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Chapter 171 Found it(1/2)

Blood flowed down along the blade, leaving a small pool of blood on the carpet on the 49th floor. When Yi Wan looked at Yu Rong, there was no expression on her face.

——And his eyes were still red and swollen, eyes that were once clear in black and white, but with a lack of emotion.

In the three minutes that they were cherished in the palm of someone's hand, were they sad about the explosion in the Green River Community, or were a few drops shed for Yu Rong?

"Originally, I thought that when Gray Palace fell...forget it, there is no need to tell lies." Yi Wan said, "I have long felt that Gray Palace's death will no longer attract the attention of Heaven. This road has long been

To cut it off, if you want to lead to the way of heaven, you can only find new ways."

"..."

"How can Hui Gong compare to you? Yu Rongshi. Hui Gong's jumping up and down only brings Tian Dao's indulgence of 'giving up'. This kind of indulgence is like looking at a beautiful cat or a playful dog...

...Looking at a clown, what kind of emotional farce can it bring? But you are different." Yi Wan stared at the blade sideways, her tone was calm, as if talking about how good the weather was today, "I have never been controlled.

, has never been spied on. What did Yu Qichen do? Did he show his reconciliation with you in front of Tiandao? Just like that, Tiandao went crazy and wanted to kill him... And Gu Ruochao, he was the person who couldn't stand it the most. But

He actually managed to be sent to prison by you, but in the end, you didn't succeed in taking revenge from him."

"A collection of the 'Protagonist Elements' document compiled by Gray Palace, all the 'good qualities' that appear least frequently, including altruism, dedication, self-harm... a character that will make all readers feel aggrieved. Unlike other 'protagonists'

', is always seizing the outside world for its own emerging 'needs', completing old small goals step by step, and exploring new small goals, so as to obtain refreshing points for readers. As people go higher, you

But it is flowing downwards. You reach out and keep giving what belongs to you, just like the Happy Prince." Yi Wan said softly, "Yu Rongshi, you are the original manuscript of this world."

"..."

"The original intention was later proven to be incompatible with market demand and was abandoned. It was regarded as a 'black history of creation' and was thrown into the trash can without even daring to look at it again." Yi Wan held the knife and walked step by step.

Walking towards him, "I have been thinking, if we do live in a novel universe, then what is the starting point of this universe, the starting point of this creative fantasy? It is a kind of expression, an expectation, a regret, and also a human being.

In my heart, I initially imagined and sketched out an image that was placed with infinite unrealistic expectations due to my own selfishness, but in the eyes of others, it seemed ridiculous, childish, and shameful to mention. After all..."

"The first inspiration for creation is not to please the market. No creator starts writing to please other people."

Yi Wan finally walked up to Yu Rongshi again. He looked down at him, his silver eyes illuminated by the stars without any emotion.

"Things you throw away and don't look at...doesn't mean that you can allow others to hurt or belittle it. Therefore, you still have a life that can be envied by everyone. It's like you were put there by God.

"The crystal doll." Yi Wan tilted her head and said, "Actually, Gu Ruochao overlooked one thing when taking revenge - what he should do is not to take revenge on the world and let it rot. But..."

"Retribution from heaven."

"I said that the Way of Heaven is 'them', a collection of many people's consciousnesses, conflicts, dramas, profits, markets... But among them, there must be another 'him' who is different and the instigator.

, is the beginning of creation.”

"So the way of heaven must be forced out. It is too difficult for you to have selfishness and become yourself without him. Either you will become dirty, rotten, chaotic, or... killed." Yi Wan tilted his head, in a daze.

He looked at the fading starry sky outside the window, "Look, the moon came out a little, because you were injured...it was at the hands of someone like me who was not expected."

Yi Wan's voice sounded like it came from the mouth of a sleepwalker. Yu Rongshi spoke as if everyone thought he would never speak: "So this is why you must bring me up.

"

"yes."

"Did Gray Palace also notice it? So this is why he left the knife? This is why he was dismissive of me from the beginning? This is why he never felt that I was threatening?

"

"yes."

"When did you start thinking of all this?"

"..."

Long before you kissed me.

"But you took the initiative to come here with me, didn't you?" Yi Wan said the most heartbreaking words indifferently, "You obviously noticed something was wrong, but you still followed me, but you still asked me to take the initiative to say it,

But he was still in the elevator...given me two chances. How much did you guess, Yu Rongshi, from the past to the present...If that's the case, why are you still looking at me like this?"

Yu Rongshi finally lowered his head.

"Is freedom so important to you? Whether you are using me as a sacrifice, or in fact... you are also using yourself as a sacrifice." Yu Rongshi said and suddenly laughed out loud

, "You should have thought about it, right? Is there a very high possibility that God will completely wipe you out after you take action?"

"..."

"Flesh/body? You are not afraid of being wiped out from your flesh/body. I always remember what you are really afraid of...being caught by silk threads and having your soul controlled." Yu Rongshi said, "Think about it,

After you stabbed me...were drawn into an empty shell?"

Yi Wan was silent.

"Or, maybe one day, you wake up from chaos and find that you are lying on my bed, wrapped in a quilt, naked, and then you remember that you have spent many years in such a state of confusion, being...

The ending that Heaven gave me as a gift. Heaven tells you that this is the reason why He decided to rebuild the world. The awakening is only short-lived. In the future, you will continue to live like this... and everything happens because of you.

Take the initiative to come to me and set up such a chess game in a smart way. If you have never done this before, at least you can stay with your family as Shen Ming before the end of the world, or, a

In which corner can people die quietly as themselves?" Yu Rongshi said, "Look, you are trembling... After walking so many steps, you still get nothingness. This is what you are afraid of."

His wound was still bleeding, but he didn't even cover it with his hands.

