Chapter 1107 1108 [It is useless to be in love directly]
Chapter 1107 1108 [It’s useless to be lovesick]
Author: Shangtang Doumiao
Chapter 1107 1108 [It’s useless to be lovesick]
The breeze blew slowly, the house was very quiet, and there was no sound of people around.
Shen Danmo is slender and tall, only about half a head shorter than Pei Yue. At this moment, the two of them are embracing each other. Their appearance and temperament are both extraordinary. They look naturally matched, as if they are a couple in deep love. The Bi people.
Pei Yue remained silent, quietly listening to Shen Danmo's confession.
"That spring rain was lingering, and I liked reading your letters here with the spring breeze. Although I once told my father that if you want to become an official in the court in the future, you need to practice your calligraphy carefully. But in fact, compared to As for your scrawled handwriting, I pay more attention to the stories you told in your letter and the courage revealed between the lines."
"Looking back at all the past, it's a bit sad. The world once said that those who are passionate will hurt themselves, and those who are heartless will feel sorry for themselves. I will neither despise myself nor shed tears all day long, so I want to leave my past behind. The past has been forgotten. Therefore, before I left Beijing last year, I went to Qinyuan to look for you. I originally planned to put an end to that past, but the words came to my lips but I couldn't say them out."
"I don't know since when, you have been in my heart. Later, thinking about it, maybe it's because you don't laugh at and reject my ideas, and you are not coveting my father's power, but purely out of your own heart. In this life The rarest thing is a confidant, so I will worry about your safety and will often think back to your few words."
"Life is like a chess game, you have no regrets when you make a move. Since I didn't argue with Ye Qi back then, I just had a verbal confrontation. In the future, no matter whether I am willing or not, there will be no way to turn back."
"That's all, I know this is just an illusionary dream."
"It's just...even if it's a dream, I hope I can wake up later."
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Shen Danmo spoke intermittently, her head resting on Pei Yue's broad shoulders, her noble eyes filled with soft brilliance.
Whether they are destined to be together or not, or whether they will be troubled for the rest of their lives, she will not expect too much, and she will not let her imagination run wild just because of a hug from Pei Yue. Over the years, she has watched him grow from a concubine to a prominent prince, so she naturally knows that at this time What a firm temperament the man holding him has.
For her, a moment of tenderness is enough.
Pei Yue could probably understand her mood. The graceful fragrance filled the tip of his nose, but he didn't have too many charming thoughts. He just raised his hand and stroked her back, and said slowly: "Maybe you don't understand, I am an unreasonable person." people."
Shen Danmo was startled for a moment, then raised his head and stared into Pei Yue's eyes.
Their eyes met, so close.
She is stunningly beautiful without makeup, and now there is a hint of sadness in her eyebrows, which makes me pity her even more.
"you……"
Shen Danmo hesitated to speak, apparently understanding the deeper meaning of Pei Yue's words.
Pei Yue smiled slightly and asked, "Are you really planning to die alone?"
"Pooh."
Shen Danmo spat softly, raised his eyebrows and said, "You are not the only man in this world."
Pei Yue shook his head and said: "I said, I am an unreasonable person. Before today, it was up to you to decide where to go, and no one, including me, had the right to interfere. But from today on, you can only Choose to stay with me or die alone."
Shen Danmo asked calmly: "Why?"
Pei Yue hugged her tightly and said bluntly: "Because we already have skin-to-skin contact."
Shen Danmo rolled her eyes at him and couldn't help but laugh: "Do you know that your attitude just now was particularly annoying, just like those ignorant playboys who stop people when they see beautiful women on the street and say so frivolously? Saying stupid things like it's your pleasure that I like you."
Pei Yue said: "Hey, you've seen through it. I'm the kind of bully who robs people's girls without any bottom line. Miss Shen, give me some sweet words. Do you want to obey or not?"
Shen Danmo's eyes flashed, and he asked crisply: "So what if I don't obey?"
Pei Yue feigned anger and said, "Then don't blame my father for being cruel and ruthless."
