Chapter 86 Su Jingxian
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Su Jingxian looked at Liu Qing's depressed and painful eyes quietly, and her expression darkened. Her heart ached slightly. She took out a tissue, hesitated for a moment, and then raised her hand gently. She wiped the sweat from his forehead carefully.
He whispered: "If you bury your worries in your heart, it will make you more painful. If you don't mind, you can tell me."
"Pah!" Liu Qing couldn't help but slapped her hand away, stood up, picked up the tea cup and drank it all in one gulp. His voice was hoarse and low, and he said, "Sorry, I have something else to do today. I'll excuse you now." After that, he turned around.
Then leave.
"Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian chased after him in panic, only to see him drop the money on the counter and arrive at the door in an instant. She ran all the way to catch up with him, but Liu Qing walked very fast, and soon she was left alone.
A distant and unfamiliar figure quickly disappeared from her sight. Just like that time, she secretly went to say goodbye on the small platform in her hometown. Looking at him from a distance with a big red flower on his chest,
Wearing a military uniform, she got on the train. It wasn't until the train slowly left the platform that she dared to walk out from the pillar and looked at the train driving further and further away. Her eyes were blank and empty, and tears kept rolling down from the corners of her eyes.
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"Liu Qing, I really don't want to leave you..." Su Jingxian squatted weakly by the roadside, crying helplessly: "I miss you every day!" Vehicles and people kept passing by.
Passing by it made her feel that the real world was getting further and further away from her.
It wasn't until a long time later that someone squatted down next to her.
"Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian looked up happily with tears in her eyes. But she saw a young and familiar beautiful face facing her. She handed her a tissue and sighed softly: "Teacher Su, wipe your tears.
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"Xiao, Xiao Mei! Why are you here?" Su Jingxian stood up in a panic, but her head was slightly dizzy. Xiao Mei quickly supported her and said with concern: "Mr. Su, are you okay? I'll help you.
Let’s go back to the school’s infirmary and check it out?”
"I'm just a little anemic, I'll be fine in a while." Su Jingxian shook her head slightly and said softly in embarrassment. She picked up a tissue and wiped her tears in a panic.
"Teacher Su." Xiao Mei called softly, supporting her and walking to school. When she saw her turning her head slightly to listen, she lowered her head and said, "You must love him very much. This is the first time I have seen him."
Teacher Su, you are so unable to control yourself and lose your composure."
"You, what are you talking about?" Su Jingxian was at a loss for a moment, and her soft eyes were confused: "I, I just, just..." There was a touch of unspeakable sadness in her heart, and crystal tears overflowed again. She shook her head softly in bitterness.
Crying: "Xiao Mei, you are still young. You don't understand..."
"Liu Qing, he has a wife. Teacher Su, do you know?" Xiao Mei didn't take it seriously, but asked a question.
Su Jingxian was slightly shocked, but she didn't seem surprised. With tears in her eyes, she slowly nodded and said bitterly: "I know, I knew it a long, long time ago."
"You actually know? Have you met his wife?" Xiao Mei looked at her in surprise.
Su Jingxian did not answer, and her tears gradually stopped. She remained silent and continued walking back, her steps a little wandering.
"I understand." Xiao Mei chased after her again and continued to hold her arm: "Teacher Su, do you still remember the selection for the special teacher title this year? You were supposed to be elected, but in the end you gave up on your own initiative.
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"Teacher Gao is older and has a heavy family burden. She needs this professional title more than I do." Su Jingxian's expression slowly calmed down, but her original soft and delicate eyes were lifeless.
"Teacher Su, what you say is kind at best." Xiao Mei said unconcernedly: "at worst, it's cowardly. This society is inherently a competitive society. Retreating or forbearing too much will only make you lose what you deserve.
thing."
Su Jingxian's delicate body trembled slightly, she was startled for a moment before revealing her helpless eyes, and said with a trembling voice: "Xiao Mei, things are not what you think. Things between him and me are far more complicated than you think.
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"Teacher Su, I don't understand what you are saying." Xiao Mei disagreed and pouted: "I only know that when I was a child, my mother took me alone and lived a very hard life. I would often be looked down upon by others, and
Some of my mother’s friends persuaded my mother to find a good man and remarry, so that she could have someone to rely on. But my mother said that people can only grow in adversity. The dignity and life that come from charity are like a sandcastle with unstable mud walls.
, seems grand, but with just a slight push, it will collapse in an instant. Only by striving for it through your own efforts and winning the respect of others with your strength can you gain happiness."
"So, as long as I like something, I will fight for it. If I can't fight for it, I will grab it." Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian firmly and said solemnly: "So, even if you really love him, I will never
If you are soft-hearted, I will not tolerate you."
Su Jingxian looked at her student in surprise. This was the first time she discovered that a seventeen-year-old girl could have such complicated thoughts. If she, a traditional and weak person, had thought the same as her, maybe, maybe nothing would have happened.
In this way. However, when she thought of Liu Qing's current situation, Su Jingxian slowly shook her head bitterly and said: "Xiao Mei, it's too late to talk about all this now."
"Liu Qing is dead?" Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian with a strange look on her face.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Even with Su Jingxian's calm and indifferent temper, it was difficult to control Liu Qing's matter and she said slightly angrily: "How can you curse him!"
Xiao Mei looked at her ignorant teacher with some amusement and pity, and couldn't help but shake her head with a smile: "Teacher Su, it doesn't matter whether you understand it or not. Anyway, I won't say it anymore. Because from today Liu Qing
Judging from the look on your face, you are my love rival, and the most terrifying one." After a pause, he smiled sweetly and said: "Goodbye, Teacher Su. I'm going to class." Before I knew it, I had arrived at the school gate.
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Su Jingxian thought carefully about Xiao Mei's words, and finally her expression changed drastically, and her heart was in a state of confusion: "She, she means. This, how can this be..." Her soft and boneless hands tightly grasped the school gate guardrail, calmly
There was a violent surge in his eyes.
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Chapter completed!