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Chapter 339: Wiping sweat

(Unconsciously, it’s been almost a year, and the book has reached 3 million, reaching Lao Lai’s new personal record. Thank you very much for your company along the way... Lao Lai will continue to write the following stories for you, I don’t supervise it.

, complete the book without any mess)

His eyes opened, and under the soft light, he saw a very familiar bedroom. For most people, it would be clear that he had woken up from a nightmare. But Li Yan just had more than just a dream. Whether he was going to school or

The fighting was all so real and familiar, so for a moment he couldn't figure out whether he had reached the third stop of the dream again just like when he switched scenes.

At this moment, his mind was still groggy and he had a little headache, but there was no tearing feeling like he was about to explode.

"Yurong?... Yueyao?"

He tried shouting and vaguely heard his own voice, which was not loud. The door to the room was closed and no one was inside.

He was a little helpless and closed his eyes again to calm himself down. Regardless of whether he was in a dream or not, at least he was out of touch with the previous scene...

Closing his eyes, the scene of blood and flesh flying everywhere and swords and axes being smashed appeared in front of him again, but compared with the realism just now, it was a little blurry now. It was a personal experience just now, but now it can only be regarded as like watching a 3D movie.

Even so, his breathing became rapid again, and sweat began to form on his forehead. This was originally one of the scenes he least wanted to face, but he didn't avoid it now, just because he seemed to have experienced it himself just now.

The same thing, no matter how shocking it is, will definitely be weaker the second time you experience it than the first time. Just like when they were asked to kill people for the first time in the first exam, then the second time, and the third time.

The fourth time... one after another, time and time again, he became numb and tempered his determination to kill. The reason why he became Li Yan's inner demon was just because for a long time afterwards, he

They are all escaping from this experience and closing this memory.

In other words, what he did after his debut was a killer. If he regarded it as a kind of enjoyment and regarded the previous cruelty as a happy experience, then he would not have any inner demons in this area and would not give him

So many worries. Of course, in that case, the mentality will be a little distorted.

The feeling just now was much more intense than arousing inner demons or recounting memories. It was equivalent to experiencing it again personally, and there was no escape from it - he could not escape until he was ready to die to prove it.

In a normal state, Li Yan would have been driven crazy by excitement and unable to control himself; but this time, his body and consciousness were out of control, and in the end, he fought poison with poison, a negative effect that made a positive.

Just like some people will go crazy if they are greatly stimulated, and they may become normal if they are greatly stimulated when they are crazy.

Therefore, he has really woken up now, and he has not escaped from the experiences of those years. Even now with his eyes closed, starting from the fighting exam he just 'experienced' in his dream,

Lifting the veil of my own sealed memory, I began to recall those past years scene by scene.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect?

Even enemies and opponents who have been fighting for several years on the same battlefield will feel like friends. How much more so in a closed environment, a group of young people who have the same experience and face the same fate?

That exam was designed to allow Li Yan and others to overcome their emotions and even eliminate their humanity. It made them realize that today's friends may die in the hands of others tomorrow, or even in their own hands, or they may die in the hands of their friends.

In this way, if you don't make friends, you won't have such confusion, if you don't give your feelings, you won't be unable to make a move, and you won't be sad. And all of them have always done this.

However, after training after training and examination after examination, the number of young people who came to that place together has become smaller and smaller. The remaining ones are getting older and spend more time together.

, everyone’s fate can also be imagined. In this way, even if the person who dies is not a friend who has given love to him, he will still have the sad feeling of a rabbit dying and a fox dying.

Since it is inevitable that half and half of everyone will die in batches in the end, why should we still live like machines? Sometimes, it feels better to die in the hands of friends than in the hands of strange acquaintances.

Later, many people were more or less emotionally invested and had their own friends. Of course, the friends in that environment did not eat, drink, have fun, brag and chat together, but more of just eye contact and nodding.

It's just a greeting, there are not many opportunities to talk, and there are not many conditions.

Li Yan also had friends, and he lived to the end, which meant that he watched them die one by one, including sending them to death with his own hands. Including one of his best friends at the time, who also fell to him during an exam.

under the gun

This is why when he later founded the killer organization, he named it "them"; this is also another important reason why he is unwilling to recall and face those years.

Today, for the first time, he truly opened the door to memories. He closed his eyes and recalled those days along the previous scenes...

…

Li Yan was lying on the bed, motionless. At this moment, he felt an unprecedented weakness. This weakness extended from the spirit to the body. Just recalling a past event seemed to be more strenuous than killing everyone.

