Sometimes, even in a very ordinary life, inadvertently, the girl who is the goddess of fate will always use her unique techniques to remind you of her existence.

In fact, it is undeniable that in 2008, my overall fortune has been in a bad mood except for the fact that new books are sold well. When I count it carefully, I seem to have one or two major accidents that make me feel tired and tired. Some of them only disappeared after ten days and one or two months. Some have been affecting my present. I thought my fortune would be better in the second half of the year, but two things that happened in June and July almost made my life turn directly.

As for the Olympic month of August, it is still calm for the time being, except for some minor bumps. But I know in my heart that I am affected by the two unexpected events in June and July that seem to have calmed down. For me, a bigger storm is brewing. In addition, I am ready to face and bear the known and coming storm.

No matter how I am personally turbulent or incidents, for the entire society and the country, they are just trivial matters. They face them with the mentality of no big deal in the world, and the birds are facing the sky. At most, they will just go with the flow.

In fact, the insights I want to talk about today are not all of the above. Those are just because the goddess of fate always cares about some of my little complaints. I can't beat her anyway. Since she wants to rape her, let her rape her. Those complaints are just to be treated as some painful and pleasant moans that I made when I was raped by the goddess of fate.

What I really want to say today is a small thing that happened yesterday, which gave me some enlightenment. It was an unhappiness and joy that accompanies each other. Yesterday, I watched the Olympics until three or four o'clock in the afternoon and couldn't help but sleep. When I woke up, it was already midnight. Due to the influence of the last day of the day, I felt relaxed and decided not to write and be lazy for the whole day of awakening.

Some of them wandered around the Internet and met the editor-in-chief. After a while, they slap in a slander, they suddenly had a strong desire to write and were in high interest. They drove the editor-in-chief to sleep, put the QQ on his own, cut off the Internet, prepared cigarettes, and prepared coffee, and even made a bottle of whiskey... (It's very strange? I rarely do this normally, but I seemed to be really interested yesterday. I usually just prepared cigarettes and coffee.)

After listening to the saxophone and piano music for a while, I started to write. After about two hours, after finishing a chapter, it was already past two o'clock in the morning. Here, a turning point seemed to begin to occur. The excitement seemed to have calmed down. I originally wanted to continue to write another chapter and post it together.

However, at this time, my thoughts changed. I seemed to have been raising the Dragon and Snake Romance for nearly a month, so I decided to go and read the Dragon and Snake chapters first before continuing to write. Once I logged in, I found that the remaining Qidian coins in the account were not enough to pay. Here I would like to despise the Agricultural Bank of China. The good online payment card was stopped and it was about to be opened at the business point. I had to go to the business point for a long time, which made me unable to recharge now. In desperation, I learned from the majority of book friends and uh, and started doing what I had done. Anyway, JJ is also our own person, so I just wanted to ask him to do some activities that can make people happy.

Well, the tragedy began to happen. Because the notebook broke a while ago, it was not returned to repair yet. Now I am using the desktop computer that I just started to use temporarily. I didn’t have any protective measures and I just ran naked. I searched east and west, and it caused the Trojan horse and the machine started to run slowly.

Actually, this is nothing. At worst, just put the C drive and copy the system again and it's OK. I don't know if it's the reason for whiskey, or I'm too careless. A very simple software-format hard drive activity was done by me and I directly deleted the C drive. When I reset the C drive, I started to find that I couldn't copy the system no matter how I copied the system. The system prompted that there was a problem with booting the disk. Maybe when I deleted the C drive partition, even the original boot area was killed.

Because my level is so bad, I used various ancient DOS software to tossed for half a night. Not only did the startup area not recovered, but I even killed all the subsequent partitions...

At this time, the optical drive that could pop out with a needle was also in a slight way. I was so excited that I could poke it hard, but I wouldn't pop it out. I found a screwdriver and pried it out directly. Of course, the poor optical drive was also ravaged by me and scrapped it out.

Now, I had hopes of installing the system. It was already seven o'clock in the morning. I had no choice but to go to have breakfast and prepare to buy a new machine after the computer city opened after a while. Because the damn laptop God knows when they will send me back.

Just as I was drinking soy milk and eating fried dough sticks, I suddenly thought that I had an old machine. It was the second computer in my life and the first one I bought after I made money. Because it was more memorable, I never wanted to throw it away, and that computer seemed to be good.

After breakfast, I didn't care. I turned out the oldest machine to a certain extent, removed the optical drive and hard drive, and installed it on the older ones I am now. Fortunately, the optical drive and hard drive were safe and sound. After trying to get the system back into the operating system, I cried. Grandma's, it took me half an hour to get it done.

Grandma's dream is memorable, Grandma's Dragon and Snake Romance, I won't give up until I see you today. I didn't even install the sound card driver and Sogou Pinyin, so I ran to read the dragon and snake in one breath. One word, it's great. Here, I want to say that JJ's Dragon and Snake Romance is really good, and you can go and see it if you haven't seen it. Of course, don't learn from me **.^_^!

After watching the Romance of Dragon and Snake, I was already a little sleepy and wanted to sleep. But inadvertently, I went to search for my old hard drive with only ten G. In addition to two A-movies with extremely long history, I was surprised to find some things, something that had been sealed in my memory and would never be remembered without this.

Some of the things I wrote were strange but seemingly full of primitive passion because I was only twenty years old at the time because I was full of longing for the writer industry. Those fragmented but not complete words demonstrated my desire to make a writer career at that time.

My original noisy thoughts were as I looked through these childish but passionate words. My heart gradually calmed down, and the memories at that time also spread out with the words. At that time, I was full of desire for life and had a lot of confidence in myself to build a better life. And as I turned my memories, the touching and even distress that I had forgotten appeared before me one by one.

I spent several hours digesting these things, with regrets and joy. Unfortunately, according to the description of my memory at that time, the things I wrote scattered in those days were far more than these. But most of them were gone. I am afraid that they will never be found in this life. What is joyful is that after being raped by the goddess of fate all night, I finally got unexpected rewards. When I looked through those things, it seemed that I really returned to that era full of youthful enthusiasm and ideals.

The dream that I once forgot to be a writer has become an ideal reality now, it has become incredible. Every day, I only need to spend a small part of my time creating, and the rest of my time is to do whatever I want. These days have been inadvertently for several years after I put down other work!

I don’t know how to be blessed. Perhaps the girl, the goddess of fate, is enjoying the feeling of rape, wants me, who is gradually numbing to life, to have some unexpected feelings, right?

Good fortune is hidden by misfortune, and misfortune depends on each other. There must be gains and losses, and there must be gains and losses. When I complained about myself and suffered a series of unlucky things this year, the girl seemed to want to remind me. Let me think about it carefully, in those storms and events, did I gain first or lose first?

Whether it comes first or first, it comes first. But when you think about it carefully, it is almost balanced. It can even be said that with a large amount of loss, I seem to get more. This can probably be understood as the goddess of fate usually gives some compensation when she ravaged me...

To give a simple example, I was very popular two days ago and issued a statement. After losing a little readers with a very small proportion, I gained a large number of readers who are unswerving and caring and support me. Here, I really want to thank everyone. That night, I was very touched...

I also hope that everyone can face any difficulties and difficulties calmly like me. I also wish all book friends happiness and a good mood every day.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

night

Proud and impermanent
Chapter completed!