Chapter 063: My love for you is a belief
The moonlight was cool, reflected in his eyes, and a clear spring was rippling and clear. At this moment, his image was becoming more and more real, just like that stingy word, in his eyes, she
He only saw herself, and he only had herself in his eyes.
There have been countless times when Tong Mo looked at Lu Zhannan's eyes. There were too many things hidden in his deep eyes, as deep as a vortex, attracting Tong Mo to sink infinitely, sinking deeper and deeper, and finally tied to death by him.
Dead, but still can't see where I am.
Yes, it is said that this is related to his experience. After all, Xiao Yuandong is much better than him in his life, and he has never experienced what Lu Zhannan has experienced, so his eyes are cleaner and transparent than Lu Zhannan. Tong Mo can
Do you think so? Or is this just a lie that Lu Zhannan cannot find his own existence?
At this moment, Tong Mo didn't know what Xiao Yuandong said, but an unspeakable feeling surged in his heart, which made her sad and struggled...
"Mo." He gently called out her name. Is it the cause of the moonlight? The man in front of him is so gentle and charming that it is sinister. "My appearance never wants to bring you any pressure, I just hope to give it to you.
You bring happiness, if it backfires, I would rather leave.”
Tong Mo still believed what Xiao Yuandong said.
"So, Mo, you don't need to have any psychological burden. Everything is as good as before. Of course, because of my words, you can hide from me and not see me during this period, but don't be so anxious to return to me, because you say now
Everything is lying." Xiao Yuandong said this indifferently, then smiled comfortably and continued:
"You just said that falling in love with someone who doesn't love you is a pain, but you have never experienced what kind of happiness it would be to be cared for by someone who loves you. There is no old question that is often asked by you little girls.
Ask, which one would you choose if someone who loves you or someone you love? Obviously, you chose the latter before, but the fact is as you said, it is very painful. If that's the case, why not
Giving yourself a chance to try the former? Love is mutual. If you can’t warm him, it doesn’t mean you won’t be warmed by others.”
Xiao Yuandong always speaks like this, meaningful. Don’t you understand what he said this time? Just like that question, anyone will know that choosing someone who loves you is better than choosing someone who loves you.
But in reality, put aside whether he can get his heart, just say that his people, if both of them can get them, they can get married, Tong Mo really can't believe that how many people will really give up on her
The person you love will choose the person you love.
Love, love is something that cannot be linked to reason. If it has rationality, it will not be called love.
At this moment, Tong Mo was completely a experienced person. Before she got Lu Zhannan, she also thought that love was mutual. The two of them were together day and night. One day she would always touch him, but what was the result?
Sometimes people are always too confident, and they often end up losing. Xiao Yuandong is now the one who was the one who was back then. He wanted to get it because he now had desire. What about after he got it? He tasted the kind that could never warm her.
What after the taste is? Will it still remain the same?
Tong Mo really couldn't be sure whether her already cold heart would be warmed by something?
"Xiao Yuandong, before you really get someone, because that initial ambiguity will blind your rationality, you often think too perfectly, but there is no perfect thing in this world, so I am the same
, I am not as good as you think, and I can’t even find my position on myself now. Even I hate my current appearance. I am a veteran, and I have a child..."
Suddenly, his fingers pressed against her thin lips, preventing her from continuing, and then said calmly and heavily: "Don't say it anymore, I understand all this."
He understands?
The short three words seem to cover too many emotions. Yes, this man knows her, even more than she herself, Tong Mo is very convinced about this.
Yes, he knew everything, and his words had already explained everything. He didn't care about her past, did not care whether she had that man in her heart, nor did he care about her and a child. He didn't care about anything, he only cared about her
The person.
But when Tong Mo understood all these emotions, she felt heavy inexplicably. Maybe it was her wrong, it was her wrong from the beginning. She shouldn't move closer to him when she was injured, and she shouldn't get involved in her and Lu Zhannan.
In between, one should not show his fragility towards love in front of him.
"Mo, don't look at me with such a secular perspective. My love is not so selfish. Because I know you, I feel sorry for you. All I want is that you can be happy and you can be your original self. If you follow him again
Being together can be really happy. I can retreat to the position where my friends are not, but if you choose me, I will try my best to protect you from any harm given by anyone."
Here Xiao Yuandong seemed to smile relievedly and added, "Don't regard what I said as a promise, it's not a promise, but a belief."