After reminiscing, he didn't even have the strength to open his eyelids, and his body was soaked with sweat.

The door opened and someone came in.

There was more than one person. With his eyes closed, Li Yan could tell from the sound of footsteps that one of them was Zhang Yurong, one was Yueyao, and the other was... Yu Xiaodi?

At this moment, Li Yan had basically confirmed that he was awake and figured out the reason for his coma. Although he had some doubts about why he returned home, he could still figure it out. He guessed that it was because of the language.

Rong, Yueyao and the others saw that he hadn't come back for a long time, so they drove out to look for him. As for how long it took to find him, they didn't know.

But why is Xiaodi here? Could it be that Yurong is going to call her to help?

After several previous experiences, when Zhang Yurong and Yu Xiaodi appeared at home together, Li Yan was still somewhat unnatural. Therefore, he did not speak at this moment and opened his eyes. Of course, it was a little bit like he had no strength.

relation.

He had lived in the room for more than a year and was very familiar with it (he had been in another bedroom with exactly the same layout before). Based on their delicate footsteps, he could completely hear where they were. Zhang Yurong and Yueyao were in the room.

He sat down on one side of the bed, and Yu Xiaodi sat down on the other side.

"Still haven't woken up..."

Hearing Yu Rong's sigh, Li Yan knew that he had not been unconscious for at least a while.

"Eh? He seems to be sweating a little. Is he covered with too much quilt? Or..." When both of them were concerned about Li Yan's movements, Yue Yao, who was attentive, saw from another angle that there was still something on Li Yan's hairline.

No dried sweat stains.

Hearing what she said, Zhang Yurong and Yu Xiaodi immediately came forward and stretched out their hands to caress his forehead and neck.

"I'm really sweating..."

"How about we lift the quilt? Do you want to lower the temperature a little?" Xiaodi said and was about to take action.

Yue Yao stopped her: "No, what if he has a fever? You will make him worse."

Yurong had already reached out to Li Yan's forehead, and touched her own forehead with the other hand, using the most primitive method to test whether he had a fever.

"I'm going to find the thermometer." Yueyao hurriedly walked out.

Listening to the words of the three of them, knowing that they were all worried about him, and smelling the faint fragrance close to him, Li Yan became calmer after being exhausted. But his spirit was still a little sluggish, and he was a little sleepy. - He had been

The coma is not a deep sleep. The brain is constantly confused, which of course consumes energy.

"There shouldn't be a fever, but..." Yu Rong said, lifting the quilt a little, then pulling his collar, reaching out and touching his chest. "I'm sweating too."

Seeing her actions, Yu Xiaodi was no longer embarrassed. She reached in from Li Yan's waist and touched his back. Because he was pressed on the bed, the sweat on his back was even more obvious. She took out her hand and looked

By Zhang Yurong: "There is a lot of sweat on my back."

Yueyao came back soon and heard Yurong say that he didn't seem to have a fever, but he was sweating a lot. She thought for a moment and suggested: "Just wipe his body. Maybe it's like a cold.

After sweating, a person will be fine soon. But he must be uncomfortable now, and it's not good to have a lot of sweat remaining." She handed over the thermometer again.

"Then..." Yurong was a little embarrassed. She, as a wife, should be the one to do such a job. But for such a big person like Li Yan, it was a big project to help him take off his clothes and turn them around. She was the only one to do it.

It might take a long time. Yueyao had checked Li Yan's body with her before, and they had seen everything that should be seen and shouldn't be seen, so it was okay to ask her to help.

But after all, there are outsiders here now - yes, she regards Yueyao as one of her own and Yu Xiaodi as an outsider - that would be embarrassing. And Yu Xiaodi is the person who had a relationship with Li Yan, so she should

It is most suitable for her and Yu Xiaodi to be together.

Yu Xiaodi was not a stupid child. She immediately saw Zhang Yurong's helplessness. Yue Yao also knew about her relationship with Li Yan. Yue Yao was here the night he first brought her back.

Out of concern for Li Yan, she didn't shy away and said directly: "Sister Yurong, if you don't mind, I'll help you too. Everyone hopes he feels better and wakes up soon..."

Yurong thought for a moment and nodded silently.

Even though Li Yan's eyelids were heavy and he was about to doze off, he could still hear their conversation. He felt a little ashamed and wanted to wake up and save them from the trouble. But his body was very unruly and he really had no strength and was too lazy to move.

I also thought that if I miss this opportunity, I don’t know when it will be possible for them to serve together. Besides, this kind of thing can also make them closer and less awkward, right?

(Will be updated today.)
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