【Chapter 396】
Huang Cheng knew what he wanted to say, so she moved her head a little closer to his ear, and then whispered softly: "Li Yan... take me... you know, I am voluntary."
In such a situation that can almost be regarded as a naked heart-to-heart relationship, in an ambiguous atmosphere where both parties are unable to extricate themselves, a girl takes the initiative to speak such seductive words. How many normal men can withstand the temptation?
Sitting in the arms without confusion?
Li Yan can do it!
Yes, Li Yan was quite unruly in this regard. He was a greedy cat if not a pervert.
However, his principle in life is to do something and not do something. If he met a woman in a nightclub, social gathering, etc., he would definitely get in touch with her without saying a word, but when it came to Huang Ying, he couldn't do that.
He understood very clearly that what Huang Ying just said was not a lie, she really did it voluntarily.
But what about "voluntary"? If someone voluntarily asks you to kill, do you not have to be responsible for the law? If someone voluntarily asks you to beat him, do you really beat him? Of course, some people voluntarily give it to you.
If you give money, leaders will usually accept it with joy.
Huang Ying is voluntary, but her voluntary does not necessarily mean like it, but equals love, just like her previous choice. If she is in that state, asking for Huang Ying is really a blackmail for Li Yan
Once the favor was repaid, it became a transaction. He wanted to help Huang Ying out of concern for his friends, and he agreed to her so-called "support" because he didn't want her to have a mental burden that would lead to her not accepting it.
But if he really had a relationship with her, wouldn't that become a true supporter?
This was something he couldn't accept. He didn't want to be such a person himself, and he didn't want Huang Ying to be the one being supported - even if the sponsor was himself.
"Okay, don't think so much, your body is very weak now, you may get sick.
You must have a good rest now. Let's talk about that matter later. Anyway, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future." Li Yan gently stroked her jade back and comforted her in a low voice.
Huang Cheng was anxious when he heard that. There will be opportunities in the future, but it is always so difficult for you to take the initiative. If you want me to take the initiative, where will I have such an opportunity next time?
In a hurry, she couldn't help but sip lightly.
Li Yan suddenly felt a big headache. Yesterday, there was a sister who wanted to possess her, and today there was another sister who cried because she did not possess her. What kind of master is playing a trick on me! No, as Qiao Huanxuan, she has also reached her age. Strictly speaking,
It’s today. Is today my romantic day? Is it possible that I can pick up a bunch of beauties just by walking around the country at night?
Lai:xiang:xiang"xiang?", sighing, this is not the time for yy, he hurriedly asked about Huang Cheng or lowered his head and sipped softly, and seemed to be trying hard to control himself from sobbing.
Sigh... Could it be that this matter can't be discussed "in the future" but must be discussed "in the future" now? When Li Yan was distracted, his fever subsided a little.
Huang Cheng still captured the dragon with one hand. When he felt the change of the leader, he felt even more aggrieved. It seemed that he really had no interest in him!
Li Yan still hugged her tightly, and suddenly felt more tears wet his shoulders. He quickly put her head straight and looked directly at her.
"What are you doing?"
In the haze of tears, Huang Ying vaguely saw Li Yan frowning and heard his questioning words, which made her heart even more sad. She thought she would meet a man who was kind to her, even if it would become a burden to him.
, I didn’t ask him to promise to be responsible for anything, but I didn’t expect...
She let go and tried her best to move to the side, keeping a few inches away from Li Yan. Then she wiped her tears with the back of her hand and tried to squeeze out a smile that was uglier than bitter.
"Let you laugh at me-...I'm fine."
Li Yan was speechless, how could you say it's okay with your hands like this?
"I already understand, you... you won't like a girl like me. Girls with no figure, no temperament, no ability, no... only girls like Director Wen are worthy of your liking..."
Li Yan couldn't laugh or cry, what's wrong with this girl? Just because I couldn't bear to push you down, I feel inferior? He comforted her softly: "Why should you compare with Wen Qianyi? She is as good as hers, and you are as good as yours."
Your diligence, filial piety, gentleness, sensibleness, thoughtfulness, kindness... are all advantages. Besides, are you a few years younger than Wen Qianyi? In the future, your figure, temperament, abilities, etc. will become as good as hers.
of."
Although he was trying to comfort Huang Ying, he could not open his eyes and tell lies and belittle Wen Qianyi. With Wen Qianyi's comprehensive capital, only Zhang Yurong could rival her in the entire Paradise Group. So he could only explore Huang Ying's strengths and look forward to the future.
