"My life ... there are many, many regrets ...

Pity……

【Guru Guru ...】

Almost full of my life ...

I have no other people's health in my life ... As long as I trot a little, I will be uncomfortable, so that it is more serious and die ...

This means that I can't help growing up like ordinary children ...

【Guru Guru ...】

I watched them jump and jump, fight ah, don't mention how sad ... That's not my life ...

When I was young, I was thinking, what does it mean to live like me ... Even sleeping, I need to pay attention to whether I will press my heart ... such a simple thing ... I have no way ... I do whatever I want

Nympho

You know this ... my regret, let alone talk about it ... "

【Guru Guru ...】

Drinking the water with a big mouth ... Maybe it's because he wants to borrow wine to dispel sorrow ... but he can only drink water ...

This makes him look funny ...

"Heart disease ..." She looked at Gongxin's sorrowful face, clamped from the plate.

She poured the hair next to her left face to the back of the head, closer the plate, and ate the vegetables generously.

"Isn't it terrible ... I think you are alive and lively ... How can there be any regrets ... Don't eat and drink every day?" She raised her head, although he saw him melancholy, but did not think what the man said what was credible.

Nympho

"Haven't you heard of such a sentence?" Gong Xin put his hand in his chest, sighed deeply, and taught it twice.

That posture, as if talking, see ... my heart ... my heart ...

"What?" She went to catch her hair again. Her soft long hair was slowly blowing by the air -conditioning in the shop.

After a bite, ah, go to eat again ...

"Some people died at the age of eight, and buried at the age of eighty ..." Gongxin said sad words, but there was no way to show a little sadness. Instead, he seemed to be absolutely a bit strange, resulting in the corner of his mouth.

Raise for a while.

"Come on ... If you don't want to eat ... you can eat ... I'll eat ..." She ate the vegetables crazy, and quickly removed the vegetables in front of Gongxin ...

"I think this sentence is quite deep ... Following the state of mind that meets my years ..." Gongxin gurgled again: "You think ... I was so pitiful at that time ... others can be full

Playing on the street, eating on the street, running on the world, I can't do it ... This ... Unfortunately ... I'm almost twenty, so I haven't made this small place ... It's so ... let me be normal

I am satisfied with my life ... "

"I think, you shouldn't tangle if you have this disease, and you don't need to tangled with regrets and regrets. You live well now, isn't it? You can also talk to me about the earth, there is no problem ...

"She ate the vegetables in her mouth, chewed it, and sipped it. She swallowed it.

"That's your opinion ... On the surface, there is really no problem ... The human heart is hidden on the chest, invisible, I am dead ... Really ... I don’t think I am alive

What do you mean ... "Gongxin was a bit frustrated:" I thought about this problem when I was a kid ... where the meaning of life ... the more I think about it, the more I don't understand, what's the meaning of life, what is the meaning. I can survive

, Already a miracle borrowed from my dad and my mother ... I haven't died yet, just because ... "

Gongxin looked at a pair of chopsticks in the plate with a piece of chopsticks quickly holding the meat slices and sent it to his mouth. He looked at the woman opposite him. She was beautiful, but it was a food ... I kept eating in my mouth ...

This sentence is very heavy ...

But she did not hear ...

This made him more frustrated: "Hey ... wait for my parents to live in the end ... I estimate that I will not live ... I can't let them give black -haired people with white hair ..."

He supported him and said the last sentence.

"I think so anyway ..."

Slap! The chopsticks were placed on the table, and the sound was very loud. Its owner widened his eyes and glanced at Gongxin ...

Gongxin also looked at her ...

Her eyes are so clear and transparent, her eyes are brown, it is a dim red, she is a little angry ... Then she picked up chopsticks, puts vegetables, eats vegetables ...

Drink down ...

"Haha? Do you really think so?" She put a piece of tofu skin in the pot. The white heat slowly rose again, and the water began to boil slowly. The red oil of the hot pot also bubbling.

She lowered her head and slowly put the vegetables into the hot pot.

