065 Desire for Presence
Lin Huan could understand Xia Mo's panic at this time - her sudden illness did not cause much pain to her. In just a day or two, Xia Mo left this world from a sudden coma, and before that,
Xia Mo has always had a good relationship with her mother and regards her mother as her role model.
"I will eventually become as virtuous a wife as my mother!"
In Lin Huan's impression, Xia Mo always said this.
"..."
Xia Mo's mother walked towards Xia Mo, and gradually walked forward with long strides, her pace gradually quickened. Unlike Lin Huan, she might not care so much whether the person in front of her was the real Xia Mo or not.
A creature in need of comparison, a ray of light projected from the abyss of despair is enough to illuminate her entire world and become a sun-like existence. No one can stop her from bathing in the [sunshine] and seizing the vague name.
[hope] something.
At this time, Lin Huan finally knew to take a look at the system.
[Zhongyuan Sacrifice]: Xia Mo is visible all day today.
So...it turns out that now everyone can see Xia Mo.
Xia Mo was hugged tightly by her mother. I don’t know how long it took. There were many choked words that almost blurted out, but Xia Mo held it back. This was a very surprising development, because with Xia Mo
Considering Mo's character, it is very difficult for her to hide her feelings.
"Auntie." Lin Huan opened the scene for Xia Mo at the side. Under Lin Huan's low voice, Xia Mo's mother let go of Xia Mo. She measured her body and took a handkerchief to silently wipe her tears. Her eyes were already red and swollen.
Look - she never looked directly into Xia Mo's eyes, so she didn't know that Xia Mo's eyes were as red as hers.
"Sorry... I'm rude." Xia Mo's mother stood up, "Because you and my daughter look so much alike, I couldn't help it..."
"Aunt... I know, it's Xia Mo, right? I often hear Ah Huan mention her, and today I made a special trip to accompany Ah Huan to visit her." Xia Mo bit her lip, trying to pronounce every word clearly.
Don't be disturbed by your own trembling mood.
"Auntie, this girl's name is Xia Nai, she is my high school classmate..." Lin Huan did not expect this to unfold, so he did not prepare too many words to deal with it.
"So he's Ah Huan's friend?" For a moment, Lin Huan seemed to see the old Xia Mo's mother again, "In this case, let's not leave Momo aside for too long and let's help together.
Let her burn some paper money."
"Um...Okay, okay."
Lin Huan is now in a highly tense state of mind - he doesn't know if Xia Mo will suddenly explode, and he doesn't know if what he is doing is right.
If Xia Mo's mother was told the truth like this, wouldn't she have to live so hard?
Even if there is no way to see each other at any time for the time being, at least for her...
I don’t know where I read this sentence. The greatest pain in the world is to be separated from flesh and blood.
Xia Mo copied out the package of snacks specially brought to her and placed them neatly in front of the memorial altar. She lit incense and put it in the incense burner. She burned the paper money while her mother helped her with the fire while stepping forward and stroking it gently.
Xia Mo's photo embedded on the tombstone.
"Now... Momo, have you seen it? Ah Huan brought his friends to see you... They also brought your favorite snacks, look... everyone still remembers you, no one else
Will abandon you... So, are you still okay over there? The paper money I burned for you can be used to buy snacks, but don't just eat snacks, remember to eat more vegetables. Eat more spinach and lettuce too
Be careful, don't be picky about food just because you think it's not to your liking, otherwise you'll get sick over there... If you get sick over there, you won't have your parents to take care of you. However, your parents still hope that you can be like before,
Smile more. Because the way you smile is the most beautiful you..."
Xia Mo's tears fell down the paper money, gathering into a trickle, and her sobbing became louder and louder.
Her overreaction also shocked her mother, "Nana? Are you... okay?"
Xia Mo wiped her tears and tried to keep the most perfect smile in front of her mother, "I... just feel that a good girl like Momo shouldn't have left so early... It's really hard... Mom, aunt
If you don’t dislike me, you can treat me as your goddaughter at any time... no, treat me as your biological daughter!"
"Silly boy..." Xia Mo's mother patted Xia Mo's head gently, "Although Auntie knows that you feel sorry for Auntie, but in this case, wouldn't your own mother be very pitiful? Children are to every parent.
They are all irreplaceable. But if you have this intention, Auntie will be very happy."
This time it was Xia Mo.
Xia Mo took the initiative and hugged her mother.
Sobbing and sobbing.
Xia Mo's mother didn't stop her, she just maintained this position quietly and allowed Xia Mo to vent her feelings to her.
At this moment... Lin Huan was extremely happy that he brought Xia Mo here to visit the grave.
In the end, Lin Huan and Xia Mo reluctantly said goodbye to Aunt Xia.
I always feel that my aunt's mood changed a lot when she left. At least the haggard and old feeling is no longer so obvious. Although this is just an inference, Lin Huan always feels that Xia Mo's mother seems to have noticed something.
.
After all...things like [mother's intuition] have always been great.
After this meeting, I believe Momo will change a lot.
On the bus home, Xia Mo kept leaning on Lin Huan's shoulder, and her sobbing continued. Because her throat was hoarse from crying before, she spoke in a very crisp voice.
"Gou Huan."
"Um."
"I want to live..."
"Um."
"I want to become a [human] again..."
"Um."
"I don't want to be like this anymore, without a sense of existence..."
"Um."
"I want my parents to notice me again...I want everyone in the Paranormal Observation Society to notice me...I want all my friends to notice me."
"Um."
"You will help me, Gou Huan?"
Xia Mo's eyes had never been so clear as they were today - perhaps it was the effect of being blurred by tears before.
Although there was only one answer to this question, Lin Huan did not reply to Xia Mo immediately.
Maybe, it's just because of greed and wanting to see more of Xia Mo like this.
Although the meaning of the vote is all over the place, Xia Mo will probably feel relieved after a while.
Then, by that time, when Momo has been hot for another three minutes and doesn’t want to work hard anymore,
Lin Huan will be the one to spur her on.
This should be a childhood sweetheart...or rather, an obligation as a family member.
"I will...always be by your side to supervise you."
Xia Mo suddenly buried her face into Lin Huan's chest.
…
"Gou Huan, what you said is too shameful... I still don't want to have any sense of existence for the time being. It's better to be transparent..."
Only then did Lin Huan notice that because he spoke loudly, many eyes in the car were directed towards him.
Wow... Such a shameful secondary feeling... Because I was accustomed to thinking that talking to Xia Mo was just air flow, I didn't pay attention to this matter——
If you can't find a crack in the ground to crawl in, you might really suffocate to death in the scorching air?!
Chapter completed!