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Kill or be killed, this is a very difficult choice!

Instinctively, no one would choose to be killed. But in an environment where only one of the two can survive. If you want to avoid being killed, there is only one way to go, and that is to kill others before being killed!

Human civilization has developed to modern times. It cannot be said that it is perfect or noble, but at least there are some moral and legal norms that everyone recognizes and follows. For example, killing is a crime and is condemned no matter which country it is in. Li

Yan was born in a peaceful era, not a war-torn China. Nowadays, due to various reasons, Chinese education has abandoned most of its traditional morals and etiquette, but the basic norms still exist.

Everyone knows that killing is wrong. In this society, people will still sympathize with killing people. Generally, those who choose to die together are those who kill corrupt officials. For certain power classes, they will receive a kind of sympathy that expresses their social feelings.

What Li Yan, a teenager, has to face is such a heavy problem. And what he must kill now is not only an enemy, a corrupt official, or a bad guy, but a partner who has been practicing together for a long time!

Even though due to time and other factors, we didn’t have much communication or deep friendship, at least we were all familiar faces, a partner who lived in the same environment every day, faced the same challenges, and was also helpless.

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To kill such a partner with your own hands is not to keep secrets, not to clean up the family, but just for assessment!

This is a very cruel, very inhumane, and very inhuman assessment, and it is even more cruel to leave the decision to a teenager.

Those who survived knew very well that they were trained as professional killers! What they came to was not a paradise. The original ideal mystery and excitement had long been destroyed by the cruelty of reality. In this place that can be called hell

, they have no way to leave, they have already entered a death game!

The only way to get out of this real-person death game alive is to follow the rules. Leave everything behind and turn yourself into a real cold-blooded killer!

One general's success will destroy ten thousand bones!

Generals, marshals, leaders, national heroes, all have countless lives and deaths behind them; underworld bosses, professional killers, mercenaries, terrorists, people who live on the dark side also have to face this process.

It is cruel enough to leave heavy choices to young people. But they originally accepted the assessment with excitement, wanting to see if they had become stronger after going through hell-style training. In such a mood

, they just suddenly got the assessment principles, and they didn’t have much time to digest and think about it. This is even more cruel and helpless. I can’t die!

This was Li Yan's only thought. The cruel hell-like training had already made him realize that this was not a civilized environment or a normal group. To survive in a perverted environment, he had to become

Even more perverted!

There is no sun or moon in the mountains. In this place where there is only crazy scraping by loads, there is also no concept of date, week, year and month. He does not know how long he has stayed in this place, nor how long he will stay. He only knows that in his impression

, it seems like a lifetime has passed, and it is already far away from my original teenage life.

If you want to see your parents and classmates, you have to get out from here; if you want to get out from here, you must save your life first; if you want to save your sex, the difficulty now is to kill the companions in front of you!

This is not his problem alone, it is everyone’s problem, and it is everyone’s decision!

One hour is not a long time. It is not easy to kill a partner of the same level and condition as yourself within this time. And if the time passes, the result is that both people will be killed.

The wolf dogs killed and ate them. This desperate situation with no way out forced everyone to exert their greatest potential and perseverance, and completely reveal all the results of the hell-style training in the small room.

This is Li Yan’s first opponent, first enemy, and first target.”

In the process of being hit on his vital points again and again, and hitting his opponent's vital points again and again, he went crazy and completely entered a state of unconsciousness.

In that state, there is no longer good or evil, no right or wrong, or even winning or losing!

Some have only one belief, knocking down and then killing the target in front of them!

The people who set up this assessment rule are either perverted and want to watch them kill each other for fun, or they want to use this method to destroy their humanity! They want to turn them into professional killers who have deviated from their normal personalities during missions!

First I experienced desperadoes and bloodthirsty people, and finally I got used to it and got better!

As Li Yan recalled this memory, although it was a long time ago, it had a profound impact on him, and he had always avoided remembering the memory. It made him breathe quickly, and his whole body

Qiao Huanban was very worried. She didn't know what kind of cruel encounter Li Yan had experienced back then, but she could imagine that it had a strong shadow on his psychology! Even now, he seems to have taken a dim view of it.

, once revealed, there is still no way to avoid it!

She has not systematically studied psychology. She cannot analyze and judge Li Yan's current mental state, but from the surface, I believe it is not light! Including that it has affected his physiological state.

