"No, no, I don't mean that." Tong Xin quickly explained when she heard Xiao Yuandong say this. She really didn't think about that aspect at this moment. She suddenly heard that he was going to find Xiangnan and felt a little abrupt.

Seeing that Tongxin looked so nervous, Xiao Yuandong smiled, how could he not understand? He was just talking and joking, and he said in a gentle tone: "Let's go, I'll give you it."

Tongxin did not refuse again this time, so she got into the car with him. After getting in the car, Xiao Yuandong did not start the car for a long time, but looked thoughtful, as if he was brewing something but couldn't speak. Seeing Tongxin tightly pursed her lips and said actively: "Didn't you just say something to me?"

"Yeah." Xiao Yuandong responded lightly, then looked at Tong Xin, but couldn't help but shout the name he used to call: "Mo..."

After calling, Xiao Yuandong smiled awkwardly and said, "It seems that I can't call you that in the future, so as not to misunderstand others. Let's call you Tong Mo."

I can't say what it feels like when I hear this. In fact, I didn't have a relationship with Xiao Yuandong when I was having sex with Xiangnan, and I was very comfortable. It was like I was with an old friend who could chat with me, without any restraint at all. But for some reason, I always feel a little restrained and a little unwilling to let go.

"It's just a title, just call it whatever you get used to it." What else can childlike heart say at this moment? It can only be such a faint sentence.

Xiao Yuandong smiled reluctantly, but did not continue this issue, but changed the topic and said, "From how you look now, you will know that you are doing well. Congratulations, I wish you blessing you too."

There is no sarcasm or reluctance in this sentence. He said this sincerely, but the sadness and sadness in this tone is very strong, and I can't hide it no matter how hard I feel. After feeling his emotional childlike innocence, I feel more and more uncomfortable. I can only smile in a formal way and politely replied: "Thank you."

"Actually, you don't have to thank me. There is something I've always felt very sorry for. It's been stuck in my heart these days. To be honest, I'm really happy for you to be able to get along with Xiangnan now. If Xiangnan really had an accident this time, I would never feel at ease in my life." Xiao Yuandong frowned and said solemnly. These words seemed to be fair and didn't understand, and he hurriedly asked: "What's the matter?"

Tongxin really didn't know what he was saying. She looked at him with bright big eyes. Her eyes were too clean and pure. Xiao Yuandong felt more and more guilty. He seemed to bite his lower lip lightly, then slowly looked away and said:

"Actually, I knew about Xia Yuxin's drug use, and I knew about her being used by Cang Yi to get close to you." Xiao Yuandong did not intend to hide anything from this. This incident has been torture of Xiao Yuandong over the past few days, making him feel uneasy.

"Huh?" Hearing this childlike thought, she thought of that matter. Yes, she had doubted this problem afterwards. This matter had nothing to do with Xiao Yuandong. Later, when she was in danger, Xiao Yuandong came out and saved her to the death? Could it be...?

Xiao Yuandong sighed long, pursed his lips and explained: "Actually, Xiangnan knew about Xia Yuxin and Cang Yi's collusion first than me. He asked Xia Yuxin to take the plan. If there was any movement on Cang Yi, tell him immediately, but later I heard it all from Xia Yuxin's mouth..."

He paused, his expression changed, and a look of guilt appeared on his handsome face. After a while, he slowly said: "Maybe this is the magic of love, or maybe I was fascinated by something. At that time, I thought it was me, not Xiangnan, who could save you from the fire, so when Cang Yi contacted Xia Yuxin and asked her to ask you to go shopping, I knew that this was Cang Yi's conspiracy, and I knew that you would be in danger, but I didn't tell you, nor did Xiangnan, I..."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yuandong couldn't continue to say anything. Now he regretted it very much. He has lived for so many years and has always been open and honest. He has never felt guilty about his work. This time, he has made his own selfish interests fascinated his eyes and done such a selfish and confused thing.

She was shocked when she heard this child. She didn't expect that there was such a big thing behind that incident that she didn't know. She stared at Xiao Yuandong in a daze, and couldn't believe that Xiao Yuandong, who is so wise and righteous, would have such a confused time. What was she feeling at this moment? Is it because he blamed him? But he did this just for her, and he also tried his best to save her. Is she really qualified to blame her? Just...

