Chapter 97 Sincerity or Fakeness

The red tent is the tent for military prostitutes in the military camp. Since she joined the army, she has often heard this word from the mouths of the veterans in that group.

For them, the red tent is a reward and a good place to relax after every battle.

Why is it a good place? Because there are women there.

Although Xie Yuan still doesn't understand what kind of fun men and women can have when they stay together, he has already seen the attitude of those men towards those women in their mouths and expressions.

They are just playthings, a plaything that can talk and happens to look similar to me.

This made Xie Yuan, who already knew clearly that she was a woman, very painful.

It was getting dark, so she soaked in the water and took off her clothes. She scrubbed her clothes vigorously with the faint light. She looked down and saw her flat chest, and then thought of the appearance of the military prostitute before she left.

Anxiety and irritability came over me.

She wrung out her clothes and threw her hands on the stone behind her. There was a fire on the edge of the stone, which warmed the leaning stone and acted like a barrier to block her.

Inside the barrier is a warm and bright world.

Behind the barrier, there is the cool autumn water and darkness, and I am hiding in the darkness.

She closed her eyes, trying to force herself to forget these pessimistic and helpless emotions, then turned her head, took off the bun on her head, soaked it in the water and rubbed it fiercely to wash away the black ash and bloody scabs on her head.

Gone.

But even so, the orchid in red and the military prostitute who had just left, the way they spoke, the way they smiled, and the look in their eyes that was always trying to please, all made her

I feel sad and angry...

As if she was struck down by reality, she turned around and lay down on the edge of the stone, burying her face on the back of her hands. When she raised her face again, her eyebrows illuminated by the fire were filled with unwillingness and pain.

look.

She couldn't figure out why people in the world were divided into men and women? As long as you are a woman, you should be like this and that, but there is nothing she likes to do.

She can prove to others through hard work that she is not bad and that she is also capable of doing things that men can do and can do them well.

But no matter how hard she tried, she could not change her physical defects.

In her opinion, since the various characteristics of being a girl limit what she wants to do and are so despised by others, what else is that not a flaw?

She obviously has no disability, but it is more terrifying than any disability. Because one day, her disability will no longer be hidden and people will discover it, and then she will be thrown back home.

Xie Yuan felt desperate. She went to the battlefield to kill the enemy, and stayed alone in the dark wilderness at night. Nothing made her feel more desperate and terrifying than the discovery of her girl's identity.

However, this result is completely irreversible and cannot be changed through hard work.

Thinking of this, Xie Yuan clutched the stone tightly, her fingers trembling because she was too hard. The blue blood vessels showed shadows through her skin. Her hair was scattered, her forehead was buried in the back of her hands, and she let out a sigh of reluctance in her throat.

The whimpering sound...

"What's the matter? No matter you are a boy or a girl, aren't you still you?"

Such a sentence suddenly appeared in Xie Yuan's mind, and a familiar voice seemed to be ringing in her ears. Shen Liuzhen's smiling face that had been pretending all day appeared in front of her, with deep dimples on his cheeks and a sweet smile.

Sweet, harmless to humans and animals.

Xie Yuan's restless heart felt a little more at ease: at least, there was one person in the world who would not use her status as a girl to limit her goals and actions.

She pursed her lips and looked at the firelight. The warm yellow light finally reflected in her pupils, revealing a hint of warmth.

But soon, Xie Yuan sighed in frustration again and said to himself:

"...He always pretends to be warm-hearted. Who knows whether he is sincere or fake when he says this?"

…

…

On the shooting range, Shen Liuzhen smiled and respectfully performed a Confucian etiquette towards Ulei who was walking from a distance, burying his head behind his raised sleeves.

Ulay waved his hand when he raised his head. Although the sun was good today, the wind was a bit strong, causing the lapel on his clothes to cover half of his face. He raised his hand and smoothed it down again.

Look at Shen Liuzhen wearing a Han-made Confucian scholar's long-sleeved robe. The placket is tight and a gust of wind blows. Only the hem and sleeves are slightly fluttering. It is indeed more elegant and eye-catching than their Hu-style robes.

He An, who was following him, walked quickly after him while looking at Shen Liuzhen in the distance bitterly and said:

"My grandson, why don't you punish him? Look at his appearance. He looks respectful on the surface, but secretly he has evil intentions."

Ulay didn't look at him and said as he walked: "Why is it so serious? We are all of the same age, we just had a few quarrels and a fight. What evil intentions does he have behind him when he is reading alone?"

He'an's face turned into a lump when he heard that, and he said: "No, my grandson, why do I think you suddenly turned towards that Han man?"

"It's not a question of who you're against or who you're not against. What do you want me to do? Send someone to beat him up to vent your anger?... You took advantage of that fight. How come he got away with a beating? You're the one who won't let go after you've benefited from it?" Ulay turned around and asked curiously.

He An was dumbfounded by the question. Could he directly say that he just didn't like Shen Liuzhen and wanted him to disappear from his life circle?

But if this were said out loud, I'm afraid even His Majesty the Emperor would be offended. It was the Emperor who ordered Shen Liuzhen to be Ulei's companion.

So he pursed his lips and moved, but finally said nothing, and gave Shen Liuzhen another vicious look.

Ulei stood in front of Shen Liuzhen and said, "I called you here today because I hope you and He'an can shake hands and make peace. You both were wrong about what happened last time. Apologize to each other and let this matter go away." .”

After saying that, he turned around and looked at He An beside him and asked, "What do you think?"

He'an's already long chin was crooked against the mandible. He rolled his eyes without looking at Shen Liuzhen and said reluctantly:

"yes……!"

Shen Liuzhen showed no sign of dissatisfaction at all. He had deep dimples on his face, a kind and apologetic smile, and said to He An:

"He'an Jun, it was my fault last time. Because I was in a bad mood, I made He'an Jun complain in vain. I apologize to you for my fault."

He'an looked at Shen Liuzhen's smiling face, and for some reason, he kept thinking about that day in his mind, when he pointed at him with all his teeth and claws, called him "despicable", and called him a "shameless" mad dog. Look.

Comparing the two sides, he felt that Shen Liuzhen was an out-and-out lunatic. His eyelids twitched involuntarily, and he curled his lips in disgust and said nothing.

Ulei had his hands behind his back, but when he saw him like this, he reached out and hit his forearm with the back of his hand, and then tilted his chin towards Shen Liuzhen.

He An couldn't help it, so he also clasped his fists and said reluctantly: "It's okay, I'm going to hit you pretty hard anyway. If you don't suffer a loss, we'll treat it as a clean fight."

After hearing this, Shen Liuzhen smiled like a crescent moon with his big eyes, and said to He'an: "...Thank you very much, Mr. He'an for your generosity."
Chapter completed!