When Nangong Chen said this, Ru Xi's heart hurt a little hard, and her eyes couldn't help but feel wet, but before she was wet, there was already a crystal clearness in Nangong Chen's eyes. The crystal clearness was like a sharp blade, cut into Ru Xi's heart.

Ru Xi was silent and could not say anything. He said that if He Tianyi had not made any mistakes at the beginning and had not hurt her, the person who was by her side would not be him...

Ru Xi really can't deny this sentence, because that's the case. If Nangong Chen had not appeared and there was no accident when she secretly held the wedding with He Tianyi, she would have been Mrs. He long ago, and if He Tianyi hadn't made any mistakes at all, then Nangong Chen would have no chance, then what could this question mean?

"But there is no if in this world. You have been there all the time, but we have not been together early, that means there is a fate without separation. I followed He Tianyi afterwards, but after going around, we returned to where we were, or did we both come together? Doesn't this greater fate?" Ru Xi refuted Nangong Chen. She could not agree with Nangong Chen's view.

"Yes, there is no if in this world, but there is a causal relationship. What should I do if that person takes root in your heart?" Nangong Chen asked again. After hearing what Ru Xigang wanted to say, Nangong Chen interrupted with a gesture, for fear that there would be some extreme emotions that would stimulate Ru Xi again. He said in a gentle tone, "Ru Xi, listen to me first. I don't care about you who have loved He Tianyi before with me. I don't care about this at all, because it is all the past. Everyone has a past. If you bite the past and don't let two of them go, there will be no future. But girl, you have to understand that this past is something that both of us have to be able to pass. If it is just a wishful thinking of one person, it would be helpless."

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen sighed a long sigh, and his helplessness was brought to his sigh. Nangong Chen closed his eyes slightly and seemed to be adjusting his emotions. After a while, he said slowly: "Little girl, you are the one I grew up watching. I know very well what you think of me. Before meeting He Tianyi, you were very afraid of me. You thought you could do everything you can to get and destroy a lot of things. After you and He Tianyi were together, this idea became more and more intense. Then there was a relationship crisis between you and He Tianyi, and he hurt you. What I said just now was that it was like meeting the right person at the right time. At that time, you were very weak and the easiest to move, so we could get together. I also knew very well that in that situation, that person could be me, Nangong Chen or someone else.

We were so moved by you more than feelings, so I was very scared. That feeling was like walking on thin ice. I loved you for so many years and pursued you for so many years. Now I finally got it. Even... I even dreamed that I would lose you. Then I worked hard. The hope of hard work can make you feel moved from the initial to the fullest feelings for me. During that time, I was afraid but happy. It was really the best time I had lived for so many years. I could get up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for you and then we had breakfast together to work together. After a day, I would pick you up and get off work together and sleep well. Just like a loving old couple, how happy it was, until He Tianyi appeared again."

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen's eyes shook outside the car window, then took it back and said slowly: "Ru Xi, I really want to deceive myself like this. Even if it doesn't matter for the rest of my life, as long as He Tianyi doesn't appear, as long as this person doesn't mention it anymore, we will live a good life, but the world doesn't meet the wishes. He Tianyi has appeared now, and has completely achieved his goal. On the day of engagement, I was really worried that he would appear, and even more worried that he would destroy our engagement ceremony. In fact, since he appeared, you have been restless. From the engagement ceremony to the party, He Tianyi's shadow has never left in your mind. Until the chandelier incident occurs, what I care about is never the greeting you care about. What I care about is your concern, your nervousness, maybe it's your instinctive reaction, it seems to you that it's just a greeting, but that's not, Ru Xi, you can't deceive me."

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen seemed to be unable to say anything. The feeling was not choking, but it was even more uncomfortable than choking. When Ru Xi heard this, she understood what Nangong Chen wanted to express. Is she really still in love with He Tianyi? Can't you forget him?

