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Chapter 044: Why does such a man exist?

This love can be remembered, but it was already lost at that time. He finally failed this infatuation, so that feeling and love can only be hidden carefully, and can only be regarded as a memory, a memory that only pain but no happiness.

After getting into Xiao Yuandong's car, Tong Mo curled up in the back seat, hugging herself weakly, and shivering. Perhaps the heart that had been hard for too long suddenly hurt a little disobediently. It hurt so it completely covered the pain in her abdomen. The rain outside was still falling, slapped on the car window, making a crackling sound, like hail slapped the car window randomly and vigorously, and also hit her heart. The intense sound of rain sounded like a sad song, but what were they venting? What kind of emotions were venting?

A trace of cold came, Tong Mo's body trembled slightly, and he hugged himself tightly again, but the car that had been driving in the rain stopped at this moment, because Xiao Yuandong knew that she didn't want to go home at all. She just wanted to leave the man, just wanted to get rid of the pain of meeting.

Since that's the case, she has gotten rid of that man at this moment. What's more important where she goes now?

Xiao Yuandong took off his coat and handed it to her. Tong Mo took it over and said lightly: "Thank you."

Tong Mo put on Xiao Yuandong's coat, and the wetness on the clothes quickly penetrated his clothes. The warmth on the clothes also penetrated into her skin at the same time, but it only reached the skin. The heart was still as warm as ice rain, without any temperature at all.

"Mo, is that man that important to you?" After staying quietly with Tong Mo for a while, Xiao Yuandong asked this softly. Although he had just come into contact with Tong Mo, he had been really familiar with her for two years. From her experience and from her singing, the traces of that man are everywhere. Even if she never mentioned it, she could not lie.

Just now, Xiao Yuandong only called her the word "Mo". This is the first time that someone has called her like this since she grew up. Tong Mo felt a little awkward and unfamiliar.

Mo, the foam of Mo, I originally named it to tell myself that everything has passed, like a bubble, has existed, but cannot leave any trace. She also wanted to erase the painful memories of the past, Mo, Tongmo, and indifference, and also to tell her that the past past was like a bubble, and then she must keep her heart and be reborn indifferently.

But, did she really do it?

And what was she feeling when the man in front of her suddenly asked this sentence? Tong Mo sighed secretly, raised her head, and a coldness sprinkled in her eyes, and replied decisively: "No, that man is just my ex-husband, that's all."

But when Xiao Yuandong heard this sentence, he just smiled faintly. Naturally, he didn't believe it. He paused again. He continued: "Mo, don't answer this question so firmly. The more you are, the more guilty you are. You repeatedly emphasize that you are telling others and also reminding yourself, otherwise you will be afraid that the heart that is hard for him will soften again without reminding. The more you do this, the more you can explain the position of that man in your heart."

"No, it's not like this!" Tong Mo suddenly became nervous when he heard Xiao Yuandong say this, and he hurriedly said, "He has passed. I can't let him appear in mine again, absolutely impossible!"

Seeing Tong Mo so nervous, Xiao Yuandong smiled again and explained: "Mo, I believe what you said, I will believe that you may never accept him again, but not accepting and forgetting are two completely different concepts. You don't accept it because you have hatred in your heart, because he hurts you too deeply, and where do these scars come from? How can you hate it if you don't love deeply? And you have never mentioned it to him in the past three years of your escape, so how can you forget it?"

I haven't mentioned it, but I have never forgotten it?

A sentence completely opened all her disguise, and all her emotions were exposed. Tong Mo couldn't speak anymore, and the coldness of her eyes was instantly dispersed by a warm liquid. She could disguise everyone perfectly. Why did she reveal all her guilt just because of this man's words?

"A person has a short life, and there is such a person who has always made you happy, sad, heartbroken, and despair. It has occupied you for eighteen years. How can you forget it? Isn't the song you sing repeatedly for him? There are also songs you wrote, which contain hatred for him, affection for him, grievances for him, and despair for love. You refuse to admit it, but you cannot deny all the habits he has formed subtly in your heart. It is desolate to pick up the pen, and it is sad to speak. Who else can you give such emotions at such a young age besides what he gives?"

After Xiao Yuandong said that, Tong Mo was already in tears. She had never cried like this for three years, but now she couldn't help but hear Xiao Yuandong's words. She stared at the man in front of her, and the man she was not familiar with, but her heart was so painful that she couldn't help herself.

Why? Why did this man understand her emotions, but Lu Zhannan never understood them? Why did he have to tell her so clearly that the man still exists in her heart? How cruel is this? How cruel!

She really hates it, really hates it!

Why can't she pretend to be confused? Why does this man know her so well? Why does such a person appear to make her have nowhere to hide from all her worries?

"Mo, I'm sorry, I shouldn't say this." Xiao Yuandong said apologetically, but Tong Mo didn't say anything, lowered his head, no longer looked at his face, and did not dare to look at his eyes that understood his own eyes so well. After seeing those eyes, she was afraid that she would reveal all her guilt.

"Mo, life is short, don't be wronged. If you still love him, if... if... if you can't let him go, try to give him a chance and also a chance. If you decide to let go, then you can choose another way, another way out of your own..." Xiao Yuandong said with deep feelings.

Go and choose another way? What's her way out?

Tong Mo was a little confused. The man seemed to be accustomed to saying half of it and half of it. After hearing this sentence, Tong Mo suddenly remembered what he said, "Isn't the same thing as this sentence?"
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