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I looked at the water under the bridge, but he kept looking at me without any change: "Do you still want to divide the room with me?"
I was silent and made acquiesce.
He was silent for a moment and said, "I thought - at least he would make you change your decision."
“…”
I was a little weak, and my hand holding the rough fence used a little strength to support myself, which was a little exhausted at this moment. I sighed and said slowly: "Yuan Xiu, I don't think you have figured out something you have yet."
"……What?"
"I said I wanted to divide the house with you. This is a matter between us and our husband and wife, and it has nothing to do with anyone else."
“…”
"No one will change my decision when anyone appears or who leaves."
“…”
"The only person who can change my decision is--" I looked up at him, but found that I had never seen such a dark color in his eyes, and even made me feel that there was no light in his eyes, nor could it be shining in.
At this moment, the feeling of powerlessness became even deeper.
I paused for a moment, turned around in a hurry, and was about to walk in to pack my things. A hand suddenly came out from behind and grabbed my wrist. The temperature of the soldering iron made me tremble for a while, but I didn't look back, but was pulled tighter by the hand.
I could hear his heavy breathing, and the hot wind hangs on the back of my neck. It was already a bit hot, and it seemed like I was tangled by flames at this moment.
But I still didn't break away from his hand and just stood quietly.
In such silence, you can even hear the busy footsteps of the servants in the distance. Although I know that they have already protected Han Ruoshi and have walked away, and the place where the Han sisters live is a pasture from us, it is impossible for them to hear the movements of them again. But for some reason, I just feel that my eyes and ears are filled with their figures and their voices.
Thinking of this, my hand slightly struggled.
Immediately, he held it tightly.
Then he heard his low voice sounding behind him: "Qingying, you don't have to move out."
“…”
"It's your home, your place, you don't have to leave it."
My throat choked, and I felt a feeling of soreness surged from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't help but look back at him, and saw him looking at me calmly and said, "I'll move out first."
“…”
"Since it's a matter between us, it can definitely be solved."
“…”
I didn't say anything, but after taking a last look at him, I finally pulled out my wrist, which had been pinched red by him, and turned around and walked into the inner courtyard.
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Obviously, people come to clean the place every day, and there is even incense in the house. After several months of wandering and trekking, it is impossible to say it is not tired. After finally returning home, I naturally want to have a stable rest and have a strong sleep.
But I can't rest and can't sleep.
During this period, and what happened on the dock today, I was destined to be unable to calm down the following days. When I completely thought about all this and figured out where I should go, I really couldn't sleep.
I believe many people are the same as me.
I sat on the couch for a long time, but I didn't wait until Li'er came back after reading Han Ruoshi - it seemed that she was very ill.
Now I have to visit you again, it seems a bit unnecessary.
After thinking about it, I finally asked the maid to go to the bathroom to prepare hot water. I sat next to the bathtub. Because the bath soup was a little hot, I only soaked my calves in it, wrapped my slightly thin body in a bath towel, sat quietly beside the bathtub, recalling what had happened before.
Pei Yuanhao, come to Jiangnan.
During the days before going to sea, I was fully committed to having children. What happened outside every day, even the wind and rain, was blocked without any leakage. Therefore, I was completely unaware of the movements of the court, and I didn’t know how his new policy was implemented.
But I know that he must have gone to sea for the Florida guns.
Only such things can allow the emperor to move away from the sturdy imperial city in the capital.
Obviously, the Florian artillery is a "lie" that deceived too many people. From his and Pei Yuanxiu's previous performance on the east side of the island, I already knew that they had figured out the truth, so this trip was considered in vain - probably not in vain. No matter what, Li'er is his biological daughter and a royal princess, and for him, there is no gain.
But the problem is that he doesn't seem to plan to recognize Li'er immediately.
At least on the dock, he was just asking Li'er about his "father", but he did not tell her that the man standing in front of her was her father.
He didn't even want to take Leslie.
Why?