When Xiao Yuandong said the last sentence, Tong Mo felt that Xinhu seemed to be hit by something, and he said that this was not a promise, but a belief.
Tong Mo naturally understood the difference between commitment and belief. Commitment can deceive people, but once a belief in life is sublimated, it cannot deceive people.
Is it his belief to make her happy at this moment?
Seeing Tong Mo's face of confusion and disbelief, Xiao Yuandong just smiled and didn't explain anything. Tong Mo naturally wouldn't know that it took nearly two years to understand her, and she wouldn't understand his feelings.
"Okay, you're tired after saying so much. If these words of me will make you feel depressed, just pretend I've never said anything." Xiao Yuandong smiled so purely, just like his eyes,
clean.
"Ru Xi, it's too late today. Let's go home with your mom to rest. Uncle Xiao will teach you how to draw well?" Xiao Yuandong walked to Ru Xi again, bent down and coaxed the child's tone.
"Okay, thank you Uncle Xiao." Ru Xi said very politely when Xiao Yuandong said this.
"It's dark, I'll send you away." Xiao Yuandong was naturally a kind of expulsion order, but there was no way, because he knew that Tong Mo had actually wanted to leave long ago, just Gu Nian Ruxi.
"No, just be opposite, let's go."
"Let's go during the special period." Xiao Yuandong only explained indifferently.
A special period?
Yes, she is still in the murder case of Tang Mi. Besides, the shadow of this incident on her is indeed quite big, especially at night when the surroundings are dark, they always think randomly, so this time
Tong Mo knew that she was going to make a mistake again, and she obviously shouldn't rely on him, but she didn't refuse.
Xiao Yuandong and Tong Mo led Ru Xi into their downstairs, one by one. Tong Mo stood still and led Ru Xi alone and said, "Ru Xi, see you Uncle Xiao."
"Goodbye, Uncle Xiao." Ru Xi waved to Xiao Yuandong, and then let Tong Mo lead him into the building, but Tong Mo didn't say anything to Xiao Yuandong alone.
After seeing them leaving, Xiao Yuandong put his hands in his pockets and looked up at the floor where she lived. He was used to it. He could only leave with confidence when the light belonging to her turned on.
Less than a few minutes after Tong Mo left, the light lit up. Seeing the warm light, Xiao Yuandong smiled happily and said to himself: "Mo, good night."
After saying that, Xiao Yuandong turned around and walked away. Tong Mo upstairs saw clearly the scene of his turn. She sighed softly, her beautiful brows slightly locked up, and her heart was a little confused.
Xiao Yuandong kept recalling what he said in her mind. I think he was right. Since she was destined to have no end with Lu Zhannan, should she really give herself another chance?
But, can she really do it?
How painful it is to have a marriage without feelings? She has already had too deep experience. Since this is the case, will we start another marriage without feelings? It is terrible to think about it.
Forget it, don't think about it randomly. This kind of thing is useless. If there is such a man, she will forget that Lu Zhannan falls in love with him, then her way out will come. Unfortunately, no man can do it yet.
, Luo Shaocheng couldn't do it, Yan Jinmin couldn't do it, and the dead Rong Yin didn't do it, so what about Xiao Yuandong? Can he do it?
"Lingling." At this moment, the doorbell suddenly rang. Tong Mo, who was thinking deeply, was startled and looked at the time subconsciously. It was almost early morning. Who would come at this time?
"Mommy, it's Aunt Cheng Cheng." Tong Mo was hesitant at this moment and was slow to react. Xiao Ruxi had already stepped on the bench and looked out through the cat's eyes. It was Cheng Cheng's very excited words, and then hurriedly opened the door for her.
.
"You stinky girl, you are just back now. Are you blind? You didn't see how many phone calls I have called you, so I didn't know to reply to one." Cheng Cheng scolded Tong Mo angrily as soon as he came in.
Tong Mo did not explain this, but just asked indifferently: "What's the matter for me?"
Seeing Tong Mo's attitude, Cheng Cheng really wanted to slap her in the face. Just now, she saw the scene when Xiao Yuandong sent them in, and became more and more angry at it: "You said you were going to find Xiao Yuandong, I thought you were just talking.
Yes, I didn’t expect you to go and come back so late!”
Cheng Cheng's tone is like a parent educating a child who is in love early and late. Tong Mo smiled bitterly and explained to himself: "Miss Cheng, why should I use such a thing to deceive you? Besides, Xiao
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