The starry sky only faded a little. Yi Wan's hand holding the knife never relaxed.

not enough.

"Does it disgust you so much? Does it scare you so much? Answer me." Yu Rongshi said, "What are you going to do now? Cry, or continue to stab, like a murder? Stab here?"

He looked up at him because Yi Wan jumped on him again. The young man sat astride him, still holding the knife in his hand. Yu Rongshi suddenly held his wrist and let Yi Wan hold it in his hand. The knife hovers over the heart.

He looked at him coldly.

After a while, the coldness faded from his eyes... What was left was a self-deprecating smile.

"Forget it." He said softly, "I didn't know it until the first day."

"..."

"I guessed a lot...why did it miss the mark? Aren't your hands always very accurate?"

"..."

Finally, Yu Rongshi said: "Yi Wan, Shen Zhong... loving you is really the most tiring and painful thing in the world."

But you... are so damn charming. But even so, I feel that the dream you are pursuing still has the ultimate beauty.

But... I still want to know how many tears you shed for me. In your eyes, is this just a mediocre self-disturbance?

They looked into each other's eyes, as if this was the first time they had looked at each other. Yi Wan suddenly started to move - he struggled to get up from Yu Rongshi's body, but failed the first time because Yu Rongshi grabbed his waist. He succeeded the second time, but the knife fell away. Before he could get up, Yu Rongshi got up. He had always been a good gentleman and pushed him down hard this time. He fell to the ground, face down, then turned over, and finally bit his lip hard.

Yi Wan's eyes were still unfocused, and he didn't seem to be concentrating until now. Finally, in this bloody kiss, it seemed to be the last time, as if one party was ready for a sacrifice. Finally, Yi Wan bit the other person's tongue.

"No..." he gasped, his eyes confused, but he didn't explain anything, "No..."

When he pushed Yu Rong away, he took a few steps back, as if to finally take a look at him, and ran towards the elevator. After running for two steps, he turned back, picked up the knife on the ground, and hurriedly Ran into the elevator.

Yu Rongshi did not catch up with the elevator. Yi Wan and the elevator fell at high speed together. He gasped for air and wiped the blood on the knife with the corner of his clothes over and over again until his shadow could be clearly reflected in it. The elevator's "1" was successfully pressed, and this time Yi Wan finally had a little bit of destined luck.

He wanted to run, run! The sky was lighting up before it turned into a starry sky again.

The elevator stopped on the first floor, and the living dead looked over. Yi Wan did not stop. He held the knife and sped outside... There was a sports car at the door. They had seen it when they were investigating the situation in the Blu-ray Building, and the car key was still inserted. It is the car that Gray Palace drove when he came here. He drove this car here, shining red, to destroy this world.

Now it's his turn to get on the bus!

The wind whistled in his ears. I don't know who told Yi Wan that driving in a sports car will always make a lot of noise in his ears. He stepped on the accelerator and rushed out of the hillside. The knife was thrown on the passenger side and he ran down the mountain road. Then This feeling finally came again, running like a teenager, like the feeling of walking through the streets and alleys when nothing abnormal had happened. Run, run fast!

Running on this road of Shura that only he has walked!

The car was sliding down at high speed, but Yi Wan's eyes were colder than ever. His black and white eyes were looking at the sky instead of the road ahead. He spoke:

"You...are a group of women, mainly women. Because most of these stories are stories that happen in female videos. The obsession with appearance and the emphasis on love elements that have been domesticated by society...so the creator, you, are also a

A woman."

The first step to gain success and love is to become beautiful. When you are reborn like An Yelin or Zhang Jianhua, what you pursue is love.

"There is also what is revealed in the stories of Lin Meng and Qin Xuexin...compared to those 'men's' love stories that are as hollow and dream-like, their love stories contain more anxiety about themselves. This

Is there also an element of your emotional projection in it?... You are actually afraid of marriage and love, but you are also eager for the class jump it can bring. Because in the stories so far in this world, the male protagonist is always better than the female protagonist.

A head taller. You want to be strong, but you are not confident that you can be strong. You subconsciously long to be managed and repeat the patriarchal pattern of childhood... You have experienced these oppressions." "You want to 'chasing your wife in the crematorium'

', because you are not confident enough in everything you have, so you must make enough sacrifices before you can stand at a higher level of morality and accept these good things with peace of mind. You like the pursuit of "crazy criticism",

It's like falling in love at first sight like 'white moonlight'... Maybe because you are busy studying? writing? working? living? You don't have many opportunities to invest in feelings, or to have healthy enough feelings."

"The entertainment industry, popularity, live broadcasts, various comments from the outside world, and lengthy articles are used to create the excitement of being recognized by the outside world... You are very eager to be recognized by the outside world. Sometimes, you use their words as the standard for your own revision.

.Eventually, they replace you and become 'you'."

"There are many stories in elementary school, junior high school, high school, and also in college... When you were in college, your life was not going well because you were busy writing and had a falling out with your family. You could only support yourself through writing and did not have enough time for business and study.

And campus life? There should be no higher education. Most of those outstanding talents come from the fields of 'finance', 'entertainment circle', and 'arts and humanities'. There are very few in the field of science and technology. The details are unclear and almost none. What do you think about this?

I don’t know much about the field. I have read books and newspapers for many years. The technology section of the newspaper three years ago said that the industry will launch the Industrial 40 Revolution. This year’s newspaper still says the same, with no progress... It’s because you are not familiar with technology.

Related fields. I can see very little international news, international economy, politics and war...you don't like these contents. Moreover, there are no football stars."

In the field of criminology, people often use a method: profiling. By observing the details of the crime scene, we can restore and simulate the suspect's behavior and psychological state, thereby analyzing their personality, occupation, and growth background.
To be continued...
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