"Since I can remember, there has been only darkness in my life. The only sunshine Xiao Jue... also left because of me. I spent more than ten years just for revenge. After revenge, I am not happy, but I don't want revenge.

I will be even more unhappy. I want happiness, I want light. In the past, it was Xiaojue, Anna, and even Locke... Now, I have you and Chengcheng. But I just had happiness, but I was once again

Reality hits

I hit the bottom of the cliff. Will all the people I love suffer because of me? Am I really not worthy of happiness? Otherwise, why should I endure so much unbearable pain again and again? Ye Feihan must be

It's my nightmare, otherwise why wouldn't he let me go...why...if I really lived a muddy and joyless life with him, wouldn't all this happen?"

Helian Qing's hand covering his son's ears gradually turned into a fist. Hearing her self-abandonment remarks, in addition to the trembling heartache, he felt even more angry!

Angry, angry that she gave up on herself like this! Where did she put him?

Qian Xiaojiu stood up slowly, calmly looked at the anger in He Lianqing's eyes, reached out and gently held his fist covering Chengcheng, and continued gently: "I admit that these questions, I have been asking them for the past two days.

I thought about it pessimistically. I even thought that if I didn’t come back, none of this would happen. But, it just happened.

What can I do if I regret it again? When I think of you again, if it was you who was in trouble this time, I know that I really can't lose you. I think of that time on the sea, if you really died with me like that

I don’t regret it even when I’m in the sea, I even feel happy. Because my ending is what I want.”

"Ah Qing, I can't lose you and Chengcheng. Although this idea is really selfish, and I'm sorry for Agrace and Gemma, but that's what I think. So I will not be defeated by reality, and I will not leave.

, I will stick by your side and never again

I have to take revenge for such confusion. This time, I will still fight a protracted battle... So, I really need you, I need you to stay with me, give me strength, and even help me. Even if I give it to you

It will bring a lot of trouble and danger, and I am not willing to leave..."

She needs to survive before she can take revenge.

He Lianqing held Qian Xiaojiu's hand with his backhand. He looked at the redness in her eyes and listened to her tone of voice that was full of sadness. He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed her eyes with his thumb, as if wiping her eyes.

He looked at her with tears in his eyes: "Okay. I will always be with you, no matter what you do."

"Thank you." He gave her almost all her strength.

If it hadn't been for him, she could hardly imagine how she had survived this time...

"I love you." He lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, so never say thank you to him.

Qian Xiaojiu closed her eyes gently. Although it was really inappropriate to continue this topic at this moment, she said coldly as if she had made up her mind: "So... give me the Xunbu, Ah Qing."

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During dinner, Anna and the others came to the restaurant.
Chapter completed!