Chapter 172 Hesitation before the game
After all, it is not just their own Doomsday Showdown world, anyone in the game world may enter this final. This is why the previous games were so fancy... try to avoid imbalances caused by different combat mechanisms.
For example, the complex structure can effectively suppress the advantage of their long-range attack on players like Lin Chenxin who are good at melee combat (tentatively).
However, in order to suppress the overpowering suppression of players who are skilled in melee combat and use weapons at close range, protective props similar to those in Castle in the Sky were introduced.
So many players only see the diversity on the surface, while officials have been paving the way for balance in the game.
However, does their culture of not harming their friends but directly cooperating affect the original intention of the official to hold the competition?
Logically speaking, Chen Xingying should be the same as before. She is more interested in the content of the competition than the points and rankings.
But this time is different. This time it is the finals. If you win, you can see your parents. Of course, if you lose, you have the option of shamelessly asking Mr. S. After all, you are being used as a flag to arrest hackers.
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However, Chen Xingying also has a grudge against her parents. The reason why she wants to see them is not that she wants to live with them (even though she has experienced the feeling of getting along with her parents in the virtual world before), but she just wants to ask... If not
If you rely on the rewards you have won through the honors you have won, you will never ask to see them.
So Chen Xingying has a reason to want to win this time and a reason to win. It’s the finals anyway, so there’s nothing wrong with being selfish.
I think so, but in the end we need to see what the content of the game is.
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The two of them chatting in the evening still continued every day. But after thinking about it this time, even Chen Xin noticed that he looked very worried.
"I asked Chen Xingying, do you have something on your mind?" Finally one day, Chen Xin asked directly.
"Ah! No, why do you ask that?" Chen Xingying replied, pretending to be nothing.
"Stop pretending, I can still tell if my boyfriend is thinking about something." Chen Xin said angrily.
"That's...well, it's true...but it's not convenient to tell you this." Chen Xingying had no choice but to answer truthfully under Chen Xin's intense questioning.
"Is there any inconvenience that it's not convenient even for me to tell you?" Then Chen Xin insisted on trying to pry the matter open.
"Okay..." Chen Xingying didn't want to struggle too much. After all, it was the first time she had such an emotion. If it was her closest lover, it wouldn't hurt to talk about it... even though this matter also had something to do with her.
"I really want to win...this final, I have competed in this Taoyuan World so many times, and this is the only time I really want to win, but the more I think about it, the more afraid I am of the game...
Am I really better than those professional players? I haven't really defeated Neil or even Wall yet.
This is the first time I have experienced this feeling. I don’t know what to do. I am really afraid that on the day of the competition, I will be unable to move because of fear.”
Chen Xingying suddenly became as aggrieved as a child as she spoke.
"Hahaha!" But Chen Xin didn't expect to laugh after hearing this.
"Ah?" Chen Xingying looked at her on the phone screen in confusion.
"If you ask me, this is what a normal person should think. The way you just wanted to know the content of the game and rushed over to something new and unexpected when you saw it, you looked like a crazy person."
"Is that so?" I didn't expect Chen Xin to comment on him like this.
"But I know you actually want to see your parents, right?" Chen Xin should be the person who understands this best.
Chen Xingying nodded vigorously.
"Yes. I just want to find out why they left me alone after I was born. Is studying these technological projects more important than family ties?"
"..." Chen Xingying said that, and Chen Xin waited for him to finish without saying a word.
"Then I thought... would I be like them in the future, so instead of begging them to come back, I went to confirm this matter." Chen Xingying was a little excited at this moment.
"If you ask me, I would rather you care less about yourself and focus more on me." Chen Xin used a coquettish tone to suppress Chen Xingying's emotions.
"Ah?" Chen Xingying looked at him blankly.
"At least in my heart, the Chen Xingying I know is a person who is curious about everything, but values friendship more than these things. I like you...because I long for such a person to come to me..." Chen Xin
It seems that he has uncovered his own pain points.
"But... I hope you can pay more attention to yourself. Just like this time, you can worry about your own outcome. In my opinion, it is definitely a good thing. It means that you finally care about your own feelings."
Chen Xingying listened to every word. It was the first time that someone analyzed her heart so seriously.
"Just like I always confirm whether you like me like a girlfriend, or like the brothers who like you. But there is no need to confirm this anymore." Chen Xin continued.
"Thank you...I must also state this. You are the most special existence in my heart. I can't guarantee anything to you...but I can definitely tell you that I still have feelings for you...which is different from Xiaoyu Xiaopeng and others."
Chen Xingying apologized and defended herself in this way.
"Okay, it goes without saying. Anyway, you don't have to worry too much. As long as you stay the same as before, I believe you still have a good chance of winning the championship. I will try my best to help you and help you meet your parents." Chen
What Xin said made Chen Xingying feel a little unexpected.
"Why? Don't you want to win the championship?" Chen Xingying asked seriously
"Of course I would if I could, but my boyfriend needs to win the championship more than I do." Chen Xin said in a deliberately innocent tone.
"How come, everyone has their own dreams that they want to realize."
Yes, what Chen Xingying means is that human beings cannot escape the shackles of desire. Even the most holy people still have the dream of saving all sentient beings. Selflessness does not mean having no desires or desires.
But although Chen Xingying didn't say anything, Chen Xin seemed to have the ability to read minds and guessed what he meant.
Chapter completed!