With his personality, shouldn’t it be right to immediately bring this princess who has been away from home for many years and return to her ancestors?
Or did he suppress his personality and do these unexpected things with other plans?
What are your plans?
...
I have countless thoughts and thoughts, like waves rising from the bottom of the sea, rising in my heart, but I can't figure it out.
I spent an hour in the warm bath soup. The maids came in and came to see it several times, as if they were worried that I would be drowned if I fell asleep in the bath. In the end, even I felt soaked so hard that I could barely let them help me dry, put on my thin coat and went back.
As soon as I went out, I saw that it was dark above my head.
After walking back with wet hair, I saw two maids standing at the door, who served Li'er on weekdays. When they saw me, they hurriedly bowed to me.
I walked over in confusion. As soon as I entered the door, I saw a small figure lying on the bed.
It's Li Er.
"Madam, Miss Li said she wanted to come in and listen to her madam's speech, but—"
Maybe I'm sleepy when I wait.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content behind! I smiled faintly, waved my hand, and let them go down, and then walked to the edge of the bed. The girl didn't even take off her clothes, but curled up on the bed, slept like a little pig, and was still whispering gently.
I reached out and patted her on the shoulder: "Li'er..."
“Huhu…”
"Li'er, if you want to sleep, take off your clothes and sleep."
“Um…”
She muttered stickyly, then turned over and fell asleep towards the wall.
I sat by the bed speechlessly. After looking at her for a while, I finally sighed softly and lay down against the bed.
I was not comfortable sleeping. I even felt that I was not asleep at all. I was just struggling half-dream and half-awake. For a moment, I felt like I was in the cold sea water, surrounded by tall sea boats, blocking the sunshine like walls, blocking my way. For a moment, I felt like I was in the deep and rugged mountain road of Tianquan Island, with boiling fire under my feet, which was about to swallow me at any time.
"ah--!"
I opened my eyes all at once.
The sunlight immediately illuminated my eyes, and it made my eyes turn white. I subconsciously reached out and blocked my eyes. When I turned around, I saw Li'er lying on the edge of the bed, looking at me with wide eyes. When I saw me sitting up, I immediately said, "Mom, you're awake!"
The terrifying memories in the dream made me feel a little scared, and when I saw Li'er's little face, I immediately regained the realistic and supportive power.
I breathed a sigh of relief: "When did you wake up?"
"I woke up for a long time, and I have been waiting for my mother to wake up."
“…”
"Mom, the time is coming."
"……What?"
"I'm going to Yangzhou today."
“…”
I was stunned for a while before I remembered that, by the way, Pei Yuanhao was coming to pick her up to Yangzhou today.
No wonder she woke up so early and looked so energetic, right?
I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, especially looking at her bright eyes, it seemed that I was really looking forward to it. This was rarely seen in the past. Even if she said she wanted to marry Liu Qinghan, she would not have such a look of anticipation every time she saw Liu Qinghan.
I couldn't help but frowned: "Li'er..."
She blinked her eyes and looked at me.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door outside. Li'er responded and saw that it was the maids who were holding hot water and towels to serve us and stood up.
I blushed a little, after all, it was a bit unreasonable to bed than my daughter, so I got out of bed immediately, washed up with Li'er, and combed her hair again. The maids had already arranged breakfast, and there was also a table of rich porridge and vegetables. I ate some with Li'er, but I had no appetite. After only half a bowl of porridge and put down the dishes.
After thinking about it, I asked a maid who had been waiting by my side: "Have you used breakfast?"
"I have used it when I go back to my wife."
"Where was he last night?"
"The young master is in the study and does not go to bed until very late."
“…”
At this time, Li'er, who had been holding the bowl, raised his head and looked at me, and whispered: "Mom, is it because Li'er fell asleep here last night, so my dad didn't sleep in the study? It's not good for Li'er."
I glanced at her, shook my head with a smile, stroked her head and said, "No, it has nothing to do with Li'er."
To be continued...