"I'm sorry, I don't think I can hide these things from you..." Xiao Yuandong said this slowly, and then his eyes looked at Tong Xin again. Seeing her look surprised and unwilling to believe it, Xiao Yuandong's heart aches, and then said, "Are you disappointed in me?"

When he heard this, his fairy expression changed and came out of the shocked mood. His eyes were a little messy. He quickly shifted his eyes from his face, lowered his head slightly without replying.

Xiao Yuandong pursed his lips apologetically, lowered his head slightly, and turned his eyes away, as if he was talking to himself: "I am very disappointed with myself. I don't know what I thought at that time. Maybe I want you too much. When I knew that the hurt was brought to you by him, I really felt that it was not worth it for you. I just wanted to use such opportunities to let you see me and give me a chance. It was because I was too blind and I thought it was too simple.

I had never expected what happened after that. I didn't expect that things would develop to such a point. Su Yan's death... I think I have to take full responsibility. If... if Cang Yi wanted to attack you, Xiang Nan knew earlier and let him be prepared for it, maybe Su Yan wouldn't have died..."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yuandong couldn't continue to say anything. He didn't kill Boren but died because of him. Xiao Yuandong lowered his head tightly. Child heart could not see his expression at the moment, but he could not think about it. It was very painful. Things have been going on for so long, but he has never been able to let go. I think how much torture he has suffered during this period. It was indeed wrong to do so, but... in the final analysis, he was choleraized by something called love.

The atmosphere in the car suddenly became very heavy and quiet. Xiao Yuandong didn't speak for a long time, and Tongxin couldn't say anything. It was quiet enough to hear the interlaced gasps. Tongxin could clearly hear his gasps. It was not very stable. Under such an emotion, he was very painful, and it was getting more and more painful.

Tongxin couldn't help but pat his back and slowly said: "It's all over. It's all because of me. People are not sages and wise men. They make mistakes. You have never thought of harming anyone. Everyone has their own destiny. This matter has nothing to do with Su Yan. No one thought that Su Yan would go... Stop blaming yourself..."

At this moment, Tongxin didn't know whether she should comfort her or not, nor did she know what her emotions were, but what she could clearly say was that it was her fault, but it would be better to say that it was her fault.

He said that, but Xiao Yuandong could never forgive his greed and selfishness. The more childlike innocence he did not blame him, the more he blamed himself. He was silent for a long time before sighing and said, "Everyone can't control his destiny. Yes, we can't control this, just like... like fate, I shouldn't have my life, so what if I force it? I saved you that day, and then Xiangnan came. When you were sitting in my car, slapped the window and shouting pumpkins, I suddenly felt how in vain I was.

Let’s take a step back, even if Xiangnan didn’t come that day, even if I saved you beautifully according to my plan, so what? If something happens to him, you are nervous and worried about him. This is your most natural reaction. When you are in a coma, you keep calling his name. After waking up, the first thought was him. Later, in your car accident, he was unconscious and his life and death are uncertain. Your behavior is also the most instinctive.

That is love, a kind of love that cannot be shaken, which I cannot intervene, and it cannot be destroyed by any means. In fact, during that time, I was really scared, afraid that he would not wake up, afraid that you would not be able to be together, if that was true, I think I would never forgive myself for the rest of my life. Now I see you two together and seeing you so happy, I am really happy, really."

Xiao Yuandong said it very sincerely, and it brought out a deep sadness. Although he had just met her childlike heart for a while, it had been more than a day or two for Xiao Yuandong to love her. From hearing her songs and learning about her experiences, he could not extricate himself was attracted to her. Until he really came into contact with her, he became more and more depressed.

Facing Xiao Yuandong's emotions, childlike innocence didn't know what to say, and those words really touched her heart. She was really moved and grateful to Xiao Yuandong. This man knows her so well. Since he met him, he has done too many things for her. All this childlike innocence is seen.

"Far East, thank you for loving me, but a person's heart cannot accommodate too much. He... After so many years, my heart has been full of my heart, and there is no gap at all. If I hadn't known him, I would have known you first..."

Hearing this, Xiao Yuandong interrupted her words with a gesture, he smiled naturally and said, "Don't say if, there is no if in this world, nor does it leave me any unwillingness. No matter who you meet first, I will lose, and if I lose, I will have nothing to say."

After saying that, Xiao Yuandong smiled forcibly, held the steering wheel with both hands, and started the car: "Okay, I should say everything I should say, I'll take you home."
Chapter completed!