Xiangnan was really shocked at this moment. The girl named Tongxin, who watched her grow from five years old to twenty-one, and then married her for two years. He thought everything about her was her.

Everyone knew that he thought he knew everything about her better than anyone else, and these facts were undoubtedly a fatal blow to his confidence.

It turned out that he knew so little about the person next to him. He didn't know that she had left sequelae after the miscarriage. He didn't know that pregnancy was so luxurious for her, and he didn't know that it was even more unaware that pregnancy was so luxurious for her.

She and Ru Xi both had a life hanging by a thread. It turned out that he was even more hateful than he thought. It turned out that Tong Xin had always suffered the pain he didn't know. Thinking about it now, no wonder Tong Mo would feel so uncomfortable when he came back from the police station on a rainy day.

He blamed him for knowing all this now.

"Have you ever known these? Do you know how she got through the three years after she divorced you? What you see is just the glory of her current international superstar, but how can you know the sadness behind it? I've seen all these

In her eyes, I pity my heart and felt sorry for me. I wanted to give everything to help her, but she refused. In her heart, I can no longer tolerate any man except you, Lu Zhannan. However, this man abandoned her when she needed it.

A scar that can never heal in her heart is left. If childlike heart will forgive you in the end, and Ru Xi is willing to call you Daddy, then I will think this world is really ridiculous!"

Yan Jinmin's words are unreasonable, and the meaning of coverage is naturally self-evident. If Xiangnan had always been the case, he would definitely fight back with the sharpest words, but at this moment he had nothing to say. He is not a childlike heart, not a single one.

Women can only feel that hatred superficially, but they can never truly understand the true meaning of hatred.

He clenched his fists secretly, and there was a very strong impulse. The impulse was not for others but for himself. Those eyes, those unfathomable eyes seemed to have been stabbed with tens of millions of needles.

As well as his heart, blood was dripping and pain.

Yan Jinmin lowered his head slightly and snorted coldly. The sneer was filled with a strong sense of self-deprecation, and said, "The love, hate, and love in this world are really chaotic and messy, and there are not so many great principles.

There is no clear right or wrong, and a person's heart is really elusive. Many times, even though he knows it is not worth it, he still finds it difficult to control his feelings.

I am willing to give everything I have for her and Ru Xi, but I will never get her heart. Even if I don’t have Cheng Cheng’s incident, I will not have any chance. Even if you hurt her so deeply, she still loves her heart.

She shouldn't forgive you, she should hate you forever, and Ruxi shouldn't recognize you, but you should be condemned by conscience for the rest of your life and live alone for the rest of your life, but... but if that ends, you will feel

It is hard to accept, and it makes people feel that it is too cruel. What should I do?"

Now Yan Jinmin has to admit that he is conflicted. He hopes to get Tong Mo and let Ru Xi call him dad, but he knows that this is impossible, never, since he can't treat Tong Mo and he will be together again

What hope is there? Is it true that only by being with Xiangnan can she truly get the happiness she wants? If that is the case, wouldn’t it be too cheap to Xiangnan? Is he worthy?

Xiang Nan understood Yan Jinmin's ambivalence, and he understood it completely, and she didn't care about anything now. Suddenly, he couldn't accept it when he heard this. His heart was on the verge of shattering, as if it was the next second

If it wants to explode, it will be crushed and it will no longer exist. If it really explodes, it will not hurt so much, but I just struggled to the verge of death. Life is worse than death.

At this moment, Yan Jinmin sighed long and looked at Ru Xi. She was smiling so happily now, without any worries, and without any hatred. There is only truth, goodness and beauty in her world, she can see

There are only those beauty, what a happy thing.

Seeing Ru Xi looking at Yan Jinmin smiled again, she smiled with relief and said, "Look at how beautiful Ru Xi is now and so popular, who would know about her past?

I dreamed of being her father, and I dreamed of marrying a childlike heart, but I knew better than anyone else that this was impossible, and it was never possible. Now, at this point, I can still not

Can you not give up if you accept your fate? Even if Ru Xi likes me, it will be useless if she wants me to be his daddy..."

Speaking of this, he sighed helplessly. Who can not bow his head in the face of fate? I think Yan Jinmin is also a pitiful person. For Tong Mo and Ru Xi alone, no one has paid more than him.

It's a pity...

"Lu Zhannan." After both of them were silent for a long time, Yan Jinmin spoke again, his tone was much more stable than before, "We have done wrong things. You are not a good person, and neither am I. In fact, we are really

No one has the right to say who we have made. It is reasonable to not be forgiven for those mistakes, and it is their tolerance for those who have been forgiven.”

