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The tent fell down and the tent became a little darker again, but after Pei Yuanhao walked in, he didn't know what he had done, but his eyes became brighter again. I realized that he brought a lamp.
When he came to the grassland, he began to do many things himself.
I looked at the clearly extinct light ball, groped and sat on the edge of the bed. He looked back at me, was silent for a moment and said, "You have quickly gotten used to this kind of life."
I said calmly: "There are some things that can be changed within the ability and can be changed, but if it is difficult to change in personnel and things, we must try our best to adapt."
He thought for a while and said, "This is very similar to his nature."
"Yes, it was what he taught me."
“…”
He looked at me silently for a while, as if he wanted to see how I would react to the person he mentioned, whether he would cry, and whether he would make a big sad sound, but I just sat there calmly, my face was like a frozen lake with ice, and there were no ripples.
His voice seemed worried: "Little..."
I looked up at him: "It seems that there are quite a few people coming this time."
He knew I was distracting the topic, looked at me for a while, sighed lightly, and said, "Yes. Although--it's Shengjing after all, I won't take it lightly."
"How long will this battle last?"
“It will be very soon.”
I looked at him, remained silent for a while, and then said softly: "I don't know what kind of thunder means your Majesty will use, but there is one thing I want to ask your Majesty."
"What's up?"
"If you can really win Shengjing in a short time, the people inside should not have time to escape. There is one person, please do not hurt him no matter what."
"Huang Tianba?"
"Yes. No matter what his identity is or what he has experienced, Luo Shi has no time to take care of others over the years and has not gone south to use troops. He has made great contributions."
“…”
"Please don't hurt him no matter what."
He was silent all the time. I couldn't see his expression and didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, his voice was hoarse, "In your eyes, isn't I really a person who can do everything he can?"
“…”
"Do you think I will hurt him, do you think I will send someone to kill him in order to silence me?"
I took a deep breath and said, "It doesn't matter who your Majesty is. I just ask your Majesty not to hurt him."
“…”
"I have experienced the war once, no swords and swords are eyeless, and no one knows who the next person to fall into the war is."
“…”
"No one has privileges in the war."
“…”
"I just want to protect him."
He was silent, and after a long time he said, "I promise you."
"Thank you, Your Majesty."
Although the matter was agreed, the atmosphere in the tent was not better. I could feel that Pei Yuanhao was a little angry, but he probably couldn't be angry at a blind man.
I sat quietly, stretched out my hand and gently beat my somewhat aching knee.
After a while, he suddenly said, "Have you ever thought about what to do if he comes back?"
I looked up at him: "What should I do?"
"Xue Muhua."
“…!”
This name suffocated my breath.
Pei Yuanhao said: "Xue Muhua has even a daughter. She and Yuanfeng have such a good relationship, and you have seen it with your own eyes."
"……yes."
"Huang Tianba is back, what will happen to them?"
“…”
"Has he let it go?"
My mood was calm enough, but when he mentioned this, I still felt a familiar dull pain in my chest. After a long time of silence, I whispered: "I have told him some of their affairs, but some of them have not."
"You haven't told him about their daughter yet."
"yes."
"Will you tell him?"
“…”
"Or, let him see it yourself?"
My throat was stuttered, and then I said, "Can people die because of heart-killing?"
My inexplicable words made Pei Yuanhao pause for a moment, but the next moment, he said: "It depends on what this person is."
I can't speak anymore.
I know that some people can be heart-warming and even give up their love when facing their love. For example, Pei Yuanhao, it is precisely because of such a strong heart that he has overcome all obstacles and has reached today.
But Huang Tianba, he is not.
He has the softest heart in the world. Because of this heart, he will compassion for all those who suffer, and will also hurt himself because of such compassion.
I still remember that when I told him that Xue Muhua had married Pei Yuanfeng, and had a good life and had become a brand new person, his screams were shrill.
What will happen this time?
I've experienced that kind of almost heart-wrenching pain, and I can hold on, but what about him?
Pei Yuanhao's voice sounded dull: "You said you want to protect him, have you ever thought about this?"
I sat there in a daze, no longer knowing what to do.
After a while, footsteps came from outside, and a servant invited him outside. Pei Yuanhao got up and prepared to leave. But before leaving, he turned around and said to me: "That person just now--"
"He is the Iron Cavalry King, and he has been protecting me since Wuwei. Now my eyes are inconvenient, so it's better to have such a person around me who can move."
"Where is Susu?"
"She is injured and is still resting in the camp of the Iron Cavalry King. Since she will set off tomorrow, she will probably not be able to see her tomorrow."
He was silent for a moment and said, "Okay."
After saying that, he turned around and walked out.
I was still sitting by the bed, and I didn't move again for a long time. The wind outside was louder, with the shouts of many people, their footsteps, and horse hooves in the middle. All these sounds intersected, forming a mess, stuffed into my mind.
I can't think of it.
Pei Yuanhao asked me what to do if Huang Tianba was rescued, I had never thought about it.
I told him before that there are some things that are within my ability and can be done, but the whole thing is not within my ability.
I don't know what to do.
He is already the only person in the world who I can't let go. What should I do to prevent him from suffering like that?
Is this really unsolvable?
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In the darkness, time passes quickly.
The sound of horse hooves outside came and went, and they came and went. Before, Qinghan and I had speculated countless times about Pei Yuanhao's people. The direction of his money was finally revealed, but we didn't expect that it would be in such an environment.
In the evening, he came to have a meal with me. Because he was invisible, someone had to help me, so he actually did it himself and fed it to my mouth.
After dinner, I drank half a bowl of hot soup.
When someone came in to clean up the dishes, he asked me, "Do you still want to go out for a walk?"
I listened to the howling wind outside, with the sound of snow balls hitting the tent, and shook my head and said, "I won't go out tonight."
He immediately said, "It's good to do this, you can rest here. Tomorrow - almost early in the morning, we can set off."
"oh."
"By the way, I asked them to prepare something for you."
As he said that, he ordered someone to bring it in, and someone immediately sent something in, and he handed it to my hand.
I touched it and it was a crutch, long, probably just polished, very smooth.
He said, "I can't be by your side at any time. It's easier for you to hold this when you walk."
I nodded: "Thank you."
To be continued...