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Chapter 1814 The purpose of living



"Sister Manman, why are you packing your things when you are so good?"

Jian Ximantou knew who was coming in without looking, and continued busy with what she was doing.

"My employer and I only took a few days off. Now that the vacation is over, I have to go back, otherwise my job will be lost."

Her tone was calm, nothing unusual could be heard, as if nothing had happened just now.

If Ning Yu'an didn't understand her, she would have deceived her.

She pressed down the clothes Jian Ximan was folding and asked seriously:

"You're leaving because of Zhu Kunjing, right?"

Jian Ximan put down the clothes in her hands, crossed her hands across her chest, and looked at her meaningfully.

"Tell me the truth, where did you go just now?"

When she came back, she was nowhere to be seen in the villa. She didn't show up until after she came back, and she was still sneaking around at the door, which was not like this girl's behavior at all.

Ning Yu'an pursed her lips in vain, her fingers restlessly grabbing at the clothes in her hands.

"I just... followed you to the coffee shop."

Jian XiMan's brows moved slightly, and Ning Yu'an was worried that she would be angry, so she quickly continued to speak.

"Sister Manman, why did you accept Mrs. Zhu's two million? You obviously have feelings for Zhu Chenjing."

Jian Ximan's eyes flickered, and she covered up the strangeness in her eyes with a smile.

"You can't understand your own feelings, how do you know I have feelings for him?"

Ning Yu'an choked, pursed her lips and said:

"I can tell anyway!"

As she spoke, she threw aside the folded clothes in the suitcase while Jian Ximan was folding clothes.

Jian Ximan, who had folded the clothes in her hands, looked up and saw the empty suitcase and the clothes bunched up next to her, and glared at her angrily.

"An'an!"

Ning Yugan ignored her gaze, took off her shoes and sat down in the suitcase, looking like a little scoundrel.

"It's useless for you to be mean to me, I just won't let you go! If Zhu Xingjing knew, he would definitely stop you."

Angrily and helplessly, Jian Ximan ruffled her hair and leaned down to continue arranging her clothes.

"I have already made it clear to Mrs. Zhu what needs to be said. If nothing else happens, Zhu Chongjing will probably not appear again.

Even if it shows up, he and I will not have a good outcome, so you might as well let me have a clean break from now on, rather than Zhu Chenjing being covered in bruises in the end."

In fact, she should have ended her relationship with Zhu Chongjing long ago, but she was greedy for his kindness, so she delayed it until now.

Mrs. Zhu's appearance was not only a reminder to her, but also an opportunity to draw a clear line between herself and Zhu Chongjing.

As long as Mrs. Zhu blocks it, Zhu Chongjing's novelty towards her will fade over time, and his attention will shift away from her over time.

This is good for both of them.

Ning Yuan pursed her lips and muttered softly.

"You are afraid that he will get hurt, and you also say you don't like him!"

Jian Ximan pursed her lips and lowered her eyes to cover the darkness in her eyes.

"I never thought about getting married. Spending time with him will only delay him."

Ning Yu'an stood up immediately after hearing this, "How can it be a delay! Have you ever thought that what you are considering may not be what Zhu Chongjing values?"

"He is the heir to the Zhu family. How can he never get married? What's more, as you just heard, I have a history of mental illness, and Mrs. Zhu won't accept it."

When she mentioned this matter, Ning Yu'an was like a lion with its fur exploded, spitting.

"Bah! What a bullshit history of mental illness! That's the mother and daughter deliberately using the topic to make fun of it. Mrs. Zhu doesn't know it. Don't you still know it in your heart?"

They knew very well whether that medical record was true or false.

Jian Yiyi deliberately revealed this matter last night, didn't she just want to use this medical record to prevent her from getting together with Zhu Chongjing?

If she quits, wouldn't she be playing into the mother and daughter's hands?

Jian Ximan gave a bitter smile.

"That medical record is fake, but I do have a disease, don't I?"

Ning Yu'an hasn't seen Jian Xman like this for a long time.

The whole figure is like a rose that is about to wither, decadent and lifeless, without any hope for this world.

The last time I saw her like this was when Aunt Jane passed away. She had been decadent for two years!

If it weren't for Aunt Jane's suicide note, she might have tortured herself crazy.

Ning Yuan reached out and grabbed her arm, looking at her with a distressed expression.

"Sister Manman, can you please stop belittling yourself like this? Didn't you see that you were much better when Zhu Xingjing came into contact with you? We can actively treat him and he will always be cured. Why do you have to push Zhu Xingjing away?

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The disease was not incurable. As long as she was willing to treat it, she believed she would be cured.

Why does she always have to erect a high wall in her heart, not allowing anyone to cross it, and not allowing herself to step out.

Jian Ximan pushed her hand away, her eyes losing all light.

"An'an, you should know why I live. I just want to live a normal life and wait until the end so that I can give an explanation to my mother. I have never thought about getting involved in a relationship, let alone

I had to start a family, and now it's just a matter of pushing my life back into the way I planned it to be."

She knows her own situation best, so she has been alone for so many years.

Don't be emotional, don't give anyone a chance, just to not delay anyone.

Zhu Xingjing's appearance was a surprise to her.

He is like a scoundrel. No matter how much she refuses, she can't get out of her world.

So she just let nature take its course.

Because she was sure that the novelty of a playboy would only last a few months at most.

As long as she doesn't accept it, his patience will run out over time, and he won't hang around her anymore.

But as time went on, the development of things gradually escaped her control.

Zhu Xingjing not only did not exhaust her novelty, but also became more and more patient.

She could see that he was really tempted, so she could no longer let things develop as they pleased.

She couldn't make any promises to Zhu Chenjing, so she naturally had to stop her losses in time to prevent him from sinking deeper.

"But I think Auntie's wish is not just for you to live, but also for you to be happy."

Just because of Aunt Jane's suicide note, she has persisted until now.

She was listening to Aunt Jane's words and living a good life, but she turned herself into a puppet.

Without flesh and blood, without emotions, living an unchanging life, waiting to be consumed until the last moment of life.

But she is definitely not what Aunt Jane wants to see.

She had already sacrificed her life for a man, and she would never want to see her daughter live in the shadow of her tragic death.

She believes that no mother does not want to see her daughter be happy.
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