375. Chapter 375 Revising
Yang Yan was stunned. When he saw her walking in, he was ecstatic. Seeing her standing under the tree, her face and eyes were filled with nostalgia for the past. He finally couldn't help but shout his name. He knew that although Edward told her that he was waiting for her here, he suddenly appeared a little abruptly and caught her off guard. However, he really couldn't bear it, especially when he saw her eyes.
However, he did not expect that when she saw him, she turned around and left. Just in a daze, he immediately understood her thoughts.
"Ning Ling!" He chased after her several steps, grabbed her arm, "Don't go!" His voice was filled with a prayer, a prayer that he had never had before.
"That was a nightmare, it was for me and you!" Ning Ling turned away from the beginning and did not dare to look at him.
"Then let us forget that nightmare and return to the past time!" Yang Yan raised her chin and stared at her eyes. "I know, it is impossible to make you forget it all at once. But Ning Ling, think about it carefully. From our acquaintance, love, staying together, separation, separation, and reunion, it has been nearly twenty years since we met, love, and separation, and reunion. How many twenty years have we still have to stay together! Do you want us to keep living in that nightmare? Edmund is dead, he no longer exists. We should not give up our future for a person who does not exist, right?" He paused, "I know, you are afraid that I will care about all that, but Ning Ling, it is not you, it is me!"
Ning Ling looked at him, a little confused.
"I am your husband. I should have protected you from harm, but my incompetence made you sacrifice yourself to protect me and our children. I am afraid that you will blame me and blame me for not being able to protect you! I blame me for my incompetence. You no longer love me. I cannot protect you in my previous life, but I still cannot protect you in this life. I am afraid, really, afraid that you will leave me! That is better than death for me!"
Ning Ling's tears rustled down, Yang Yan took her into her arms and kissed her hair: "Do you know? For the past five years, I have been in a deep sleep and I don't know anything. But when I woke up, the first thing was to see you, and this thought strongly overwhelmed everything. When I saw our son, when I heard him tell me that you often cry when I looked at my photos, my heart hurts so much. I wish I could rush to you immediately, hold you in my arms, and tell you how much I love you. Whether it is you in your previous life or you in this life, it is a deep mark in my heart. Do you understand?"
"Yan!" Ning Ling cried, "I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if we quarrel one day and get hot, we will say irreversible words to hurt each other. That thing is like a thorn stuck in your and my heart. No matter what method is used, we will be in pain. "
"Silly girl!" Yang Yan wiped the tears from her face. "I admit that when I heard Edward tell me," he paused for a moment, "I did mind when that child exists, because no man can tolerate the woman he loves giving birth to another man's child. But if I were asked to make a choice between giving up on you and accepting that child, I can firmly tell you that as long as you are by my side, I can ignore everything else. I can ignore anything, and even, I can treat that child as my own. As for the thorn in your heart..." He stopped, looked at her, and then kissed her lips.
Time seemed to stop flowing at this moment, and it seemed that only he and her were left between heaven and earth.
It took him a long time, maybe just a second, maybe a century, before he slowly left her lips.
"There is no thorn in my heart. If it grows in your heart, then I will help you to root it out! Ning Ling, I love you!"
At some point, a familiar melody sounded around:
You are the deep imprint in my heart
You are the only figure in my eyes
You are the story that repeats my dream
You are my ears tossing and urging.
You are the depths of my dream
I'll never stop thinking
Oh, you are my life
The infatuation that never regrets
The infatuation that never regrets
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============================================================ Yang Yan was stunned. When he saw her walking in, he was ecstatic. Seeing her standing under the tree, her face and eyes were filled with nostalgia for the past, he finally couldn't help calling out his name. He knew that although Edward told her that he was waiting for her here, he suddenly appeared a little abruptly and caught her off guard. However, he really couldn't bear it, especially when he saw her eyes.
However, he did not expect that when she saw him, she turned around and left. Just in a daze, he immediately understood her thoughts.
"Ning Ling!" He chased after her several steps, grabbed her arm, "Don't go!" His voice was filled with a prayer, a prayer that he had never had before.
"That was a nightmare, it was for me and you!" Ning Ling turned away from the beginning and did not dare to look at him.
"Then let us forget that nightmare and return to the past time!" Yang Yan raised her chin and stared at her eyes. "I know, it is impossible to make you forget it all at once. But Ning Ling, think about it carefully. From our acquaintance, love, staying together, separation, separation, and reunion, it has been nearly twenty years since we met, love, and separation, and reunion. How many twenty years have we still have to stay together! Do you want us to keep living in that nightmare? Edmund is dead, he no longer exists. We should not give up our future for a person who does not exist, right?" He paused, "I know, you are afraid that I will care about all that, but Ning Ling, it is not you, it is me!"
Ning Ling looked at him, a little confused.
"I am your husband. I should have protected you from harm, but my incompetence made you sacrifice yourself to protect me and our children. I am afraid that you will blame me and blame me for not being able to protect you! I blame me for my incompetence. You no longer love me. I cannot protect you in my previous life, but I still cannot protect you in this life. I am afraid, really, afraid that you will leave me! That is better than death for me!"
Ning Ling's tears rustled down, Yang Yan took her into her arms and kissed her hair: "Do you know? For the past five years, I have been in a deep sleep and I don't know anything. But when I woke up, the first thing was to see you, and this thought strongly overwhelmed everything. When I saw our son, when I heard him tell me that you often cry when I looked at my photos, my heart hurts so much. I wish I could rush to you immediately, hold you in my arms, and tell you how much I love you. Whether it is you in your previous life or you in this life, it is a deep mark in my heart. Do you understand?"
"Yan!" Ning Ling cried, "I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if we quarrel one day and get hot, we will say irreversible words to hurt each other. That thing is like a thorn stuck in your and my heart. No matter what method is used, we will be in pain. "
"Silly girl!" Yang Yan wiped the tears from her face. "I admit that when I heard Edward tell me," he paused for a moment, "I did mind when that child exists, because no man can tolerate the woman he loves giving birth to another man's child. But if I were asked to make a choice between giving up on you and accepting that child, I can firmly tell you that as long as you are by my side, I can ignore everything else. I can ignore anything, and even, I can treat that child as my own. As for the thorn in your heart..." He stopped, looked at her, and then kissed her lips.
Time seemed to stop flowing at this moment, and it seemed that only he and her were left between heaven and earth.
It took him a long time, maybe just a second, maybe a century, before he slowly left her lips.
"There is no thorn in my heart. If it grows in your heart, then I will help you to root it out! Ning Ling, I love you!"
At some point, a familiar melody sounded around:
You are the deep imprint in my heart
You are the only figure in my eyes
You are the story that repeats my dream
You are my ears tossing and urging.
You are the depths of my dream
I'll never stop thinking
Oh, you are my life
The infatuation that never regrets
The infatuation that never regrets
Chapter completed!