Chapter 027: Why are you not there when I need you?
Ru Xi was so angry that she was suddenly shocked by this inexplicable force.
"Ru Xi." The sound she knew so well was in her ear. When she saw it was He Tianyi, Ru Xi's heart was slightly relieved, and then she was immediately lifted up. She had never seen He Tianyi again these days
Now that I saw him, Ru Xi's heart was still hard to calm down. Those things, those past, good things, sweet things, and bad things all suddenly came to her.
"Ru Xi." He Tianyi pulled Ru Xi aside, with a look of guilt on his face, and looked at her affectionately, with a very serious attitude, "Ru Xi, you said you should separate for the time being and give each other some more
Space, let each other think about it carefully, and I have already thought about it these days."
He thought it clearly. When Ru Xi heard what he said, her heart tightened, and she still couldn't help but feel uneasy. So what was his consideration?
"Ru Xi, I'm really sorry. I didn't tell you the truth at the beginning." He Tianyi looked sorry and regretful. It can be seen that he is real. He did not lie, Ru Xi didn't say anything, just
Looking at him, his heart was getting more and more uncomfortable. He Tianyi paused and then said slowly, "When I first met you, I really didn't know your identity, I just thought you
People are very enthusiastic and have a good personality. Because we have common language and have many opportunities to contact, we quickly became friends."
"What if I know my identity?" Ru Xi asked in a daze.
When asked about this, He Tianyi paused again, pursed his lips tightly and said, "I was really shocked when I knew your identity. I didn't expect you to be the daughter of Xiang Nan and Tongxin. I'm really sorry
, Is anyone who desires success a man who wants to marry you? You can work hard for at least decades less when you marry you. No, I will definitely misunderstand if I say that. I don’t mean to just think.
To use you, I mean, there are also two women in front of you, one is a Cinderella who is born like me, and the other is a lady like you. If you can catch up with them, normal men will chase you
, So I did as well. I am very lucky that I have more opportunities to approach you than other men, so…”
"After all, you are still using me..." When Ru Xi heard this, her heart ached. She felt a lot. Isn't this a kind of use? If she weren't the eldest lady of the Xiang family, would he still chase after her? To put it bluntly
, his love for her is itself based on a pursuit of interests, and the charm of that interest to him far exceeds her and far exceeds this love.
"No, Ru Xi, it's not exactly like this!" He Tianyi hurriedly explained when he heard Ru Xi say this, "I'm sorry, sorry, listen to me, I admit that my purpose of deciding to date you was not that pure.
But later when we really started dating, I found that I really fell in love with you. Really, I don’t lie to you. You are a very good girl. You are unsuspecting to me and love me wholeheartedly. I
It's also a personal person, and of course I know these feelings.
I think I'm sorry for you, I really feel sorry for you, so I swear, I told myself thousands and tens of thousands of times, I must treat you well, and be kind to you all my life. This is the only way to do this.
Only then can I relieve my guilt towards you, Ru Xi, Ru Xi, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't be rushing to be a bastard and do illegal things, and I shouldn't be so selfish that you ask Nangong Chen for me.
During this period, I was really in pain. I can't live without you. I can't live without you. Ru Xi, give me another chance, okay? It was all my fault in the past, everything was my fault.
,I am willing to use my life to compensate you, really, I swear, Ru Xi, please, please don’t leave me, don’t leave me…”
As he was talking, He Tianyi actually cried. At the end, he was already in tears. He hugged her tightly, cried in her ear, 'I was wrong, please, you can't be without you
'This kind of words, and under this emotion, Ru Xi had to cry.
Did he know how much she loved this man? She had opposed the whole world for him? But how much love he loved him, he was less and less able to accept his original intention. He actually wanted to succeed so strongly.
The idea of being a superior person in life, can he really just spoil her for the rest of his life under such an idea?
"He Tianyi..." He heard He Tianyi crying like this. After crying for too long, she felt hoarse even after she was hoarse. He shouted out his name very hard. He heard Ru Xi speak out, and He Tianyi hurriedly let go first.
He opened her body, held her shoulder and looked at her like this, looking at her eyes without blinking.
"He Tianyi, don't force me like this. I haven't convinced myself yet. I still can't accept your thoughts. I..."
