Chapter 059: Lu Zhannan, I Hate You!
After hearing Lu Zhannan's words, Wei Yinuo had to admit that her heart was ache, and she had to admit that she lost. He already understood it very well, right? How else should she pretend to be confused? How else should she compete with Tongxin and compete with Tongxin?
But was she really willing? Where did she lose? Who did she lose to again, was she lost to childlike heart or time? Then who can tell her?
"Nuoer...I don't want to hurt you, I really don't want you to be hurt, really..."
Seeing Wei Yinuo like this, Lu Zhannan was very painful. He had loved him for thirteen years. He really loved him deeply. However, as time goes by and with the changes in the surrounding environment, he had to admit that he was no longer the complete Lu Zhannan who belonged only to her five years ago, because he was slowly distracted by another woman, and then slowly his heart was led by that woman, and until now he was completely stolen by her.
"Don't you hurt me if you don't want to hurt me?" Wei Yinuo loosened his nose, sobbing and sobbing. Her tears were like broken water, flowing out wantonly. The bumps along the way made her more and more uncontrollable. She just looked at him, looking at the man she loved in front of him, word by word, sentence by line, flowing.
"Nuoer, I'm sorry..." Lu Zhannan really didn't want to say these three words, but there were only three words at this moment. He pursed his lips tightly, raised his head slightly, held back an emotion, and then fell indifferent, and said slowly, "Nuoer, the reason why I haven't contacted you again for so long is that I just want you to understand... I have to let go of what I should put down, and give it to time if I can't put it down..."
"Please leave what you can't let go to time..." As I read this sentence, Wei Yinuo's tears broke again, and his eyes narrowed at him, "What a helpless but so casual sentence, give what you can't let go to time, time... Lu Zhannan, do you think you have less time to give me? The two years I have left, the three years I have left, the three years I have left, and the five years I have been waiting for, can you forget what you should forget? But what is the result? I still can't let go of it. You said last time that I was just unwilling to give up now, yes, I am unwilling to give up, but do you know why I am not willing to give up? Did you leave me just for the man I love? No, it is because the man I have been with me for thirteen years and waiting for five years no longer loves me. How do you want me to be willing? How do you want me to be willing?"
Speaking of this, Wei Yinuo was extremely excited. He stepped forward and grabbed his arm tightly, shook his body hard, and asked loudly: "Lu Zhannan, tell me what should I do to be willing to do? How many years will I have to give myself to forget you? Tell me where is my way out? Where is my way out? Tell me!"
Wei Yinuo used almost all his strength to hold his wound tightly, making him hurt, causing him body, wounds hurt, and heart hurt even more. However, in the face of Wei Yinuo's questioning, he had no answer at all.
Way out?
In this love triangle that has forgotten, who is whose way out?
Wei Yinuo was already crying. Her hand holding Lu Zhannan's arm tightly was stained with blood. The blood stained her fingers and fell down her fingertips, just like the sound of blood dripping from her heart. If she didn't like Lu Zhannan, it would be fake, it would be absolutely fake!
Lu Zhannan was silent. He gritted his teeth and tried hard to hide an emotion, and he kept chewing on a pain. He couldn't give the answer she wanted, really couldn't give...
"Why don't you talk?" Seeing Lu Zhannan silent, Wei Yinuo looked at him without blinking, and asked in a daze, "You speak, use your reasons to convince me, why should you be silent? Why should you be silent?"
"What are you? What explanation do you give me?" Seeing that Lu Zhannan still didn't say anything, Wei Yinuo questioned loudly, still so excited, "Lu Zhannan, you are so heartless, really so heartless! We have been together for so many years, and in the end you changed your heart and kicked me out of your heart completely. What am I? Who am I? Am I the former Wei Yinuo? That real Wei Yinuo is jealous of evil and openly, but now? Wei Yinuo is just a despicable, shameless, sinister and cunning villain, and who am I like this? Now I have become the person I once hated the most for? I just want to keep the man I love, I just want to return my love, so I will do it all, but in the end? It causes scolding and then has nothing?... Haha..."
Wei Yinuo laughed shrill again. The laughter made Lu Zhannan feel terrible and made his heart really hurt. He knew that she had become like this for him, so he didn't want to tell anyone about all the wrong things she had done, let alone let anyone know. This stupid approach is not to protect, but to hurt again and again... hurt...
