedented fear.

And if people are afraid for a long time, they will become desperate.

In despair, it becomes unrealistic.

Li Zheng was already unrealistic and suddenly looked at the drawer in the upper left corner of his desk.

I imagined that the drawer would be suddenly pushed open, and Doraemon would come out, and he would take out a future technology from his pocket that could permanently delete the winter and summer vacation settings.

This kind of fantasy then becomes pornography.

Imagine a world without winter and summer vacations.

Students, all year long.

All are learning.

What a wonderful world that is...

wrong.

Now that we have such technology, we might as well delete weekends.

Fantasy is beautiful, but people will eventually return to reality.

Li Zheng was lying on the bed, and unknowingly, he fell into this boundless emptiness again.

Sighing like a primary school student.

It would be great to have Doraemon...

Can satisfy all kinds of unrealistic wishes.

Unrealistic wishes…

etc!

In the dark night.

His eyes suddenly widened.

Game of kings!

The rest must comply with any orders from the king.

Wonderful!

Just order everyone to come to school and study together every day during the winter vacation, right?

"Hahaha!"

Li Zheng laughed three times, instantly sweeping away the gloom.

Hurry up to Monday, hurry up.
Chapter completed!