Otherwise, it would be too false to say that she is better than Wen Qianyi in everything.
His comfort quickly took effect, and Huang Ying began to stop crying. After a while, she looked at Li Yan blankly, and softly asked a question that stuck in her throat: "...just now, I...I was very jealous."
,Is it?"
Li Yan's body couldn't help but trembled!
He had thought it through very carefully, considering that she was voluntary and not necessarily fond of her, that she had just drank today, and that Chong Di was already frightened, etc., but he neglected to consider that her personality would lead to other things.
An extreme!
For someone as shy as her, she would either stay away from her at first, put her on the bed and go out without giving her a chance to speak out. After she speaks out, no matter how tactful or reasonable the reason is,
, for her, it means rejection! And the consequences of rejection will make her feel inferior and think of many problems.
"Who said that?" Li Yan asked a serious question.
Huang Cheng didn't say anything, but the meaning was clear: You just think I'm cheap when I come to your door, so you don't like me...
He sighed: "Do you know what kind of person I am? I never fell in love seriously before, I was just keen on one-night stands. Do you know how many women I have slept with?
Humph... I can't even remember it myself! I can't even remember the approximate number. If I just wanted you, not out of love and respect, do I need to wait until today? Based on your experience, I could have done it long ago
is you.
Didn't you say it was voluntary? But how much of your voluntariness comes from liking? Do you like me? Your impulse today is to repay me for rescuing you from them. Maybe...
You are still worried about me, worried that I might be arrested and imprisoned, so you want to give yourself to me as repayment, because you think that if it weren't for me, this body would also be taken away by those beasts. If I were to
If you are caught, you may still encounter similar problems. Instead of being defiled by beasts, it is better to give it to someone who is more pleasing to the eye.
If this is such a situation, do you think Qiao can accept it? How different is it from them if I accept you? The difference is that they use their authority, while I use my kindness, because your volition is not your true
Voluntary! Do you understand? I want to give you a little more time, and I don’t want you to regret it!”
After talking for a while, Li Yan turned over and lay next to her. He reached out and took out a cigarette from the pocket of his pants beside the bed. He was also a little irritable. The cigarette could calm him down.
After listening to Li Yan's words, Huang Ying huddled weakly under the quilt. She was also secretly reflecting, right? Is this what I really think? Am I really willing to be with him for this reason?
Watching the smoke being exhaled by Li Yan and watching the smoke drifting around the room, Huang Ying's thoughts also dispersed.
Everyone calmed down, thinking about their own things, and had no desire for the time being.
After a while, Huang Ying's thoughts regrouped, and she began to understand her own voice, her true needs, and her true desires.
When Li Yan finished smoking a cigarette, she tried her best to get up from her weak body, lay on Li Yan's chest, and then looked into his eyes.
"What are you doing again?" Li Yan glanced at her. This posture made the little white rabbit on her chest look plumper. She lay on his chest like this, squeezing out two lumps of ten grooves.
"I want to tell you... I have deeply reflected on what you just said." Huang Ying said seriously, which made her look very cute.
"You know me very well, but do you know yourself better than I know myself? What you just said are just your own thoughts. How many of them are mine? That time someone asked me to marry him, and he helped me
Bear my mother, I thought of you at that time and was willing to be taken care of by you. Yes, I admit that when I planted the country, I wanted to have someone to rely on. Anyway, it was like that. It would be better to find someone you like and understand better. And I know you are still
Will respect me. But...
It’s different now! Except for that accidental kiss that night, you have never touched me again. Instead, you often care about me, encourage me to take classes, and invite me to concerts... What you ask of me is just accidental.
Just eat the food I cooked. I think you mainly care about my feelings, otherwise you won't bother me at all.
What does this mean? It means that this man respects me, loves me, and does not want to play with me or possess me. Now, if you treat the girl seriously and seriously, and gave your first kiss to your girl, you have no confidence in her.
Do you like J1? Today, you risked your life for me. In my heart, is it just kindness? You at least... at least know that heroes save beauties, right? Even if I am not a beauty, you saved me,
I like you, isn't it okay? Can I just be grateful?"
The shy Huang Ying was able to say such words in one breath, which made Li Yan very incredible. It seems that a dog will jump over the wall in a hurry, a rabbit will bite when it is in a hurry, and a shy girl will be eloquent if she is in a hurry. This guy
I don’t think it’s too unfair to compare cute girls to dogs, rabbits, etc.
Seeing Li Yan staring blankly at her, speechless, Huang Ying became very excited and felt confident. She moved closer and continued to press: "I don't want you to marry me.
Chapter completed!