Speaking of this, the expression on Yan Jinmin's face became solemn, and her eyebrows could not be distorted no matter what. She said in pain: "We are both really sinners. I have had three loves in my life. The first one is

I was hurt again, as if the whole world owed me, and then I began to ignore the feelings of those girls. This time I came back, there were really too many changes.

Tang Mi is dead. She was my girlfriend no matter whether she has feelings for her or not. That is something I can never forgive myself. What makes me feel relieved is that Cheng Cheng has found her happiness, and I am very glad for this.

Fortunately, the happiness she wants is not only placed on me, but towards childlike innocence. If... if you let go, she will have no place to be happy for the rest of her life, then I hope you can still hold her tightly."

Hearing this sentence, Xiangnan's heart was shocked. He did not expect Yan Jinmin to say this or think so. He naturally had his unwillingness to accept it, but more of it was his helplessness and surrender to fate.

"Ru Xi." Before Xiangnan could react, Yan Jinmin called Ru Xi. After jumping on the bed for so long, Ru Xi was already sweating profusely. When Yan Jinmin called her, she stopped.

After falling down, he walked out of it. Yan Jinmin hurriedly wiped her sweat. Ru Xi was having fun just now and said to Yan Jinmin with a smile: "Uncle Yan, did you see it just now? Ru

Xi jumped so high, right?”

"Yes, Ru Xi is the best!" Yan Jinmin praised Ru Xi, and kissed her little face after saying that.

"Uncle Yan, Ru Xi is so hungry. Let's go to have dinner together?" As he said that, Ru Xi touched her little belly. She had a lot of activity just now, and Ru Xi's stomach was so hungry that she was rant.

When Yan Jinmin heard Ru Xi's words, she smiled apologetically and said, "I'm so sorry, Ru Xi, Uncle Yan has something to do tonight and can't have dinner with Ru Xi."

"Is that true?" Ru Xi pouted in frustration when she heard this.

"Yes, let your Uncle Lu take you there, okay?" Yan Jinmin couldn't help but startle Xiangnan as soon as he said something. He had no idea that Yan Jinmin would choose to "success" under such circumstances.

"Okay, Uncle Yan has time in the future, he must take Ru Xi out to play again." Ru Xi said with anticipation.

"Well, it must." Yan Jinmin smiled at her, and Ru Xi also smiled. She stepped forward and stretched out her little hand to hold Yan Jinmin's waist hard, and said simply: "Uncle Yan, Ru Xi loves you

you."

When Yan Jinmin heard this, his eyes were wet. He really didn't care about this little girl in vain. There was such a sentence that made him more excited than hearing him call him father.

"Uncle Yan loves you too." Yan Jinmin smiled knowingly, replied to Ru Xi, and then said to Ru Xi, "Okay, go with your Uncle Lu quickly, remember to be obedient."

"Well, I understand, goodbye Uncle Yan." After hearing this, Ru Xi waved to him very sensible.

"Thank you." Xiangnan didn't know what to say to Yan Jinmin at this moment. Naturally, he also knew that Yan Jinmin had tens of thousands of reluctance in his heart, and tens of thousands of people hated him for Tong Mo. But no matter how he did this move, Xiang

All Nanneng said is thank you.

Yan Jinmin smiled tightly without responding. Xiang Nan bent down and hugged Ru Xi, saying, "Okay, Ru Xi, uncle will take you to dinner, what do you want to eat?"

"Well... Ru Xi has to think about this question..." Ru Xi's eyes lit up when she heard about eating, and her mind was quickly thinking about something.

Yan Jinmin stood there and watched Xiangnan hugging Ru Xi, walking away, watching him holding her into the car, and watching Xiangnan's car leave his sight, he closed his eyes slightly.

I breathed a sigh of relief, there is a saying that is right. It is yours and you can't escape. No matter how futile yours is, it will never be yours. Tong Mo and Ru Xi are he forever

In this way, it is destined to let go without getting it.

Since Xiang Nan heard Yan Jinmin's words, he felt more and more that he deserved to die, and more and more that he felt sorry for Tong Mo and Ru Xi. After holding Ru Xi into the car, he did not start the car immediately, but looked at him with a serious look on his face.

Ru Xi, with a lot of thoughts.

"Uncle Shuai, what's wrong with you?" Xiangnan seemed to have a look of dissatisfaction with Ru Xi.

"It's okay." Xiang Nan wouldn't explain anything to Ru Xi much about this, and then smiled at her, "Since Ru Xi can't think of what to eat, then uncle will take Ru Xi to a good place, and I guarantee Ru Xi likes it."

"Really? OK, okay." Ru Xi was very excited when she heard this.

At this moment, Xiangnan just felt warm in his heart. He secretly swore that he would never let anyone down in his life, and he would never!

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