[There are not so many ridiculous things in this world, because essentially, I only have one life...I am chasing the footsteps of my predecessors, and never stop in order to survive...

"Cough cough cough..."

There's a cough... there's an explosion here...

"Cough cough cough!"

There is a cough... echoing here...

"Cough cough cough... cough cough cough..."

Those life-threatening sounds... caused the entire lungs to begin to tear... The lung fluid gas coming from the lungs came to the bronchus, and then to the nasal cavity, with a bitter taste...

The smell, like gall in the throat, surrounded her.

"Uncle... cough cough cough... uncle... I can... cough cough cough..."

Her words were blocked by these terrifying coughs, which made her pores dilate and hair stand on end.

"Dear...you...just stop talking..." The woman next to her looked like her parents, and the dark bags under her eyes that were about to hang down looked like burnt black cicada pupae hanging under her eyes.

"Mom... cough, cough, cough... Mom... cough, cough, cough... I... cough, cough, cough..." Her cough never stopped, as if it was tugging at her mother's heart, reaching her ears one after another... making her cough.

The mother held her hand tightly and kept stroking it.

Mother's tears flowed on the bed...she was so choked that she couldn't make a sound...

"Child... stop talking..." The mother couldn't bear her pain. Why did her daughter... suffer such a nightmare...

The doctor next to him took off his mask and wiped the tears from his eyes...

"Uncle... cough cough cough... cough cough cough... cough cough cough..." She still wanted to speak... but the disease came more fiercely... as if it was strangled by her throat...

...The God of Death stood there end-to-end, the sickle was like a long winding snake, the light of the knife flashed on its face, and the flames in the eyes of the skull were surging, like a long river of blood...

"Child...what's wrong..."

The doctor nodded, smiled and touched her head.

That coughing sound... made his hands tremble... His hands, which had gone through countless surgeries, were trembling beyond measure... Sweat appeared on them...

Could it be that these saving hands are also crying...

The smell of blood is getting stronger and stronger.

"cough--"

This cough forced her to turn around on the hospital bed, and suddenly she coughed beside the bed. The snow-white quilt was splashed with blood and turned red, as if she was grabbing the quilt in anger, threatening to drag this little life away.

Into the abyss...

They seem to be almost successful, no matter what... there is no hope...

Both the mother and the doctor were frightened and came over to help her, wanting her to lie down... Her body was so fragile... It seemed like it would break if touched, and her face was ugly and pale, and blood was pooling at the corners of her mouth.

, unwilling to leave... I coughed up the thick blood... It was like spitting out the last breath of this life... With this sound, it was the end of this weak life...

Death watches all this.

Raise your sickle.

The black sickle flickered, even though it was so pitch black... it seemed to be glowing, with a sharp edge, biting out the throat of every living being.

"Ah... much better..." She smiled softly and stopped coughing...

She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth...

"Cough cough cough..." Her voice was very soft, as if the pain was relieved...

The two adults next to her could only watch... and could do nothing... The mother had already burst into tears and gently touched her lungs.

The doctor was silent. He wanted to keep his eyes open...but his fatigue had made his eyelids fight...

"Child..." The mother was crying, and she really couldn't say a word... She couldn't say that it would get better... That would only make her feel more guilty... or even make her lose her mind... which made her choke.

Stop...

"Mother……"

She spoke... It seemed that what she just wanted to say was not to her mother, but to the doctor, but now, it is no longer important...

"Child..." The hand held by the mother... was so tight... it made her hand hurt... She felt pain all over her body now...

The pain in her hands made her whole body warm...

"Mom..." She suppressed a cough and raised the corners of her mouth slightly. That pale and weak smile made her mother even more unbearable...

The more sensible she is...

The more sad it is...

"Don't cry... ugh..."

Her body raised slightly, and she snorted.

She held back another cough.

"I'm fine...don't cry..."

Her voice was so fragile...as childish as a crying baby. It was clear that the good years and green years that were waiting for her came to an abrupt end.

"child……"

The mother closed her eyes... put her face on her hand and rubbed it... the tears dropped on that pale little hand, like raindrops gently crossing the pale sky...

"Tell... ugh..."

Her body thrust upward again.

Her throat squirmed, then calmed down...

"Brother Yu Feng... I'm going to... ugh... a far away place... ugh... let him not miss me..."

"Uh...gu..."

This young life did not cough at the last moment, just like a silent confrontation.

The sickle rises and falls...

In the ward...a hesitant woman...heartbreaking...a small body with eyes closed peacefully, lying on the hospital bed. The blood-colored bed quilt was like a scorching sun, and the sun was shining fiercely.

Crazy, exuding endless brilliance...

do you know?

This is……

The fragility of human life…

But please don't cry...

my sweetheart……

We live life after life...

never separate……】

White...everything...

Shine on the world...

His voice was calm, with few ups and downs...

"I'm sorry... I can't say how hard I work... nor how good my talent is... or even... my personality is not very friendly... to be able to get to where I am today... no... this kind of sentence should be made by accomplished people.

of...not me...I'm even stupid enough...can't do what others can do...No matter in these years of life, no matter in the years that come and go, I am a

I'm a lone idiot, I'm reckless, I'm useless... I... still don't understand... the meaning of everything... now..."

Chang Yufeng looked at the woman named [Yu Suo]. She held her chin and looked at the boy with a slight smile who seemed to be recounting his sins...

The golden door shines, as if the whiteness of the entire space is released by it, bright and dazzling. The two people are sitting very close, and the breath emitted by each other is as smooth as water... The passage of time like this, also

Just a fish swimming in a pool, as light as a floating cloud...

"Hmm...I'm listening..."

She chuckled lightly, without any malice. She was so beautiful, and her manners and words... spoke to Chang Yufeng more like a mature elder.

