Chapter 37 Dissipation
This is actually the resentment of the original owner, and also Huilan's own doubts. The son does not think the mother is ugly and the son does not think the family is poor.
Huilan's mother was a concubine, but she never disliked it. She gave up the good marriage chosen by her father and worked hard to become a high-level monk, just to give her mother a good reputation and let her live a good life.
Her mother also tried her best to win favors and obtain resources for her. Her mother was able to refine weapons herself, and her father always protected their mother and daughter. These benefits were obtained by her mother.
So she doesn't understand why Mrs. Ding doesn't love her biological daughter. She raised Manxuan and understands her well. It doesn't stop you from loving one more child.
Ding Xiang sighed, poured some rose hair oil and applied it to the ends of her hair.
"Miss, I dare you to tell the truth, please don't be angry."
"Tell me, you and I are like sisters, and I have been separated from you for a long time."
Huilan smiled, hoping that she could answer her questions.
"I was also doubtful and asked my mother secretly. My mother said that it was empathy at first. She missed the child when you were not around. When she saw the flowers and grasses falling, she gave her a pillow when she was dozing off.
As time goes by, she develops true feelings, and the master treats her better. The young master is her son and her hope for future care, and she cannot let go.
But if you have one more girl, it's not that she doesn't love you, it's just that she subconsciously gave the best to the second girl she raised by her own hands. As time goes by, you will no longer have feelings for each other.
She doesn't want others to remind her every time that the second girl is not hers, but you are her biological child, and she has treated you badly. She doesn't want to hear this.
She couldn't make up for it and couldn't face it, so she simply refused to admit it and let it go to the end.
When you enter the palace, she knows that you will definitely be chosen, and you may have a future in the future. She will give you a thousand taels as travel expenses. From now on, even if your mother-daughter relationship ends here, it will be her choice.
Since you have to feel sorry for one person, then keep the one in your hand. My mother said that the trick she does will make the young master pity you more, and she will be your backbone in the future.
This can be considered as making up for you a little bit. After all, you are brothers and sisters, so she can be considered worthy of the second girl."
Huilan suddenly realized that this was the idea of robbing the rich to give to the poor. Her mother often used this method to express her grievances and ask for things for herself.
Doesn't her father know? Of course he does, but it's true that her mother loves her daughter, so her father tolerates her very well.
After Mrs. Ding raised Manxuan, she couldn't bear to let him go, and she also had to plan her son's future. The original owner looked so good that she couldn't help but make people feel sorry for her. She knew that she would definitely be selected, and she might have a chance to become wealthy.
After persuading Master Ding to let the original owner enter the palace, the son will definitely be unwilling, but it will also deepen his guilt. The original owner will be able to rely on him if he has a future in the future.
Mrs. Ding raised Manxuan and gave her a good marriage and a generous dowry. From all aspects, it was worthy of this concubine's daughter. In this way, it was considered balanced.
I probably didn't expect that such hardships in the palace would cost my daughter's life. The worst she could do was not be favored. It was this lucky idea that killed her own daughter.
Huilan sighed and said nothing more, but she felt that the depression in her chest slowly dissipated. This was the stubborn resentment of the original owner who could not get rid of it.
She didn't notice it at first, but even though her body had become stronger, she still felt an uncomfortable feeling of depression. After checking the books, she realized that the resentment left by the original owner could not be dissipated.
She thought about it for a long time and felt that the relationship between mother and daughter was probably a knot in her heart, so she asked this question to test it out. If it didn't work, she would look for other reasons and find a way to solve it.
"Miss, it's all over. Don't worry about it. After all, the young master is still thinking about you."
"What you're saying is that our relationship as mother and daughter is too shallow, so you don't blame others."
Huilan felt relaxed all over, and she knew that the original owner's last obsession had dissipated.
"I'm tired and going to sleep. You should go and have some rest too."
"yes."
The original owner had been very independent since she was a child and didn't like others to wake up late and make noise, which gave Huilan an advantage.
Ding Xiang withdrew, and Huilan sat cross-legged on the bed and recited the Sutra for her. She would recite it at night when she had time, but she always felt that something was missing. Only now did she understand that her confusion was not resolved.
After reading the Purana Sutra seventy-seven forty-nine times and sincerely wishing her sincere blessings, Huilan opened her eyes and felt refreshed and relaxed. She no longer felt oppressed and heavy. She finally let go of the past and left her body voluntarily.
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"Thank you. I can only recite the Rebirth Sutra for you. No memorial service is allowed in the palace. Don't blame me."
Huilan silently recited a few words to sincerely pray for her.
Three days later, her medicine was refined. She weighed the ointment and rolled it into pills. It had a refreshing fragrance, with a light medicinal aroma and a hint of honey sweetness.
This time I made a total of two bottles, one with 12 pills and two bottles with 25 pills.
This medicine is mainly used for patients who are weak and need to be recuperated, for warriors to recuperate from injuries, and for pregnant women to recuperate their weak bodies.
But healthy men and children in their prime cannot eat it, and everything else doesn't matter.
Huilan thought for a while and then took out a tin bottle and put seven pills in it. One pill a month was enough, and more would be useless.
You can almost hold on until Li Chengze gets married.
When they came to the outhouse, "Qiu Yun sent someone to find Chang Ji, saying that the medicine is ready, and he also gave two more instructions."
"Yes, slave girl, go right away."
Qiuyun put down what he was doing and immediately got up and went to the study to find Chang Ji.
Arriving outside the study, Xiao Anzi saw Qiu Yun first, and hurriedly came over to accompany her and asked with a smile, "Sister Qiu Yun, why are you here? But Liang Yuan has something to report."
"My master has something to say to Eunuch Chang. I have agreed before. Please send a message. I will wait outside. The master said that the medicine is ready, and he also wants to give you a few words of advice."
Qiuyun answered truthfully.
"Ouch! Just wait, master has asked me this several times in the past few days."
Xiao Anzi immediately turned around, entered the study, and shook his head in the outer hall of the study. Chang Ji saw it and came out quietly.
"What's the matter? Don't you see me busy serving the master?"
"Master, it's urgent. Qiu Yun is here. Liang Yuan's medicine is ready. Please come and report."
"Where are the people?"
Changji's eyes lit up.
"Waiting right at the door."
"Quickly, let's ask the Za family for details so that we can report back. The master is impatient."
He left Xiao Anzi behind and went out first. When he saw Qiu Yun, he immediately asked: "But Liang Yuan asked you to deliver the message?"
His expression was very serious.
"In reply to Eunuch Chang, it was my master who asked me to come. After the medicine is finished, I still need to give you a few words of advice in person."
Qiuyun stood there respectfully, bowed his head slightly and replied.
"Okay, you go back first."
Chang Ji was overjoyed and looked at the screen as the autumn clouds receded.
"yes."
Qiu Yun turned around and left without any regrets. He had already been told that the study was not a place for inviting favors, and he should not come to see her if he had nothing to do.
Chang Ji immediately entered the room and stood beside Li Chengze waiting silently.
"What's the matter? Tell me."
Li Chengze finished writing the last stroke before asking.
"Liangyuan replied, the medicine is ready, I need to give you some advice in person."
Li Chengze raised his head and glanced at Chang Ji. Seeing the determined smile on his face, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and reveal a smile.
Chapter completed!