Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little funny again.

Yu Wenye has indeed always been open-minded. He may hide it, but he will not deceive; he may ignore it, but he will not give up. He has always been himself, from the first time the two met, to the wedding night,

"Transaction", he has always been like this, sober that he doesn't look like a real person.

And I am as stupid as a dummy.

She felt even more ridiculous when she thought about her stupidity of believing that he had raised an army together with Sheng Guogong, ignored her, and was so painful that he gave up everything and was even willing to die.

Fortunately, when I confronted him, I kept saying that I was lucky that I wasn't unable to extricate myself from him. If I was really so clear-headed as I said, how could I be in such pain when I thought he didn't care about his life or death?

In fact, I still treat him like--

Thinking of this, she really smiled.

It's time to wake up, it's time to wake up...

His gentleness and considerateness, and even his desperate attempts to save others, are his personality rather than his own specialness.

The truly special person is in his heart, not necessarily by his side.

"..."

The more Shang Ruyi talked, the more confused his breath became.

"..."

"..."

"..."

"What?"

At this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes flickered a little chaotically, but there was a bleak smile on her face, saying: "I am obviously not injured or sick, why have I become so weak along the way? Even, you

Not even a breath of wind will let me blow."

In fact, she didn't need his answer.

"Look, doctor, why did you ask Tusheer and the others to come over in advance? Are they here to make arrangements, or are they here to tell the doctor in advance not to explain my condition in front of me?"

He said: "As you wish..."

"Although I have never drank this medicine, I can tell the name and its effects at a glance."

It was only then that Shang Ruyi raised his eyes again, glanced at him, and said, "I understand."

"Thank you for coming to save me."

She slowly named the few medicines that she had barely recognized from the prescription at a glance, and then said: "These are not medicines to cure seasickness or make people rest."

No wonder she was so cold and in pain that night, and the blood on her body seemed to flow endlessly. The pain was so painful that she lost her mind. She thought in a daze that she was just like the people who fell in the sea of ​​blood in front of her, and was about to die or be killed.

Swallowed by the endless sea of ​​blood before his eyes.

It's time to wake up...

Yu Wenye frowned, and his heart seemed to skip a beat unconsciously.

A crack finally appeared on Yu Wenye's stern face.

It was not her who left, but the child between them who should not exist.

The small space in the carriage seemed to become quiet again. After a while, Shang Ruyi opened his eyes again, looked at him calmly, and said: "You said you didn't lie to me. I admit, you never seemed to bother me.

You're lying, you just--you know how to hide it."

He frowned and said in a deep voice: "Shang Ruyi!"

It was silent, only brought her a burst of pain, and then left, just like when he came, he was originally happy.

She took a deep breath and said, "I had a miscarriage, right?"

Yu Wenye said: "You——"

That sound was so painful that it seemed like it was about to break.

Yu Wenye's breathing suddenly became chaotic.

So, she picked up her sword and walked out of the Hall of Light aimlessly, because at that time, she had forgotten that she was still alive.

Shang Ruyi continued: "On this journey, you all asked me to take medicine. I have taken the medicine to calm my mind, but it doesn't taste like that."

"These are medicines for women to restore their uterus after miscarriage."

Before he finished speaking, Shang Ruyi closed his eyes sadly and whispered in a weak voice: "Yu Wenye, it is fair between us."

At this moment, Yu Wenye's eyes also turned red.

"besides,"

When he lowered his head to look at Shang Ruyi, his expression seemed to indicate pain.

She had a miscarriage.

He said: "As you wish..."

For some reason, even though everything had been explained, Yu Wenye suddenly felt frightened when he saw Shang Ruyi's smile.

"..."

Just like at this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes were cold.

Shang Ruyi smiled faintly and said, "You seem to have forgotten that I told you on the second day of our wedding that I went on a mission to Turks with my father and learned medical skills from the witch doctors there."

But it turns out not to be.

"Do you understand or not——"

However, the child left before she even had time to notice his presence.

"..."

I don't know if the wheels suddenly hit some bumps, and the carriage suddenly began to shake violently. It was as if the world of the two people was on the verge of being shattered by such violent shaking at this moment.

However, his hands hugged Shang Ruyi harder and harder, as if he was afraid that there was even the slightest possibility that she would leave his side and that he would never be able to touch her again.

he's gone.

Shang Ruyi only nodded lightly.

"..."

However, the body next to her was still cold.

their child.

When she was kidnapped by Wuxue and went to Chu Yang's side, and through all that, she always had a child in her belly.

"Xima, astragalus, dodder, rehmannia..."

"Thank you also for not giving up on me."

She looked at Yu Wenye and said, "I have been guessing and thinking, until just now, the doctor gave me a prescription, and I finally understood."

Yu Wenye's face slowly darkened. He gritted his teeth and said, "I have said so much, but you still want to be 'fair' with me? Do you want to not owe me anything?"

And the hands that hugged her tightly became heavier and heavier at this moment, almost melting her whole body into his chest, wishing that the two of them would never be separated again.

Shang Ruyi smiled. This time, she really smiled seriously, but she was caught off guard. A bit of hot stuff fell from the corner of her eye, and landed on Yu Wenye's hand that was holding her tightly.

Like a crystal tear, it disappears in an instant.

Having said this, Shang Ruyi's face turned a bit paler than before, but the corners of his eyes showed a startling redness.

The moment she saw the prescription, she already understood everything. The reason why she didn't ask until now was because she didn't want to admit that she was lingering on his tenderness. Thinking about it, she probably wanted to accumulate some strength so that she could face this moment calmly.

.

"..."

But regardless of pain or happiness, at this moment, it's time to wake up.

The same is true for the pain between two people.

It may have existed, but if it should end, let it end here.

Shang Ruyi looked up at him. This face was still handsome. Even if such a handsome man once fell in love with her, Shang Ruyi understood that even if time went back, she would not be able to avoid being attracted to this face.

It's just that I gave up.
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