Yi Wan was a little dizzy from being kissed.

Yu Rongshi let go of his lips for a moment, leaned against the tip of his nose, and asked him, "Can you breathe?"

The voice is quite gentle.

Yi Wan: "...it just didn't work."

Yu Rongshi: "Have you breathed now?"

Yi Wan: "...Hmm."

...Screaming or shyly pushing away are obviously not reactions written into Yi Wan's "brain programming".

Yu Rongshi held the back of his head again and said warmly: "Then continue."

When he posted it, he said, "Open your mouth a little more."

Yi Wan: "..."

Did I just mean to let him continue?

...and Yu Rongshi's kissing style is so weird. Every time we kiss, he will pull back a little and ask Yi Wan, "Are you out of breath?" "Stop clenching your teeth." "Open your teeth and let me go a little further, okay?"

?”.

some type of.

Although the language and tone sound like they are asking for your partner's opinion/agreement in a gentle way... Put it in the "anti-intrusion training course" that some college freshmen need to take before enrolling, Yu Rongshi's performance can be said to be

Textbook model.

But as the person who was kissed by holding the back of the head, Yi Wan felt strange... as if this was also a special desire for control and possessiveness to some extent.

Yu Rongshi said: "Are you very nervous? You are a little shaking."

Yi Wan's waist was pressed against the sofa, and it seemed that there was no room for denying it on the grounds of "because she needed to maintain her balance while sitting".

Later, Yi Wan felt that her muscles were a little out of control. To describe it more specifically, it was a bit like the reaction of ordinary people when they are shy and anxious. Yi Wan's response to external physical stimulation has always been very weak, and of course she can't find words to describe herself.

physical sensations.

...the brainstorming in my head is overloaded.

"I bit you," he said quickly, thinking he thought he was doing it.

Yu Rongshi licked his lower lip: "No bleeding from biting."

Yi Wan stared at him and silently leaned towards the other side of the sofa.

The atmosphere was very ambiguous. It was just that after the kiss, both of them were silent. Even Yu Rongshi felt a little embarrassed and self-reflective after committing the "kissing syndrome"... After all, people are sometimes prone to emotions and adrenaline.

When the atmosphere is high, it will make people feel awesome. When the atmosphere cools down, it will make people fall into endless...

I have no regrets either.

I just feel like I've lost my character a bit.

Yi Wan wouldn't just run away, right?

He looked at Yi Wan. At some point, Yi Wan took out the cushions on the sofa and hugged them to his chest. His snow-white chin rested on the fluffy pillow and his eyes were lowered. Somehow, it was a bit reminiscent of a cat with its head lying on its back.

The expression on the sofa when "cat is lost jpg".

"I'm not shaking." After a long time, Yi Wan said dullly.

Still a little out of breath.

Yu Rongshi:...Hey, why do you only refute this?

Yu Rongshi coughed: "...Okay, I'm not shaking."

Children still need to be comforted.

The two of them were still sitting close to each other. The sofa was just over one meter long, and the two people sitting on it only took up less than a quarter of the length - which shows how close they are now. Yu Rong

Always maintain psychological self-reflection and behavioral consideration. Finally, Yi Wan said: "Why did you kiss me just now?"

...It is indeed Yi Wan who can ask such embarrassing questions calmly and calmly.

Yu Rongshi put the back of his hand against Yi Wan's cheek and said a little ashamedly: "...I'm so excited."

Yi Wan said: "Is it because of Ding Biehan?"

Speaking of which, there seemed to be no sound of the hair dryer operating in the bathroom. Yu Rongshi said: "It's more like... impulsive."

"...Not the answer I want to hear." After a long while, Yi Wan said.

Silence when talking about Rong.

He saw Yi Wan sitting next to him. He didn't know when the shoes on his feet fell off, maybe they were squeezed out during the kiss - his bare feet were huddled together on the sofa, looking pitiful.

The young man sat next to him. His hair was much longer than when they first met. His big black and white eyes were staring at him, his pupils were focused and his expression was serious.

He suddenly remembered the first time he saw Yi Wan - of course not the time he saw Yi Wan on the wilderness survival show. What kind of sight could that be? It was like standing on the streets of the city and looking down. Everyone was in a hurry.

, everyone is wearing gray, white and black clothes, your eyes are a pair of objects, they are connected to your physical reaction, not your mind.

I think I really saw Yi Wan in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. What were you thinking at that time?

A mission is finally over. You can go home. The protagonist slaps the supporting character in the face, which couldn't be more cliché, isn't it? Fortunately, this protagonist is not threatening... But why does he look so sad when he looks at the rain?

The human brain is a very strange thing. Until you like someone and you recall the first time you met him, you will find that the gray world has been dyed in color because he once existed. Ordinary

Even passing by can be so emotional that it feels like falling in love at first sight.

Then Yu Rongshi remembered that it was the beginning of the rainy season in S city. The summer rain started from that day. The rainwater did not hit the windows monotonously. Before reaching the glass, they also flowed through the green plantains. The corridor was not gray.

, because Yi Wan wore a pair of sneakers - there was an obvious red edge on the sneakers.

He is as puzzled as he is, as confused as he is.

He is a plastic flower blooming in reinforced concrete. He does it despite knowing that it cannot be done, and refuses to live in this world.

So why did he kiss him suddenly?

"...If you must ask." Yu Rongshi lowered his eyes and said, "I don't know."

Yi Wan: "..."

"Your teammates can joke around and put their hands on your shoulders in a lively way. They can be affectionate to you openly because you know and acknowledge that it's funny and that it's fun."

He said, "But I can't do that."

"..."

"Because you know, right? If I do those intimate physical movements to you, it must not be for 'interesting' or 'fun'. Because I am your senior and a 'good person', so I cannot do this. And

You are easily scared away, right?" Yu Rongshi whispered, "But even though I know this, I still want to kiss you."

"..."

"What?"

Yu Rongshi felt that Yi Wan seemed to have muttered something.

"Sexual attraction...is mine." Yi Wan said the words slowly.

If it were other people, they might feel a little offended when they heard this sentence. But Yu Rongshi just froze for a moment, then rolled his eyes.

"Would you like to hear me describe your sexual attraction in more detail?"

If Yi Wan doesn't understand... Well, wouldn't this be a bit too bullying?

Yi Wan: "..."

"There is another reason." Yu Rongshi said slowly, "I used to please the world, then refused to accept the world, and finally compromised with the world... Many people think that when I was in my early twenties, I was motivated by a sense of justice.

'The things I did were crazy and cool. But for a long time... I felt that I was a self-made joke during that time. You are the only one who allows me to actively look back on my past.

people."

"You reject this world and torture this world. You are more independent and better than anyone else. I just can't imagine... how lonely I will be if anyone takes you away and connects with you. In this world

In the world, I originally thought it was okay to live like this, and it was in line with other people's expectations of me." Yu Rongshi lowered her eyelashes and said, "'I could have endured the darkness, if I had never seen the light.'"

So I have to be the first to get there.

That's right.

From the day you took the initiative to come to my house... you can't even think of escaping from me.

Yi Wan finally raised his eyes, staring at him with big eyes: "It feels so scary."

"Um?"

"The feeling that reason is completely overwhelmed by emotion."

Yu Rongshi: "Are you afraid?"

Yi Wan asked him, "Are you afraid?"

Yu Rongshi asked him: "What are you afraid of?"

Yi Wan was silent. Yu Qichen's face slipped through his heart.
To be continued...