"Wei Yino, Wei Yino, you are so ridiculous, so ridiculous!" After laughing for a while, Wei Yino said sadly, "The man you are waiting for with your life, the man you are waiting for, have been making wedding dresses for others for so many years, and are making wedding dresses for others..."
"Nuoer, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Now Lu Zhannan feels that everything he says is really pale.
"I'm sorry? Put away your sorry, I will never hear these three words again, I will never hear them! Never hear them!" Wei Yinuo reached out to wipe her tears, but the tears were still falling out of disobediently, and the wound in her heart was still spreading as disobediently as possible. Looking up, tears had blurred her vision, and she felt that the person in front of her was slowly moving away...
"Yes, it's all your fault, it's all your fault. I fell in love with you, and then abandoned me, exchanged my lifelong happiness with your thirteen years of petting, and changed my original appearance. In the end, I only had one word of sorry.
I am thirty-five years old this year, but you are the only one I have loved. At the time of youth, many boys pursue me, never wavering for you. But now, the beauty has sent me a yellow man. Let me tell you what I can't let go and leave it to time. All the promises you made me once would spoil me for the rest of my life, and I will always love me alone, and with time it has finally become empty words.
Time, time is really the cruelest thing, and your men's promises are also the lie that cannot stand the test of time. Nine out of ten men are lying. I thought, I always thought you would be the only one, but in the end I was just lying to deceive yourself. The promises were just a lie that tried to convince yourself to believe in the stolen bell…”
Speaking of this, Wei Yinuo was powerless, really weak, unable to shout, unable to laugh, or even breathe. It was so difficult, it was really difficult.
And what about Lu Zhannan? Isn’t it?
Isn’t he the culprit in this love triangle that forgets age? It’s really his fault. He doesn’t know how to cherish when he is here. Only when he loses it will he understand his heart. He lost twice, lost Wei Yinuo once, and lost his childlike innocence once, but these two losses give him a different feeling.
When did the girl who was just his sister slowly crawl into his heart? When did she start to replace Wei Yinuo's position little by little? When did she start to understand that feeling, the feeling that without Wei Yinuo would cause pain, and losing childlike innocence would cause death?
He really didn't want to hurt Wei Yinuo, but, but continuing to give hope will only make her completely desperate in the end. It's better to make her desperate now than to be in the future. Long pain is worse than short pain, so... so best...
"Lu Zhannan, I'll ask you one last question, the last sentence." Now Wei Yinuo felt that even the strength to speak was gone. He looked at Lu Zhannan with red eyes and bit his words and asked clearly, "Did you choose her because of the child?"
"No." Lu Zhannan did not hesitate and answered very simply, but it was this kind of simplicity that made Wei Yinuo feel heartbroken. She bit her lip heavily and asked again with pain: "Have you really decided to choose her? No matter whether I still love you, no matter how she will revenge you and hurt you? No matter whether you will get it in the future, do you have to risk the possibility of having nothing to win her back and love her?"
"yes."
After hearing the answers to these two questions, Wei Yinuo's body softened, and then a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Thank you... Thank you for your answer, I understand... Pa!"
After the words came, Wei Yinuo slapped Lu Zhannan hard on the face. The dried tears were warm again. She said loudly with her last strength: "This slap was for myself, for my infatuation for so many years, and your heartlessness at this moment! Lu Zhannan, I hate you, I hate you! The more I loved you before, I hate you now! I will never see you again in my life, and I will never see you again in my life!"
After saying that, Wei Yinuo covered his mouth and ran out crying.
"Nuoer..." At this moment, Lu Zhannan felt that all the temperature was gone, as cold as a dead person, but he could not chase after him anymore, and he really couldn't chase after him anymore. He chased him again but would only hurt her even more.
The way out, Wei Yinuo's way out lies in leaving him. Only by leaving him can she find her original self.
So Nuoer, if you want to be happy, you must be happier than everyone in the world, to get revenge on his ruthlessness!
Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, Wei Yinuo stumbled out of Xiangnan International, and saw her back, from a clear image to a blurry black dot, and finally disappeared. He knew that the girl who had been with him for so many years had been hurt and completely lost...
However, what was he feeling at this moment? Or happy or sad?
The blood in the arms she grabbed was oozing out from inside and the snow-white color made him numb, while the slap on his face made him awake, so all the emotions climbed up at this moment, making him unable to bear it, and then he felt that his eyes turned dark. Fortunately, this time he did not wake up from that painful feeling again...
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Chapter completed!