For a few seconds, Chang Yufeng had completely separated her from the girl named Chen Lin. Without any trace, this woman was another living... one of the gods that had ever existed...

"I...if I could die in the bright sunshine, it would naturally suit my wishes...but I still can't feel this feeling...even if I am weak...even if I am stupid and ignorant, even if I have nothing...I should also

Go try...go live and see how beautiful the sun will be tomorrow..."

Chang Yufeng choked up a little...but held it back...

"I hope she can live happily... No matter if this is her wish or not, even if she doesn't want to drag me down... She doesn't want to tell me... I will definitely go crazy about it... My incompetence, my

Everything will only make me feel more guilty... A person like her will definitely carry it alone... and will not tell me... I have no reason... nor any idea to ask her what she means.

, I only know... no matter whether she is you or not, no matter whether she is the reincarnation of all the people named Chen Lin that I have faced... I am willing... to do anything for her... This is not just me in you.

Isn’t she as simple as a little kid in front of me? I...have no way to repay her for what she has..."

He choked, but there were no tears.

This feeling is very strange...like the tears have dried up...

"Ah...human emotions...are really wonderful..." Yu Suo smiled happily and put his hand on her shoulder as if approvingly: "You are a good child...not an incompetent idiot...

You have to have confidence...this is the most important thing...no matter whether it is all in vain in the end, there is something worth fighting for, which is the luck of a man's life, isn't it?"

She nodded seriously: "A woman who can make a man risk his life and everything like this must be an angel on earth... No matter how big her shortcomings are, they can be ignored... I think

Also... although she had a little contact with me in the past, even if I don't listen to your description, I know that I am me and she is her. For her, you can do anything... But don't be searched for again.

Huang Ying’s bewitchment is for me... What you do is always for her in your eyes... Do you understand?"

Chang Yufeng didn't speak... just nodded lightly.

"Okay, okay... Go back quickly... She should be waiting over there too..." She waved her hand: "Whether you listen to me or not, that's your business. The road still depends on you.

Go on your own... instead of listening to a few words from me, have a heart-to-heart talk with me, tell me your grievances, let me preach a few times, and you will get better after listening to my good words. The road you step on will only

There are a few marks I have made. I can't guide you which way to go or how you go... It can't be changed all at once... How to be a person and do things... The most important thing is persistence. Just talking is useless.

...What kind of plans...what kind of goals...whatever persistence...they are all necessary...it will definitely not work like a headless fly."

She laughed one last time, clapped her hands, and the golden door suddenly opened. White light like a water-moon cave burst out from the golden door, and was then swallowed up by the white world here.

"In a sense, this body's time is stagnant and will not grow. Lu Xinzhai has tampered with it... However, you can think of it as a normal body and you can do anything with it... including

...that...thing..."

She smiled evilly and heyed twice.

Her sudden irregularity made Chang Yufeng really not so sad... Her meaning seemed to be very clear, he was no longer a child... Now... what he has to face will be more "realistic"

Rather, like now, your desires are hidden, or you are a child who cannot do so many things, and others will not treat you as a normal person.

But it's different now.

"I still have to tell you one thing. You are no longer a child...at least not in the eyes of others...So, in this transformation, everyone around you will have a different view of you, no matter what

Whether they are more strict with you or more indulgent, you have to remember what you said to me today. You can say that you were a little kid before. Even if you did something wrong or something very embarrassing, you could do whatever you want.

For things that make people very angry, others or people around you can use your young age to excuse you from being punished. But now, you will no longer encounter such a situation. Every time you hurt, you may bring consequences.

There will be irreversible consequences, because everyone has already regarded you as an adult, and they will think that all your character and all behaviors are fixed and will not change in a short time, and even stereotypes will affect others' view of you.

This is a completely new issue. Some people’s stereotypes of you may even follow you for a lifetime. Even until death, that person may think you are a certain kind of person. Instead of being influenced by you over the course of a long life,

All the changes he has made do not exist for him. This is ridiculous, but it is also very true."

"What you have to face will be an adult world. There will not be so many utopias and fantasies, and there will not be so many people who are good to you. People can be very nice to a child who makes mistakes, but they may not necessarily be kind to an adult who makes mistakes.

People are as good as ever. In the adult world, there is not so much absolute trust, and there are not so many clear grudges. You must understand this. Some people value interests more, some value money more, and some are more willing to do anything.

Regardless of the waste, this is difficult to see when you are a child. There must be a growth process in it. I hope you will not forget what I said today. Don't lose your confidence in yourself. You have the same rights as everyone else, and

Naturally, you have the right to be different from others. If your right to choose is in your own hands, please cherish it."

"Well... I will remember it... This is very important to me. If I forget... I will naturally be punished..."

Chang Yufeng had been listening carefully, and when he answered, he was very serious and serious.

This is no joke.

No one would joke like this.

"That's good……"

Yu Suo smiled.

"However, you should always remind yourself, this is no joke..."

"I will……"

Chang Yufeng stood up, bowed and clenched his fist in salute.

"Thank you... This is my kindness... I cannot thank you enough..."

"You're welcome, you're welcome... You'd better not come again... If you come once, it means failure..." She scratched her head and said: "It's best not to see you again... I wish you a safe journey... Come on!

Young man!"

She waved goodbye.

"Well! See you again..."

Chang Yufeng stepped into the golden gate and thanked him again.

"go Go……"

She waved her hand...

Chang Yufeng nodded.

Go through the door.

There is only one woman left here, wearing red clothes and long sleeves.

She sat cross-legged.

Smiled a little.

"That's great...Chang Yufeng..."

She raised her head and looked at the white and clean world.
Chapter completed!