"Hmm ... I really think so ..." Gongxin seemed to be firm in this idea ...

He may, there are really many regrets ...

He has no way, running like a normal child ...

He didn't feel when he was youth ... a trace of youth ...

He has no friends ... Maybe a person who needs to stay at home at all times is difficult to make friends ...

His regret is indeed full, carrying 20 years ...

What is the meaning of life ...

He also understands ... the people in this world, as long as you walk in the hospital, will definitely see it, all kinds of life and death ...

All kinds of joy, despair ...

However, he may have seen all in the hospital ... naked and desperate.

That's bad ... A child should not be too many, see too many ones, live away from death ...

Born ... Those who do not have a "normal" physiological structure ... Will it feel that the world is unfair from the beginning of birth?

Those children who have a huge gap between the rich and the poor from the beginning of their birth ... Will it feel fate and unfair from the beginning of birth?

If you feel unfair ...

How should I change it ...

Is it really easy to change ...

You will regret it ... Sometimes you can't do what others can do easily ...

You will be sad ... Sometimes you can't get something that others can get easily ...

Will you regret it? Come to this unfair world by yourself ...

"You are really naive ... Your brain is broken. You need to go through a little social beating! In this way, your brain is won't think about it."

She watched those vegetables and meat, boiling these things in hot pot, in the white vapor, in the fragrant soup, rolled over and over, enjoyed, or there was no feeling, let the soup water slaughter.

In the white fog, she can't see her face ...

And she just looked at the meat in the hot pot ...

"Have you earned your parents' high costs for seeing the doctor? Do you know how much they spent? They are exhausted every day to work, just let you say this?

Is it shameful? "She snorted, and felt that the man in front of her was a little naive. She clearly saw that his face was in the white vast water vapor.

It should be a person's face, but it is so distorted ... that's either old ... or twisted, crooked, unlike human ...

"You are only in your twenties, you want to give your parents the end of the elderly. Did you make money that they have been in the intensive ward after seeing them? Do you know how much money is needed in the severe ward? Do you know your sentence?

Will they hurt their hearts more when they hear them? "

She scolded her teeth: "You are a big man, do you know? The older men should be more manly, more responsible, instead of always thinking about these things ... The meaning of life, there is no itself, there is no itself, there is no itself, there is no itself, there is no itself, there is no itself.

Meaning ... The most important thing you live in the world now is to survive. Since you have a heart disease, you should love your own life, rather than this kind of silly idea, do you understand?

Now that you know that you can live a miracle ... Then I believe this miracle ... Anyway, a miracle has happened ... "

She took the spoon in the hot pot and put it slowly in the plate. She looked helplessly looking at Gongxin to help.

"So, if people think about this problem ... a little optimistic, there is nothing to worry about in this world at all. Really ... difficulty is not important, what is important is how you choose ... choice, very important ..."

She said a lot, as if she had finished speaking, and began to call again, blowing into her plate, and ate happily.

It seems that this is not said from his mouth, so that she is like a little fart, eating meat alone, not eating food ...

"I have thought about it too ..." Gong Xin looked at her to eat vegetables and drink beer, okay, at least she was not a child, she drank ... still drinking and not taking care of it at all. Her alcohol is very

Okay, she also said that beer is as light as water.

Drinking new water, she also drank "water", but if he couldn't, he could only watch the water in the cup ...

Guru's belly ...

Well, think about it, such a thing is indeed wrong ... I have everything for so long ... Indeed, like a miracle ...

"You think ..." She took a sip of wine, haha, and a little bit of a little bit, and looked at Gong Xinxin proudly: "There are so many in this world, so many people!"

She dances.

"Everyone who has so many different people is completely different, but they live in the same world. Even very small places have countless different individuals ..."

"Step ~"

"They are connected together to make this world colorful ... This is a miracle ..."

She watched Gongxin tangled with the dishes in her plate.