"Nangong Chen..." Ru Xi wanted to say anything comforting, but she felt that everything she said was just a hypocritical thing.

"Sorry, Ru Xi." Nangong Chen still couldn't suppress that emotion, but was still forcing himself, "Forgive me, I am just a selfish man. In order to have you for the rest of my life, I can deceive myself all the time, but He Tianyi will always be there, not only appearing in your heart, but also in your life. If this problem is not solved, we will not completely remove him from the two of us, we will pass this time, and there will be the next time. We can escape once, but we cannot escape like this forever."

When Ru Xi heard these words, she seemed to have heard something, she heard his deep love for herself, and she also heard her deep helplessness, as if she was saying that not all people in love could be together, as if she was saying that she had not changed her mind to her, but she could not accept a woman who was not wholeheartedly. Thinking of this, Ru Xi's tears couldn't help but start to fall, and her angina pectoris was as if she was about to stop beating, as if she could die in the next second.

Her hand hurriedly grabbed Nangong Chen's hand, and tears were already flowing like a spring, and tears could not stop falling one after another: "Nangong Chen, what do you mean? Do you want me anymore?"

Does Nangong Chen want her anymore?

Thinking of this, Ru Xi really felt that she was about to stop breathing. She clutched Nangong Chen's hand tightened even more, and her fingernails were deeply embedded in his flesh. In this short period of time, she had already cried into tears:

"Sorry, Nangong Chen, I don't know what this will happen, and I don't know what my instinctive reaction will make you see in that situation? But... but that is not my original intention. Maybe... Maybe what you said is right, I still can't forget him. I still love him in my heart, and please forgive me. I have been with him for five years. I want to forget but I can't forget it. Give me some time, I will handle the relationship between us well, I will let that person leave our lives, and I will completely forget him!

Nangong Chen, don’t want me, I will die, I will really die. During the period when you ignored me and left me, I felt that I was going to collapse. If you just wanted me to try the taste without you, then I tasted it, it was already tasted. That kind of taste is worse than death, and the feeling of not finding you in the world is more like the end of the world. That was something that didn’t exist on He Tianyi before. I will forget He Tianyi, I will definitely do it. Nangong Chen, believe me, believe me, don’t leave me, don’t want me…”

Speaking of this, Ru Xi was really choked and cried out. She admitted that she was useless. She never thought that one day the eldest lady of the Xiang family would cry and beg a man not to leave and not to herself. She was always proud in front of Nangong Chen, like a singular peacock, with her charming feathers and his sharp and arrogance, but everything was torn apart at this moment.

When he heard Nangong Chen say these helpless words, when he realized that he might have to give up on himself, Ru Xi felt that he was going crazy and could not control his emotions at all, and cried with no hope and no self.

Seeing her like this, Nangong Chen was completely shocked. What did he say just now?

"No, Ru Xi, stop crying. I didn't mean that, why would I not want you? I'm more afraid of losing you than anyone else. I mean I want to ask you, what do you think..."

"That's what you mean just now. You said sorry for forgiveing ​​you and said you were helpless!" Thinking of this, Ru Xi cried even harder, "Didn't you say that you gave up on me? Nangong Chen, I won't let me go. I listen to you in He Tianyi's affairs, all of you. I will spend my whole life returning you to your twenty years. Nangong Chen, I love you, I can't live without you, don't leave me, don't leave me!"

As he said that, Ru Xi went forward without any reservation and put her arms around Nangong Chen's neck, and kissed her wildly. This kiss made Nangong Chen completely unprepared and completely passive. He was caught off guard but was blinded by this surprise. He suddenly couldn't think of anything, his mind was full of Ru Xi, and his mind was full of the words she was saying to her just now.

Nangong Chen, I love you, I can't live without you-

How much shock this was for him. He has been in love for so many years, and now he feels that he has no confidence and strength to hear these words from Ru Xi when he hears these words from Ru Xi.

Nangong Chen, don't want me--
Chapter completed!