148. Chapter 148 Love is not deep enough
Zou Xiaomi and Gu Zijun left the western restaurant, and the waiter at the door bowed to see them off. However, Zou Xiaomi was not as excited as when he arrived. He followed Gu Zijun silently, and became even more silent after getting in the car.
All the way.
However, Gu Zijun did not drive the car home. Instead, he drove to a bridge and found a place to stop.
Sitting in the driving seat, she stared blankly into the distance for a while, then murmured and asked, "Do you think I'm a scumbag? Is it my fault? Am I sorry for her?"
"I..., I don't know," Zou Xiaomi shook her head. She didn't know if Gu Zijun was a scumbag because she didn't know the past of Gu Zijun and Ouyang Xue. But she knew, "It's wrong for Ajie to scold you like that. You have too."
It’s your reason!”
"Yeah, I have my reasons too." Gu Zijun didn't expect Zou Xiaomi to say such words, so he couldn't help but turn his head and look at her. His deep eyes flashed, and finally he smiled bitterly.
"Actually, I didn't tell you clearly about Ouyang Xue and I's past last time. Ouyang Xue's family is the same as mine. They are all in the official career and do not tolerate any messy things. But because both of my brothers have gone into the official career,
This path, so I don't want to follow their life. I used to like singing, and my dream was to be a singer. Do you know what a singer is in my father's eyes? It is a shabby, unpopular profession.
So, he said that if I dared to do this, he would kick me out and never recognize me as a family man."
"Ouyang Xue also has a dream. Her dream is to be a world famous model. But her family also does not allow her to do such deviant things. Although she has only one daughter, when she embarked on the road of modeling, she was determined
He cut off all contact with her and refused her to return home. Unless he gave up this ridiculous behavior and returned to normalcy."
"Although a model must be born early to become famous as soon as possible, with her qualifications, there is no need to be so early. She broke away from her family so early and entered the entertainment industry all because of me. At that time, I still had some concerns about my family.
There was some reluctance, which could also be called cowardice. She told me not to worry, she would take me with her after she became famous first. If I stayed at home, I could also open up some connections for her."
"But what I didn't expect was that that incident happened before I made up my mind to start a career with her. That's why Ajie said that I was a scumbag and that I was sorry for her. Because now I have chosen the career path.
It is destined to be impossible for her. Unless, I give up my current life and become whatever kind of person I want."
"Then do you still love her now? Do you still love her in your heart?" Zou Xiaomi listened to him in a daze, and her heart couldn't calm down for a long time. She didn't expect that there is still such a connection between them. But, he still doesn't love her now.
Do you love her? This is what Zou Xiaomi wants to know most now.
"Ha, I said," Gu Zijun couldn't help but smile bitterly, "three years is not a long time, but it is not short either. However, it is enough to change a person. Not only his appearance, but also his mentality, feelings and emotions in many cases. Maybe.
Chapter completed!