Little Buddha looked at me strangely, as if he couldn't understand why my reaction was so big and hysterical.

Perhaps I am the only one who knows that among the volumes of scriptures recorded by Zuo Ci, except for the volume "The Secret Technique of the Ghost Valley", the rest are basically related to the resurrection of the dead, and the "Secret Technique of the Ghost Valley"

It's obviously finished.

Hai Dongqing's performance at this time made me panic. Could it be...

Damn!!! No!!! Absolutely not like that!!!!

There will definitely be no surprises in Yujia’s resurrection!!

"Wood..." Hai Dongqing smiled stiffly. His smile looked very unnatural and made me look extremely dazzling. Maybe there was something hidden in this smile that I couldn't accept.

fact.

I just felt like my throat was blocked by something. I wanted to speak, but found that I could no longer make a sound.

My heart also felt like it was being strangled, and every time it beat, it was extremely difficult.

After a while, I squatted on the ground shivering and asked tentatively: "Is it about Yujia?"

The answer I want to get is, no.

But the answer Hai Dongqing gave me...

"Wood...you have to be strong..."

At that moment, I still hoped that what Hai Dongqing said had nothing to do with Yujia, or was just innocuous. That kind of luck was like the last life-saving straw, which made me reluctantly nod and give Hai Dongqing a smile.

: "Say...speak quickly!!!"

Hai Dongqing lowered his head and read slowly.

"Those who live forever will suffer the most."

"On the day when the sun returns, divine punishment will come."

After saying that, Hai Dongqing secretly raised his head. Seeing that my expression didn't change much, he relaxed a little and continued talking, but his expression gradually became ugly.

"The world of mortals is so beautiful that even those who live forever cannot see it with their eyes."

Hearing this, my vision went dark, and I felt that my legs suddenly became weak. Without any strength, I collapsed on the ground.

Seeing this scene, Hai Dongqing immediately wanted to help me up, but I pushed him away.

Little Buddha handed me the half-smoked cigarette without saying a word and patted my shoulder.

He understands exactly how I feel now.

Right, what can a person who has given up everything for an unrealistic dream think at this time?

I'm afraid the word "desperation" can no longer describe one ten thousandth of what I felt at that time.

My mind is blank, and in the blank space, there are still vague words from the past, scenes from the past, things from the past...

It seems that there is no such thing as grief or grief.

I just feel...why in my heart...

Empty......

"Go on..." I lowered my head slightly and smoked mechanically one after another. Suddenly I felt that no matter how cruel the words behind them were, I could accept them. I said to Hai Dongqing: "

I know you have something to say later...I can feel it...just keep talking..."

Hai Dongqing trembled, gritted his teeth, and said slowly.

"The strings of the harp tremble, and the ears of the immortal cannot hear."

"When relatives and friends gather together, those who live forever cannot speak."

"The orchids bloom, and those who live forever can't smell them with their noses."

As soon as he finished speaking, Hai Dongqing let out a long sigh.

"Suffer the Four Sufferings... Obtain the Great Way..."

"Fortunately...sad..."

There was a dead silence in the mountain cave. Little Buddha seemed to want to comfort me, but he didn't know how to speak. After all, he still knew what I did during that time. Watching Little Buddha hesitate to speak.

I suddenly felt relieved.

There are some things that cannot be comforted.

"wood......."

"I'm fine...I'm fine..." I shook my head, took a long breath, and lay down on the ground with a smile.

There is no greater sorrow than the death of one's heart.

It turns out that after the heart has died, it is often the best way for people to calm down.

The reason why I fell into a crazy state not long ago was because I was obsessed with resurrecting Yujia. So when I am obsessed with one thing, my mental condition will naturally occur.

The reason why I can calm down now is probably because I let go of my obsession. It seems that I have never been so calm.

It felt like every thought in my mind became clearer. I could think of many things, but I didn't choose to think about them at that time.

Maybe I have never been so relaxed in my life. I just feel that I don’t have to do anything anymore and I don’t have to think about anything anymore.

Just lie still and everything will be fine.

At that moment, it was as if I was back to the beginning, back to the completely normal me with no change.

I really want to just close my eyes, end it all, and take a good rest.

Zhou Yujia, Zhou Yujia, you still overestimate me.

In the end, I didn't let you come back to life. It seems that I am not omnipotent, I am just a fucking waste...

"For such a result...I...I am a fucking idiot!!!!" I laughed at myself.

Kill someone to pay for your life, and pay your debts for money.

Everything I owe people should be paid today, it’s time to repay the debt...

Yujia, don’t be afraid...

Brother Yi will be here to accompany you soon, coming soon...

Don't be anxious, just wait for me for a little while, just a little while, wait until Brother Yi closes his eyes, and it will be over soon...

"It turns out that Zuo Ci committed suicide because of this...It turns out that people can be resurrected...but they will lose more things..." I looked at it with a dull expression.

He looked at the roof of the cave and blinked his dry eyes.

Thinking of the sentences Zuo Ci left on the Dengxian Pond, I couldn't help laughing.

"After hundreds of years of loving kindness cultivation, only the six kinds of hatred remain in my heart."

"The sky has no eyes, the road is ruthless, and I hate it all."

"It's hard to find the way to immortality, and if you don't see immortality, you hate it."

"People's hearts are unpredictable and their feelings are repetitive, which is why they hate three things."

"If you don't measure your own strength, it will only increase your laughter. This is the fourth hatred."

"Forcibly seeking immortality, heaven and earth will not tolerate it, and I hate it."

"If time does not come back, it will be too late to regret. This is why I hate you six times."

The reason why Zuo Cihui knowingly chose to live forever after seeing those contents probably has something to do with his own self-confidence.

From the "Dao Ji", it seems that Zuo Ci is so arrogant that he is so arrogant that he seems to be indifferent, but it can be seen from the lines of his words that he is too dismissive of many things in this world.

.

Maybe he thought of some way to change the sequelae of immortality, or maybe...

None of this matters.

None of it matters anymore.

Monk Luo and Guangsi Zuo, these two people have never lied to me. People can be resurrected.

But people who are resurrected are not necessarily the same as normal people.

Is it my fault that they didn’t tell me clearly before?

Really, I don't blame them, even if they told me the outcome, I would still choose this wrong path.

If you don't hit the wall, don't look back. Unfortunately, I can't seem to look back now.

No one is to blame.

No one is to blame...

"hiss!!!!"

"Bang!!! Bang!!! Bang!!!"

"Wood!!!!" Hai Dongqing rushed over with distracted eyes.
To be continued...