"Ru Xi, I beg you, you said, what do you want me to do to forgive you? You said, as long as you say, I will do everything you say, okay?" He Tianyi is really in pain now,
Seeing that Ru Xi was still crying and didn't say anything, he knelt in front of Ru Xi very simply. Seeing this Ru Xi was shocked and hurriedly grabbed her: "What are you doing? Get up quickly, get up quickly."
But He Tianyi was very determined. No matter how she pulled him, he knelt steadily in front of Ru Xi and begged: "Ru Xi, please, give me another chance. I really can't live without you. I love you
,I really love you now, please Ru Xi, forgive me this time."
"What are you doing?" Seeing this Ru Xi's fierce sentence, "Let me get up, get up first!"
"No, Ru Xi, this is my atonement for you. Please forgive you. Please forgive you. Good Ru Xi, I really can't live without you, Ru Xi, Ru Xi!" He Tianyi cried in pain.
, begging, isn't Ru Xi also in pain? It's been five years, but how much time has he spent in these five years calculating the identity of Xiang's son-in-law, and why is he really dating with her when he's pitiful?
Enough, it's just a game of chasing interests. If she weren't the eldest lady, this love wouldn't have started at all. Will love based on interests really be true love?
Ru Xi put aside everything and went to gamble once and married him, but was it a consequence? Can Ru Xi be awake at this moment?
"If you don't get up, just kneel here if you want to..." Ru Xi pretended to be cold, and even if she turned around, she burst into tears, she would not let him see it. She ran away resolutely.
"Ru Xi, Ru Xi!" Seeing Ru Xi running away He Tianyi hurriedly got up and shouting her name to chase him, but Ru Xi ran too fast and ran across the road. He Tianyi hurriedly chased him, but
Still didn't catch up, but just shouted at the road in pain: "Ru Xi!"
Ru Xi went around a big circle and ran back to her dormitory. As soon as she ran into the dormitory, she was weak all over and felt her body spasm. Her back tightly touched the door and slowly slid down until her butt fell into a cold place.
On the floor, he bent his knees and hugged his arms tightly, leaning his head against his knees very heavy and weakly.
Those pasts, those that have become deadly poisons at this moment, made Ru Xi so unbearable. She had been hurt that time, and she had been drunk that time, thinking that she could slowly let go, and not think about him as time goes by.
I slowly let go, but today I still felt confused when I saw him. If five years could be written off so easily, then how could there be so much pain in this world?
At this moment, Ru Xi was like an ostrich. When she was injured, she would only bury her head in the soil. She would heal her wounds or die silently. She just sat on the floor until the floor was cold.
It penetrated every cell in her body little by little until the pain filled every part of her blood. Why was it still so painful?
It seems to be more painful than last time. Last time she got drunk, last time she was crazy. It was the man who came with her. Yes, Nangong Chen, Ru Xi now really feels that she is going to die alone in this small space.
,She didn't want to go to get drunk anymore, but she felt so uncomfortable if she didn't go to get drunk again. Yes, maybe what she needs most now is just a shoulder, his shoulder...
Thinking of this, she got up in panic and grabbed the bag, took out her cell phone from the bag and dialed Nangong Chen's phone number.
"Sorry, the phone number you called has been turned off..."
She called but the prompt sound was like this. Turn off the phone? He didn't answer when she called him just now. Now it's shutting down? When Yin Ruxi heard the prompt for shutdown, she suddenly felt that she was about to collapse. Why did he shut down? Why did she suddenly turn off the phone?
Shut down?
"Nangong Chen, you bastard, the biggest bastard in the world. You always sway in front of you when you hate you so much. Now you need you but can't find it!" As soon as he finished speaking, Ru Xi threw her phone out, and she was worried.
Very good.
Maybe the two of them have a heart-to-heart relationship. Nangong Chen, who was already on the plane, felt panic. He had an urgent matter to go abroad this time. In fact, he should have left on his birthday because he kept going on his birthday.
Houyan originally arranged to leave tomorrow, but today he would leave even if he was angry. In fact, he would calm himself down first, but why is he so uneasy at this moment?
Nangong Chen breathed a long sigh and couldn't help but take out his cell phone that had been turned off. Maybe he was just a shame. He was obviously very angry, but now he was worried that he didn't answer the call from Ru Xi. Now
Chapter completed!