Chapter 213 Tired and Destroyed!(1/2)
Chapter 213 Tired, destroy it!
Second bedroom.
After listening to Wen Yan's understanding of feelings and his views on her character, Wang Luoqi also conducted a deep and simple self-analysis in his heart.
In this way, she reviewed the first half of her life in her mind like a fleeting glance.
In fact, she has always known that she has a certain degree of psychological problems.
Due to her parents' failed marriage and the childhood misfortune she suffered, she was severely insecure, had a strong sense of territoriality, and behaved extremely aggressively.
This is also the origin of her dark personality.
She has liked to tease and deceive people since she was a child, because doing so can not only vent her negative emotions, but also prevent herself from being hurt.
Once she subconsciously thinks that the other person has the possibility of hurting her, she will be very resistant and even give a fierce response.
In short, she didn't care at all whether she would accidentally hurt others because of this, she just wanted to stop being hurt in any way.
Therefore, she tried her best to avoid contact with strangers. She just wanted to stay within the safe range she had set, like a wounded little beast, licking the wounds in her heart alone.
This phenomenon was most obvious during the two years of studying abroad. She was like a hedgehog, pricking anyone who wanted to get close to her.
Anyway, she can take care of herself and live well by herself. She doesn't need friends or parents. This is what she thought when she looked at her hometown from the other side of the ocean.
That day was her third day after arriving in the United States, and it was also her fourteenth birthday. She was sitting alone on the beach, eating a big cake bought from a boutique supermarket.
That day, she realized that the free America advocated in the country was not only "shooting every day" but also had the ugly face of profiteers.
She had agreed in advance that the birthday cake would taste very sweet, but it tasted a bit salty to her.
Humph, do you really think she is easy to bully because she is young?
She even secretly put the taste of tears into her birthday cake.
She was very familiar with this smell. When she was six to seven years old, her mother often held her in her arms and cried, her little pajamas wet with tears. She had secretly tasted that smell...
It's just this light saltiness.
She also went to see a psychiatrist, but after several cycles of treatment, there was still no improvement. She silently told herself:
No one can be perfect. This is jealousy from the Creator. Isn’t it normal for an outstanding girl like her to have some mental illness?
Therefore, from that day on, she gave up treatment and completely let herself go.
Her peers envied her for being a talented girl, not only for her outstanding appearance, but also for her excellent grades and impressive family background, but privately, she was secretly envious...
Their excitement.
During the ten years between the ages of six and sixteen, the first time she felt the warmth of her family was when she was seven years old.
That day, dusk.
She walked out of the school gate with her small schoolbag on her back, and was about to walk back to her residence alone as usual, when she unexpectedly met a fierce old man.
Looking at the vehicles picking up children outside the school gate, the old man asked her:
"Girl, other people have their parents coming to pick them up. Why are you going home alone? Where is your mother?"
"Busy at work."
"What about your dad?"
"Accidental Death!"
Upon hearing her answer, the old man breathed rapidly and his body trembled slightly.
"What's wrong with you? Do you have asthma?"
"Do you need me to call an ambulance for you?"
She took out her mobile phone from her pocket and took pictures of the old man:
"Sorry, the bad guys are getting older now. Before calling 120, I need to save some evidence to prevent you from blackmailing me later."
"Hahaha, old man, I'm in good health. I don't need you to call an ambulance. I was just a little angry just now."
"angry?"
"Yes, thirty years ago, if he heard the resentment in your tone, the old man would probably pull out a gun and beat someone up."
"Oh, I can tell, you're not suffering from asthma. You're suffering from Alzheimer's disease!"
elder:"……"
"Girl, shall I take you home?"
"Are you a bad person then?"
"No, not only am I not a bad person, I also help you deal with bad people. For example, in your eyes, a certain bastard who died unexpectedly!"
"Do you know my dad?" she asked.
She just said that her father died unexpectedly, and now the old man said this again. Obviously, he has a certain understanding of her family situation.
"So we know each other."
The old man was silent for a moment, and then said: "He is not good to you? I will help you deal with him."
"Your idea is very strange." She tilted her head and looked at the old man.
"Since you know him, you must know that he is still alive and kicking. But as a junior, I said that he is dead. Don't you think that I am ignorant?"
"Girl, if he was nice to you, you wouldn't say that." The old man stretched out his hand to rub her head.
But when the old man raised his hand, she decisively avoided it.
"Girl, do you want me to help you take care of him?"
The old man smiled and said: "As long as you let me touch your head, I will help you teach him a lesson, how about it?"
"Alzheimer's disease is also a disease. You'd better go to the hospital for a checkup." She walked away quickly with her schoolbag on her back.
Without looking back, he warned: "Remember to go to the People's Hospital of Modu, and I will ask my mother to introduce you to the best doctor."
That night, the man she said died unexpectedly actually had an accident, and his left leg was broken right in front of the company.
She asked her mother who hit her?
Mom just shook her head but said nothing.
She asked again: "Isn't dad very powerful? There are so many security guards in the company, why do you still get beaten?"
"Because the one who hit him was more powerful."
"Then why not call the police?"
"Because he didn't dare."
In this way, from that day on, she would often meet the old man who looked fierce on the outside but was actually very delicate on the inside at the crossroads after school.
He is what his mother calls "a more powerful man than my father."
He is also the person who will support her unconditionally when she is bullied.
Later, she learned that this old man was her grandfather.
Moreover, grandpa regarded her as a treasure.
If we talk about grandpa, it was the first orange tenderness she encountered during that lonely time, just like the dusk when they first met him that day.
Then she encountered the second tenderness in her life, which happened to be at dusk.
After a car accident, God sent her a little baby named Wen Yan.
Because of her childhood experience, she was actually used to being alone. Except for being close to her grandfather, she was relatively indifferent to most people.
Adopting Wen Yan was just a whim. She felt that since the little guy saved her, it was fate.
Is she going to do something for him too?
When she adopted Wen Yan from the orphanage and saw how well-behaved and obedient he was, she wanted to give the little guy a complete childhood so that he would not have to worry about making a living.
Since the two of them are destined to be together, it doesn't matter if she accompanies him on the journey of thousands of miles in life.
Even if it was windy, snowy and sunny from now on, she would never bother him again.
But who would have thought that the little guy could be so gentle?
He was only six years old, and on the second day they got together, he walked several kilometers and bought her a hot breakfast.
He used his hard-earned money from picking up bottles.
At that time, the palm of her hand holding the breakfast felt heavy, and the small meat bun seemed to have weight, hitting the softest place in her heart.
That was the best breakfast she had ever had in her sixteen years of life.
In the past, she had never felt the warmth of three meals a day. Now that she finally encountered it, she naturally hoped that she could have it forever in the future.
Therefore, since she had never eaten at home, from that day on, no matter how busy she was at work, she would always go home to eat.
Because, there is a little baby waiting for her at home.
After adopting Wen Yan for a period of time, she saw through the little guy's money-obsessed nature. She wanted to give him a large amount of start-up capital when he grew up, so that he would save him the pain of starting a business from scratch.
To be continued...