This is probably the first time I have asked for leave since I opened the book, and I remember it seems to be.

There is no miscellaneous reason, and I don’t make any excuses. I just can’t write and don’t want to write. I sat in front of the computer for four hours, and only wrote 1,500 words after deleting, deleting, changing and editing.

Kavin? Of course not.

My outline is complete, and there is basically no card text, but I don’t want to write it for no reason.

I sat in front of the computer and thought about it for a while, and found that the problem was - lacking the passion and motivation to write, and there were too many distracting thoughts in my mind.

Passion can be mobilized and cultivated. I can rest for a few days, look at chicken soup, and find the target, and it should be mobilized.

But distracting thoughts... I have realized recently that it is really scary. It can cause distraction, depravity, make people think randomly, lose their self-control, and even suffer from depression.

I am now troubled by distracting thoughts, so that every decision I make, including the single chapter I am writing now, is not necessarily the real thoughts in my heart, and it is probably written by impulse.

Perhaps, when I look back, I will find that what I say now is ridiculous, and then delete it immediately.

I will take about three days to take leave. It may be because the time limit has exceeded, and I have not adjusted it yet, so I feel that I can't face you anymore, so I finally chose the eunuch book, and it disappeared, and then chose a new vest and opened the next book silently.

Many authors have done this, and I may...

If I really do this, I might write a purely rich harem writing, such as bulldozer, with at least thirty heroines. I have never written it before, and I just want to write it, only writing about women and flirting with girls, not other things.

It is also possible that you will never touch the harem, write new topics, then hone your writing style and routines, try to get a great master, earn more royalties, and find a girlfriend to make your family.

It is also possible that I will not write books from now on and look for other jobs to do. My family has always advised me like this, because after I started writing books, I changed from a handsome young man to a greasy and sick otaku.

To be honest, writing novels has brought me relatively stable and substantial income than my peers, but it has also taken away a lot of things.

If I had a choice, I would never touch this industry again five years ago.

But this is how life is. There is no turning back. I can only carefully distinguish whether there are traps and thorns on the road ahead. The most tragic thing is that I have not yet developed the correct ability to identify. From the perspective of emotional intelligence and thinking, I feel that I have been almost abandoned by the times. Alas...

Of course, as I said just now, I am talking in a daze now, and these words may not be correct, and may be overturned in a few days. So if it has not become a reality, let’s take a look first and just think that I am running a train full of words.

If it becomes reality, then you will be destined to see you again.

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Chapter completed!