Shen Danmo was amused by him and chuckled. After a moment, he sighed: "Actually, I thought before that if you were such a ruthless person, you would have abandoned Ye Qi who has no connections to support you. You are hanging around my father. After all...at that time, my father was still the most trusted minister of the emperor. As long as he said something casually, no one would dare to provoke you."
She lowered her eyes and whispered: "I know you are not the kind of person who is accustomed to sweet words, but you are willing to tell me these jokes today... Pei Yue, I am really happy."
Although the words became closer, Shen Danmo took a step back and slightly opened the distance between the two.
Pei Yue took her soft palm and led her into the pavilion.
The two sat down next to the railing, and Pei Yue still did not let go of her hand.
Facing Shen Danmo's slightly curious gaze, Pei Yue said slowly: "I am not a person of grass and trees, how can I not know your thoughts? It's just that I have been running around in the world for many years, and there are too many things that need to be taken into consideration and considered. , can’t relax for a moment.”
Shen Danmo nodded slightly.
Pei Yue continued: "When the eldest sister handed that letter to me, I was a little angry at first. After all, you have not experienced the suffering I suffered, but you stood on the dry shore and made rash comments. It is really a kind of standing and talking without pain. Feeling. Of course, later I guessed that the letter was written by Mr. Shen and knew that it was a misunderstanding."
Shen Danmo pursed his lips and chuckled, and said softly: "Now that I think about it, the past is indeed interesting. I still remember that when you came back from suppressing bandits in Hengduan Mountain, you had a disagreement with your father over whether to punish Pei Rong. That time made me look at you with admiration. There are few young people in Kyoto who dare to say such harsh words in front of my father like you."
Listening to her talk about those past events, Pei Yue couldn't help but feel overwhelmed.
He actually always felt guilty about Shen Danmo.
She had helped him many times over the years. Even aside from the influence of Silent Cloud's relationship, she did not need to take those risks. For example, when she was at Guping Military Town in the Western Region, she used the power of Taishitai Pavilion to open the city gate. Pei Yue was able to kill Ning Zhong to avenge his comrades who died on the battlefield.
When he thought of this, Pei Yue sighed softly: "This is not a skill, it is just because Master Shen and you are willing to tolerate."
Shen Danmo looked at his face, raised his hand to smooth his slightly frowned eyebrows, and then said: "The world only knows that you are invincible in battles, while the powerful and powerful are staring at your Midas touch to make money. The princes are afraid of the military power in your hands. It is Emperor Gaozong who regards you as a subordinate minister. Before his death, he was probably thinking about how to deal with you in the future."
She paused slightly, unable to hide her pity and said: "The world is so undemanding that most people only think from their own point of view. It is extremely difficult to compare people's feelings. It's just that those people never dare to ask you. No matter how hard you have worked so hard over the years, you can obviously threaten the imperial power, but you must be cautious. Just now you said that there are too many things that need to be taken into consideration and considered, and you cannot relax for a moment. In fact, with your current power and status, why do you need to be so cautious?"
"As the saying goes, people with different principles don't work together. Maybe you don't care at all about how the world sees you, but I still feel worthless for you."
"So, how can I not be willing to tolerate you?"
A touch of sadness appeared on the dull ink face, and he held Pei Yue's palm in his hand.
The person she is today is obviously slightly different from the most talented woman in Kyoto in Pei Yue's impression. Perhaps after opening her heart, she no longer wants to be trapped in a small space like before, and is willing to open her heart and be honest with her.
Pei Yue couldn't bear her to fall into that low mood again, so he joked: "It seems that I can only repay the girl's affection by giving her my own consent."
Shen Danmo raised his left hand and patted him, then whispered softly: "Lazy!"
After all, she couldn't help but laugh, with bright colors between her eyebrows.
"Actually, it's not that I haven't thought about going further, but after repeated consideration, I decided to take a safer path."
Under Shen Danmo's expectant gaze, Pei Yue slowly opened the conversation and began to tell her about his journey over the years.
Chapter completed!