"Don't you understand?"

“…”

I just felt the coldness thrilling and shivered suddenly.

Of course I understand, I can't understand it any more.

Back then, before I left the palace, he was so kind and promised me that I would make my dream come true, and I really believed his words.

However, on the day I left the palace, he tore his mask apart.

All the tenderness and kindness are fake. He used such a mask to make me believe him, believing that he would give me a fairness, believing that he would make my good dream come true, but at the last moment, he rudely broke that fairness, tore my good dream apart, and then threw me into the cold palace.

That was the heaviest pain in my life, and it was not completely healed until now. Chang Qing just mentioned lightly that the dusty days of the past became alive, and the torn pain in her heart also swarmed in.

My face suddenly turned pale as paper.

I gritted my teeth: "But, I-"

"I know," Chang Qing interrupted me and said, "You are different now than before. You are the eldest lady of the Yan family. The emperor has many things and needs to rely on you. Relying on the Yan family, he can't treat you like he did back then."

“…”

"But, I still said the same thing, he is the emperor after all."

“…”

"Qingying, if you don't want to be his woman, then let go of this identity and consider it. An emperor is humble to you and you ignore it. You really don't worry. Will you return it to him ten times or a hundred times in the future?"

The last sentence made me suddenly wake up.

Yes, no matter what now, I can get through it, but what about the future?

In my future, I will definitely not want to be entangled with him anymore, but if he really falls into such an emotion now, with his vengeful temperament, Chang Qing's words may not be fulfilled.

My cold sweat came out from my forehead.

Seeing me like this, Chang Qing sighed lightly, and then said, "I have asked someone to send a message to the emperor in the afternoon."

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"obedient."

She coaxed me like a child: "If you think it's not good to go alone, just bring the princess with you. If you have a child here, the emperor will definitely be in a good mood."

“…”

"Be obedient."

I struggled inside, but no matter how hard I struggled, Kouer had already brought the soup and medicine that had just been decocted and held it in front of me. I looked at the bowl of steaming potion, and then I looked at Chang Qing who was very tired, but she was still trying to do everything for me with the spirit. After all, I couldn't refuse, so I could only stand up: "Yes."

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We left Jingren Palace with Miaoyan. Chang Qing had already asked someone to inquire. Pei Yuanhao was still in the imperial study room, so we went straight over.

I had no obstacles along the way, but as soon as I walked outside the Imperial Study room, I heard a sound of disputes coming from the front. I subconsciously stopped and listened carefully. It turned out to be Ruizhu and Xiao Fuzi.

"Eunuch Fu, did you say that it was the Empress who asked me to come here!"

"Miss Ruizhu, when did our family coax the girl?"

"Why would the emperor refuse to see me?"

"Everything said, the emperor is busy."

"But our Empress... we woke up only when we were seriously ill and wanted to see the emperor!"

"Miss Ruizhu, why are you so unaware of the matter? How many people in the harem want to see the emperor, but can everyone come to see the emperor when he is in the imperial study?"

“…”

"The emperor has already said that he will go to see the concubine later, but now the emperor is still criticizing the memorial. Don't disturb me. Go back quickly."

I frowned slightly, and stood outside and twitched for a while. After a while, I heard Ruizhu stomping her feet hard and walking outside. As soon as she went out, she just ran into me.

Immediately, her originally anxious and unwilling eyes became frivolous.

"Miss Yan."

"Miss Ruizhu."

I just called out a normal voice, but didn't intend to say anything more to her. Instead, I held the buttons of the medicine bowl behind me and immediately said in a sharp voice: "Do you have eyes? Your Highness the Princess is here, you can't see it?"

Ruizhu was stunned for a moment and looked down at the beautiful Yan beside me.

If my identity in the palace is indeed quite special, everyone who sees me can meet with courtesy or turn a blind eye, and they all decide on their own identity, but the wonderful words are different. She is the daughter of Pei Yuanhao who has already recognized his ancestors and returned to his hometown, and everyone in the palace wants to pay homage to him. Ruizhu's appearance is naturally inconsistent.

Sure enough, her face froze, but she still reluctantly knelt down and bowed to Miaoyan.

"Meet Your Highness the Princess."

Miaoyan held my sleeve, a little confused, but after seeing so many palace servants saluting her father, she also had a little impression of it and waved her hand: "Get up."

Ruizhu then stood up.

She looked at us again, and then saw the medicine bowl on the tray held in Kua'er's hand, with a sneer: "Miss Yan is really caring for the emperor, and the medicine is delivered to the imperial study."

“…”

"But, the emperor may not be willing to drink your medicine."

“…”

As she said that, she barely treated Miaoyan again without waiting for us to react, and then left us.

Kuoer was so angry that he gritted his teeth and turned around and stared at her back: "What awesome!"

I smiled and said, "You didn't say that to her just now, she might not be so arrogant."

Kou'er was still a little unconvinced. She was different from Susu. She had been in the palace for too long and followed the queen again. Her friendship with me was still behind me. Then she said, "I just didn't agree with her like that. Besides, it is natural to pay tribute to His Royal Highness the Princess. Don't think she can escape."

I smiled.

but--

"Eunuch Fu just said that the emperor refused to see anyone, this medicine—"

I was hesitant and was about to say if I wanted to stop asking for this shame. I would rather go back. But before I could say anything, I heard Xiao Fuzi muttering to himself and walking here: "Didn't you say you want to send medicine? Why haven't you--"

Before he could finish his words, he saw us.

Immediately, the face burst into laughter: "Your Highness Princess, I pay homage to Your Highness Princess. Miss Yan, you are finally here."

I was still hesitant: "Your Majesty, are you still busy?"

"What are you busy with? How can you just kill yourself?"

“…”

"If you don't come again, you won't have any tea."

“…”

The more I heard it, the tighter my brows frowned. I always felt like I had gotten into a prepared condom and subconsciously wanted to retreat. But before I could speak back, Xiao Fuzi had already whispered inside: "Miss Yan is here!"
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