Chapter 33 Actually, I dreamed of you
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"Tiger, they are all dead. What you remember is that you killed them with your own hands. You have already avenged little Lisa." Anna quickly pulled herself away from her emotions and continued to teach softly.
He: "Those villains must be repenting in hell."
"Yes, they are all dead. I killed them with my own hands. I also captured the leader of the beasts. It took three days to cut off his flesh piece by piece with tiger teeth in front of little Lisa's grave.
, it took him a thousand cuts to hang him on a telephone pole. Anna, this is the Lingchi punishment in China." Liu Qing's face at this time was extremely ferocious, like a demon crawling out of hell. It was scarlet.
His eyes flashed with indescribable evil pleasure. But soon, his voice trembled again: "But what's the use? Little Lisa is still dead, I killed it with my own hands. My shooting skills are very good
That's right, one shot hit her heart. Haha, one shot killed her." Liu Qing was laughing, and kept laughing. But the muscles on her face were twisted into a ball.
"Tiger, this is not your fault, this is not your fault." Anna's heart tightened, but her eyes were still as gentle as water: "This is all the fault of those beasts, if you don't shoot little Lisa. Just
It will make those beasts even more proud, and little Lisa will be in more pain. Little Lisa will be in heaven, and she must be very grateful to you for freeing her. Tiger, my dear, take the medicine I gave you.
Two pills, no, one pill is enough. Don't take more, you know it will create dependence." At this time, Anna, seeing him like this, felt indescribable pain in her heart. If she were by his side,
, maybe she will desperately use her body to comfort him and let him vent all his emotions on himself. However, now the two sides are tens of thousands of miles apart. Even if they have the intention, they are powerless.
Liu Qing relied on her strong willpower to put her trembling hands into her pocket. She took out a small bottle of unmarked medicine and poured out one pill with difficulty. Looking at the two pills, her breathing became heavier and heavier.
It seemed that he was struggling repeatedly in his heart. Liu Qing actually knew in his heart that if he took this pill and relied on the influence of drugs to survive the difficulties, his willpower would be weaker, and he might have to rely on drugs again in the future.
to numb yourself.
However, if he didn't eat now, Liu Qing didn't know if he could survive it. All kinds of chaotic emotions kept impacting him.
Anna also looked at Liu Qing extremely nervously, wanting him to eat it immediately so that he could get temporary relief. However, she also knew clearly that if he ate it, Tiger's life might be ruined.
With great difficulty, Liu Qing took out a fruit knife from the drawer and was about to stab his hand. However, Anna at the other end of the video suddenly screamed: "Tiger, Tiger, don't do this. Dear, if
If you really can't bear it, just take medicine. Don't harm yourself, it will make you addicted." Since Anna studied post-war psychological syndrome, I don't know how many patients have seen self-harm. In the beginning, it was true that relying on
It is believed that self-mutilation can reduce the psychological burden. However, anything that can suddenly make people feel relaxed is addictive. Self-mutilation is of course no exception. In fact, about 80% of patients can even develop symptoms when they reduce their guilt through self-mutilation.
Abnormal pleasure. As time goes by, the means of self-mutilation will become more and more powerful. In the end, they usually take the road of final relief, suicide. Anna really doesn't want him to embark on this road of no return, and would rather he become an addict.
I don't want him to harm himself.
Suddenly the clear ringtone of the mobile phone rang, attracting some of Liu Qing's attention. However, he did not answer it until it was completely disconnected. However, the mobile phone ring started to ring again. Reluctantly, it seemed that Liu Qing
If you don't answer, it will keep ringing.
"Tiger, answer the phone, please, Tiger, my dear." Anna comforted her softly. Answering the phone now can divert his attention to some extent. If it is someone he cares about very much, it may have an effect.
Better.
Liu Qing's forehead was constantly sweating. He took a deep breath and put down the fruit knife. He nodded, picked up the phone without looking at it, and directly pressed the answer button: "Hello." There was no words in his voice.
Tired and hoarse. Fighting with yourself is always more tiring than fighting with others.
"Uncle, Uncle Salty, Uncle Salty. You are finally willing to answer my call." A crisp and sweet voice, mixed with a little dissatisfaction and a hint of coquettishness, came from the other end of the phone.
"Little Lisa?" Liu Qing's thoughts were confused for a while, but she quickly came to her senses. Little Lisa couldn't speak Chinese. The image of Xiao Mei's puffy eyebrows and cute and playful look with her mouth pouting yesterday appeared in her mind. Then she relaxed.
He took a breath and changed his words: "Xiao Mei, do you have anything to do with me?"
"Little Lisa? Who is Little Lisa? Uncle, have you gone abroad to pick up girls?" Xiao Mei's crisp voice was suddenly raised an octave: "Uncle, you are such a ruthless and unjust person.
. Yesterday, we were very close to each other and slept on the same bed, cuddling each other. It was only one night later, and I completely forgot about me. Humph! I have something to do with you? I can’t mess with you if I have nothing to do.”
The crisp tone, coupled with the unique youthful emotion of a girl, seemed like a clear trickling stream, flowing through Liu Qing's soul, washing away the rich haze in his heart. At the same time, it lifted him from the complicated world.
In the world of thinking, I pulled back a little.
Anna also saw the significant changes in Liu Qing's face through the video. She quickly seized the opportunity and added: "Tiger, smoke a cigarette and calm yourself down first."
Liu Qing also knew that this was the best chance to overcome the difficulties. He quickly lit a cigarette and took a deep puff. He let Xiao Mei chirp about his faults. After a while, Liu Qing
My mood has magically stabilized a lot.
"Oh, I was sleeping just now and had a nightmare. I was woken up by your call and I didn't even have time to react." Liu Qing actually smiled reluctantly, although this sentence seemed like a lie.
However, it cannot be said to be a lie. Those past events are really a nightmare that is difficult to erase in his heart.
"Huh? It's strange that people of the uncle's level can also dream? It's actually a nightmare?" A mocking cry of surprise came from Xiao Mei's end: "Could it be that you dreamed of being raped by Aunt Furong?"
"Uh, actually I dreamed about you!"
"Uncle, damn uncle, I'm going to kill you!" Xiao Mei on the other end of the phone jumped up angrily: "You, you, you bully people too much."
Chapter completed!