"We live every day, the world, can exist, every day, even so ordinary, one day, there are continuous miracles ~"

She smiled and took another sip of wine: "You don't show up your childish thoughts everywhere, especially don't tell your parents what you just said to me, do you understand? That's so stupid ... If you are if you are if you are

Say it, I will ask me to chat next time, I won't come, I will tell you ... "

"Well, I'm not so stupid yet ..."

Gongxin sighed ...

He really felt that he said that he had said something, and he felt a lot of good mood ...

Although he advertises that he has no friends ... but the beautiful woman who drinks and eat meat in front of him is more kind than friends ...

"Next time we don't eat hot pot, go to eat food? For example, Japanese -style, eat Korean barbecue alive ..." Gongxin stirred the meat in his bowl ...

Slowly pinch her, pinch it in her bowl ...

She looked at Gongxin a little surprised, frowned, and put down the meat: "How? Do you even choose the place where you talk about your heart next time? Can I not be a good sister?

Do you pass me? That is too casual ... "

She didn't eat anymore, she took her arms, and looked at the bitter smile.

Every time Gongxin breathe, it is very heavy ...

However, he still smiled.

"Then what do you want to eat? As long as you want to eat, I will take you to eat." Gong Xin looked at her, she slapped her hands suddenly, put her hands on the table, and said, "Okay,

One word is determined, it is difficult to chase horses! "

"One word is fixed, and it is difficult to chase the horse, but you have to finish these first." Gong Xin knocked on the plate with chopsticks, the sound of Ding Ding, sounded, this narrow private room.

"Ha! Then your wallet is bleeding ~ I give you a chance to regret it ~" She dumped her long black hair and wiped the sweat beads above her head with a paper towel.

"If you want to help me save money, I am happy." Gong Xin put a piece of meat in your mouth and ate it. It was a little spicy, but the meat was meaty after all. It was delicious. It was delicious.

Meat ...

Miracle ...

He would feel that the meat should not be delicious ...

"Well, you can rest assured, it must be the kind of that you can accept, but very expensive!" She started eating meat again, slowly put the beer down ...

She drank a bite again ... as if it was really water, three or two cups of belly, there was no feeling.

"That's it, I accept it, but my wallet can't accept it."

"That's right ... saying, the water splashed out, you are a man, always remember that you are a man! You must have a responsibility!"

"What about you ... you drink like this, more men than me ... no, the old man in the Northeast has the Northeast Master ~"

He laughed.

"This is water, okay ~ what's wrong with the guys? It's not not possible ~"

She shook her head and smiled proudly.

"Of course, of course, do it ~"

He eats the dishes in the plate ...

The meat is delicious and the dishes are delicious ...

After a long time, they didn't speak.

Because they were all spicy by hot pot ...

One is naturally not spicy, one eats a piece of big pepper, and a piece of peppercorns ...

She fanned the wind, spit her tongue, and spit out her tongue hurt and numb ...

He also fanned, spit his tongue, and looked at her old man, and smiled happier ...

What are you afraid of? Right?

He went to see the people outside the shop. A little boy walked on the street carrying a large cabinet with a large cabinet and wearing a little Hanfu. It was strange and handsome. He walked in front of Gongxin's eyes, separated by glass,

Watching the handsome child go far ...

He pointed to her.

Her eyes were shining, and it was so handsome.

He also nodded, and smiled helplessly.

The moon in the evening is round, but the wind is a bit strong ... When they go home, they walked quickly, watching the wind blowing, blowing, funny, passers -by's face.

Gongxin was afraid she was drunk, although she was not drunk, sent her home, Gong Xin alone, walked to the small yard next to her, opened the door with the key.

He called his mother, he came back, but his mother scolded him angrily and asked him to take a bath.

He can only go to take a bath.

Sitting next to your own table, holding a pen ... thinking quietly ...

Perhaps, the characters in his pen have been stunned. When he experienced so many reincarnations, the person named Chang Yufeng was so thin that his fate has been crushing him ...

Let him have no way to resist ...

He gave up his resistance ...

"This guy ... how can you give up ... his author did not use him ..."

Gong Xin said to himself, turned his pen, and returned to his fingers.

He wrote:
Chapter completed!