In the end, I don't know how the night passed.

Pei Yuanhao hugged me back to a tent. I seemed to hear someone asking for a meeting. It seemed that there were some wonderful words, but Pei Yuanhao kept them outside, and I was only holding my knees and curled up in a corner from beginning to end.

Returning here from the ice and snow does not mean that the cold will leave.

It’s like, after listening to a bad news, it doesn’t mean that this is the end.

My blood has condensed into ice, and my heartbeat is hard to continue. Just like this bad news, it has just begun to spread in my life.

I don’t know how it will treat my destiny in the end, because at this time, my eyes were just pitch black and I couldn’t see the way forward.

You can't even see the birth of heaven.

After a long time, I heard a sound of footsteps slowly approaching. A blurry figure walked in front of me. My eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of veil by dried tears. I couldn't see clearly, but I also knew that it was Pei Yuanhao.

Only him.

He squatted down and looked at me, his face seemed to be hurt as he struggled and rolled in the snow. His eyes seemed to have the kind of compassion, but when he spoke, his voice had calmed a lot.

"Let's have a break."

When I looked up at him, his vision was still blurry. I looked at him for a long time, and my lips were still trembling with blood, and said, "When did it happen?"

“…”

"When did he tell you?"

“…”

He looked at me for a while and said, "When he was at Sanjiang Dam, he came and you fell."

“…”

"During that time, he told me."

I looked up at him and wanted to say something, but the pain of a knife slit in my throat made me speechless. I choked up. After a long time, I could barely squeeze out a hoarse, low-key words: "What did he say?"

Pei Yuanhao looked at me, was silent for a while before saying, "You should have thought."

“…”

"He has done everything he can do and arranged everything he should do."

“…”

"The only person he can't arrange is you."

“…”

"But, he hopes you can survive."

When I heard this, I laughed.

Seeing my smile, Pei Yuanhao's breathing became heavier, and the smell of fear once again penetrated from his body. He looked at me and slowly supported my shoulder with one hand: "Light..."

"He was worried that I would die."

“…”

"He was afraid that after he died, I would follow him, or—I didn't have time to think about it, his death would be enough to kill me."

“…”

"He was worried that I would die..."

His hand holding my shoulders exerted a little force, which was more like a tremor.

"Light, don't do this."

I smiled again and looked up at him. He was still blurred in front of me. Perhaps it was because of the tears that surged up again that blurred my vision. I didn't care and just smiled.

"I'm not dead."

“…”

"Don't worry, of course I won't die."

“…”

"I won't die for him, and I won't, I won't be sad for him."

“…”

"How is he worth it?"

“…”

"A person who lied to me again and again, a person who cruelly left me... How could I be sad for him?"

Pei Yuanhao looked at me for a long time, and he suddenly sighed, stood up slowly, and said, "He is so cruel that he is rare in my life, and even I am not as good as I am. But he said that he could make this decision because his poison has penetrated into his bone marrow and is difficult to resolve."

“…”

"If there is still a glimmer of hope, he will not do this to you."

“…”

"Glow, don't blame him."

I didn't say anything anymore, just curled up, hugged my knees tightly, kept smiling and crying.

Once upon a time, I was like this, smiling and crying for him.

I once told Huang Tianba that the most tears shed for him in this life, it turned out to be true. No matter how he wanted to protect me, my tears did not shed for those who hurt me, and in the end, they were shed for him.

That night passed like this.

Pei Yuanhao has been with me like this all night. He didn't say a word or comfort me anymore. There was also a strong and sad aura from him, and that breath spread in this closed tent.

Finally, he stood up, walked slowly to the door, and opened the tent.

A faint light appeared in front of my eyes.

He said, "It's dawn."

I raised my head blankly, and only saw a blurry shadow in front of me. There should be light coming in outside, but I couldn't see clearly. I could only feel that the darkness in the entire tent was dispelled a lot.

I stared blankly ahead.

I saw Pei Yuanhao in a vague way, and when he saw him, he seemed to look at me, maybe because he kept that position for a long time, then walked back, squatted in front of me, and said, "The long night will eventually pass, and some things happened, and that happened."

“…”

"You said you won't die, then you need to be sober and face everything next."

I slowly moved my aches to him: "Does everything you said include me to let Miaoyan have a kiss?"

His breathing became heavier again.

"Before I came here, you kept telling me that life is not satisfactory, nine out of ten, are you referring to light cold or wonderful words?"

“…”

"Or, you mean, I am destined to lose them and all my loved ones in my life."

“…”

He was silent. After a long time, he took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Qingying, Miaoyan is also my daughter."

“…”

"Of course I also hope that she can spend her life happily and carefree. However, the so-called happy and carefree life is the prerequisite for the so-called happy and carefree life. This world is pacified."

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"No one can dominate his own destiny without a pacified world. You know this more than anyone else."

“…”

"Now, I have a chance to pacify the world, but this opportunity needs to be created by peace as a means. Then you say, why can't I let her----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“…”

"She is about the same age and has similar interests. Even if there is no love between men and women, it is a good start. Even if I really want to choose a son-in-law for my daughter, Yang Chu will be the best candidate."

"I know what you mean," I said, the pain from my dry eyes made me frown. After pausing, I said, "But is this a thing to choose a son-in-law for her and let her have a marriage?"

“…”

"Is it another thing for her good and willing?"

“…”

"Pei Yuanhao, there are many people paving the way for your great cause. I, Yang Yunhui, Huang Tianba, Empress Dowager, Fu Badai, and even - Qinghan! Now, do you need to add another wonderful statement?"

“…”

"Why?"

“…”

"Why must it be her?"

Listening to the names one by one from my mouth, his breath was heavier than the other, but in the end, he calmed down and said, "It's like you asked your mother in the dam. Do you remember how she answered you?"
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