Jin Yao lowered her head, stretched out her hand, revealing a small light yellow pill in the palm of her hand.

Madam Chang was surprised: "Why is this medicine still in the empress's hand? You didn't put it in the ginseng soup?"

Jin Yao shook her head slowly.

"Empress, why didn't you let it go?" Madam Chang was surprised. "This was something I finally got. Empress, do you... regret it again?"

Jin Yao still shook her head.

She just sat there, and after a long time, she whispered: "Originally, I made a big decision. But somehow, when I saw him, I lost my courage. I... really don't want to plot against him like this."

Tears dripped from the corners of her eyes again.

"Oh." Madam Chang sighed and wiped her eyes with a veil. "I never cried when I was in the mansion. When I arrived in the palace, I had shed tears for more than ten years. I felt so heartbroken when I looked at it."

"Madam, I love him sincerely and don't want to use this method to treat him." Jin Yao choked and said, "But I really don't have much time... What should I do?"

Madam Chang sighed: "Or, forget it. Let's live quietly and don't worry about this."

"I also want to be quiet and ignore anything. But when I stay in this palace, I look at him every day, and I can't control my heart." Jin Yao cried, "I am also a woman. I want the love of my man and want to have children with him. Is this also wrong? Why is the emperor just unwilling to give it to me? My brother said that I always make trouble. Do I want to make trouble? I just don't understand, what's wrong with me!"

When Madam Chang saw her crying like this, she also shed tears.

"Empress, stop crying. You are not wrong. The one who is wrong is that God is unfair." Madam Chang sighed, "You are too soft-hearted... This lovesick pill is not harmful to the emperor's dragon body."

"But..." Jin Yao hesitated, "What if the emperor knew about it later? If he was angry... I don't know what to do."

"If the emperor is angry, how can he treat the Empress?"

"I'm not afraid that he will do anything to me. I don't want him to dislike me..." Jin Yao whispered, "The emperor now only has an empress in his heart. I'm really unwilling to accept it. I also want the emperor to have me in his heart, instead of using this method to get him."

Madam Chang said, "If it were the past, it would be fine. The Empress has time to slowly make the emperor like you. But now time is not waiting for anyone. You said that you can't wait."

"I understand all these. But for some reason, as soon as I saw him, I... couldn't make up this decision." Jin Yao lowered her head and covered her face, "I'm so useless... I hate myself so much!"

Madam Chang was also at a loss.

When Jin Yao stopped crying and her emotions slowly calmed down, she asked: "What are the Queen Mother's plans in her heart? This medicine..."

"I'll think about it again, let me think about it again."

"Empress should make a decision as soon as possible," said Madam Chang softly, "Now, while the Empress is not in the palace, it is convenient for you to do anything. When she comes, the Emperor is in Fengyi Palace every night, so where can there be room for others to intervene?"

Jin Yao shook her head: "But it may not be."

"Why did the Empress say that?"
Chapter completed!