But as an architect, when she designs an architectural work, she not only needs to be satisfied with it, but also the local leaders must be satisfied before the construction can continue, and the public must be satisfied in order to gain reputation. For example, the Bank of China Tower in Hong Kong, Taipei O Tower, etc.

When designing landmark buildings, the psychological needs of the local people are taken into consideration, and Feng Shui designs are added. For example, the Hong Kong Convention and Exhibition Center is set up in the shape of a turtle, forming a Feng Shui pattern in which a turtle drags Hong Kong out to sea. Although

This may not really have an impact on local feng shui, but people will have a psychological comfort.

Another example is the new building of CCTV, which was named "Smart Window. Hemorrhoids?", but people thought it looked like husband's pants and called it "big pants"; the architect even revealed that the design was actually a naked woman kneeling with her butt raised.

.It would become a joke if it were turned into a three-vulgar work.

Therefore, Qiao Huanzhe has also dabbled in and studied some popular psychology. Looking at Li Yan now, he feels that since his shadow has been revealed, he still has to face it formally to truly solve it. He has been avoiding it.

If she broke out, she would become even more obsessed and crazy. She resisted the idea of ​​disturbing Li Yan and asking him to calm down, but she couldn't bear to see how uncomfortable he was now, and she didn't know how to make him feel better. This

At that time, Qiao Huanyi felt pain from being pinched by Li Yan. His hand seemed to be out of control, and his strength became much stronger unconsciously. This could no longer be regarded as a caress, it did not feel comfortable, but a slight injury.

This made her frown slightly, but then her eyes lit up. Women are often the best targets for men to heal. In addition to psychological comfort, their yin and yang nature also makes women's bodies have a great soothing and venting effect on men.

Thinking of this, Qiao Huanying carefully pulled away Li Yan's hand, then turned over and sat on him. At the same time, he reached out and untied the belt of the bathrobe, opening his mind wide.

Then she leaned forward and let her pair of big melons press and caress Li Yan's face. Then she gently turned her upper body and let the two snowballs and two cherries slide and rub against Li Yan's face.

.At this moment, her actions are frivolous and proactive, but she is indeed filled with a woman’s natural maternal care!

Soon, Qiao Huanban felt that the vertex was being sucked and sucked by Li Yan. This was a bit painful for her, but she wanted to appease Li Yan's emotions, so she did not refuse and leave, but reached out to touch her.

She held his head and his arms, giving him physical comfort, hoping to make him feel better psychologically.

At this moment, Li Yan was full of violence!

Although Li Yan is not sure whether his "inner demon", the natural ability to control people's thoughts and minds, is the potential that was forced out by those years of hellish training. But he is definitely not born, nor does it appear out of thin air. He has experienced hellishness.

It was produced with a very small probability after physical training and inhuman willpower. This was the only relatively reliable result that he could analyze.

For Li Yan, in terms of application, after a series of experiments, it has become easy and controllable. However, the backlash side effects are also proportional and uncontrollable - at least he has not yet found a permanent control method. He has been

It is clear that it is related to killing people, and its source is equally clear!

Yes, the source is the assessment system that destroys human nature when I was a teenager. Killing your friends and teammates to survive, even if it is helpless, forced, and tempered, waiting for others is absolutely calm, cold, and cold-blooded

At the same time, it also buried a strong shadow deep in my heart.

This is Li Yan’s inner demon!

Every time he uses his inner demons to kill people, although it is to destroy others, it will also arouse the inner demons in his heart. And his psychological shadow has never been solved, and of course he has not been able to talk or vent it to others. He has always just avoided it.

, buried deep in the heart, the result is that the inner demon becomes more and more serious!

After he had freedom and enjoyed his abilities in these years, he did not contact his former classmates or friends, and he never even went back home. It was because of this subconscious fear that deep down in his heart, he felt that he had already told everyone

, I am no longer on the same plane as my past self, and even my parents are afraid to see it!

Today, he relaxed himself and tried to echo the initial psychological shadow. This was his attempt and challenge, but when he thought of his first murder, he thought of his partner whose face was blurry now, but who was absolutely clear at the time.

While causing severe injuries, he was also severely injured by his blows, and was beaten to death. In the end, he crawled out with bruises all over his body!
Chapter completed!