Chapter 66 My destiny is up to me and not God (3) - Enlightenment while facing the wall

Author: A willow tree in the eternal blue sky

Chapter 66 My destiny is up to me and not God (3) - Enlightenment while facing the wall

Tang Qianying packed up her things, stood over and tilted her head to look at it for a while, then said, "The forceful meaning is enough, but the flavor always feels weird."

Qingyun nodded in agreement and wrote twice more, but it still didn't work.

"How about we make do with it?"

Zhuo Lang felt it was a waste of time.

He couldn't see any difference at all.

Qin Manman was unhappy, "No! If you want to do it, you have to do your best!"

"Fifth brother, I can't waste your hard work." Qing Yun stretched out and continued to stare at Nezha on the wall in a daze.

Zhuo Lang shrugged helplessly.

no way.

Obviously, Qin Manman understands him better than these brothers.

After being in a daze for a while, Qing Yun turned to look at the classmates behind her, "You guys should go back first. I'll be alone for a while. I need to find my feelings."

"I'll accompany you when they go back." Qin Manman immediately stood beside him.

Tang Qianying bit her lip and said, "Xiao Yunzi, my sister also stayed with me."

Qing Yun shook his head and smiled, "I can't write anything while you are here."

Qin Manman was stunned when he heard this.

Everyone who was packing their things also looked puzzled.

Tang Qianying seemed to understand something, and stepped back with a smile.

Seeing such actions from the corner of his eye, Qin Manman felt a little uncomfortable.

What does it mean?

You understand him better than I do!

Looking at Qin Manman's somewhat resentful eyes, Qing Yun was also a little bit confused about whether to laugh or cry, "There is a bit of sadness and anger in this word. I don't feel this way when you are by my side."

Qin Manman suddenly smiled like a flower when he heard this.

Guess you know the truth!

There’s no word ‘we’ in it!

But...then she frowned.

Zhuo Lang touched his chin and clicked his tongue, "If this is the case, if you want to feel sad and angry, I have a solution."

"What can we do? Say it quickly!"

Qin Manman's tone was very anxious.

Although she understood what Qing Yun meant, he felt that the world was happy when she was by his side.

However, she didn't want to let him fall into that state of mind again.

If I had to rely on revisiting my memory to write those few words.

She would rather Qing Yun just finish writing it.

She once put herself into Qing Yun's situation, imagining his past experiences, and the feeling of not being able to see any light in the darkness made her cry all night.

This was also the reason why she refused to kill Tang Qianying.

Whether it was rationally or based on Qing Yun's feelings, she could not kill him at this time.

So when Zhuo Lang suggested another way, she took it more seriously than anyone else.

Zhuo Lang was startled by Qin Manman being so anxious. He scratched his head.

"Well... what I mean is, how about you and Sister Ying shout 'Lao Zi Shu Dao Mountain' together?"

Everyone burst into laughter.

this……

I'm afraid that not only will I feel sad and angry, but my courage will be scared out of my mind.

Qin Manman didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he heard this, but his eyes when he looked at Qing Yun were green.

hehe!

Everyone knows Sima Zhao’s intentions, right?

Zhuo Lang also realized that something was not right, and quickly added, "One is my girlfriend and the other is my sister. Doesn't the youngest have this sad and angry charm?"

Tang Qianying held a large compass in her hand and rolled her eyes at him, "Bad idea!"

After saying that, he took Qin Manman and left, "Let's go! He has walked out. He is fine."

Qin Manman snorted inwardly, of course it's okay.

With such a memory, I will probably think of you as a beam of light in the end!

Scheming frog!

However, her footsteps did not stop.

Since he wants to do it perfectly, let him do it.

As for the rest, just take care of it later!

After the crowd had dispersed, Qing Yun simply sat on the floor, holding her head and looking at the paintings on the wall in a daze.

Each generation has its own memory.

Regarding Nezha, the deepest memory of his generation is not the Nezha when the devil boy came into the world.

But Qing Yun had a deeper resonance with the devil boy Nezha. When it was released, he, a man in his 30s, burst into tears in the cinema.

Before going to school, he was just like Nezha in "The Devil Boy Comes to the World" and was not popular with others.

The demon boy Nezha wanted to play with the local children. The children had no prejudice against him, but the children's parents called him a monster.

So does he.

He was scolded as a child without parents and was not allowed to play with him.

The demon boy Nezha went to catch monsters and wanted to do justice for heaven, but they falsely accused Nezha of doing all the bad things. On the beach, they hit him with wooden sticks indiscriminately.

So does he.

When he was 6 years old, he caught a snake that slipped into a pig pen, but people said he was the one who threw the snake in, and all the mischief and mischief were blamed on him.

It wasn't until he went to school that he became a "child of other people" because of his talent. In the village, his reputation immediately changed.

All the children's parents let their children play with him.

Regarding "Nezha Makes the Sea", the scene that impressed Qing Yun the most was not that Nezha made trouble in the East China Sea, cramped his dragon tendons, and beat up the third prince of the Dragon King, but that the dragon kings from all over the world flooded Chentangguan, with dark clouds rolling and turbid waves in the sky, forcing Nezha to wave.

When you kill yourself with the sword.

On one side, his father forced him to die, and on the other side, the Dragon King asked him to take his own life. Nezha was only 7 years old at that time. It was the most frightening time in his life. No one stood by his side. Nezha was heartbroken.

Sad and angry.

But no matter how scared he was, Nezha still chose to be a hero and carry it all by himself.

He pointed his finger at the Dragon King and said: "Old demon dragon, listen, I am responsible for everyone's work, and I won't allow you to harm the people!"

He looked back at his father again and said those tear-jerking words: "Dad! I will return your flesh and blood to you, and I will not harm you!"

In that generation, many children cried when Nezha cut off their flesh and returned it to their mother, and dismantled their bones to return it to their father.

Why is this happening?

Because in the beatings and scoldings of our parents, in the education we receive from our parents, we have a mixture of love and hate for them.

And you were born to them, and they were kind to you, but they couldn't hate your parents, so all you wanted to do was give your body back to them, and we would owe nothing to each other from now on.

This is resistance to paternal authority, and it is also the strongest flame in the hearts of rebellious children.

At that time, the friends who were sitting in someone else's yard watching cartoons were all crying to death, but Qing Yun looked at them and smiled.

You still have parents who beat and scold you.

What about me?

That night, Qing Yun hid in bed alone, crying silently.

At that time, he was eager to find his biological parents. He made detailed plans for this and set off as soon as he could save enough money.

If nothing else, I just throw my report card in front of them and let them see how outstanding the child they abandoned back then is now.

However, when he saved enough money a year later, he didn't want to look for it anymore.
To be continued...