Chapter 214 A Youth's Story
Chapter 214 The Story of a Young Man
Author: baka Mengyun
Chapter 214 The Story of a Young Man
Let’s talk about a young man’s story.
It was an ordinary day. A new life was ushered in the delivery room of a hospital, which meant that a newlywed couple welcomed a new member of the family.
Like countless ordinary families in China, the couple regards their children as treasures and puts great expectations, hoping that their children can become promising people in the future.
Therefore, children are educated from an early age to be friendly, humble and polite, helpful, and make more friends. As long as they treat others sincerely, they will definitely be able to get the sincere treatment of others.
However, the good times did not last long. The couple died unexpectedly in a traffic accident. The child survived because he had lived in his grandmother's house and had no friends. The perpetrator compensated a large amount of money, but how to take care of the child aged is still a problem. After discussion, the parents of both husband and wife decided to take turns to take care of the child.
In this way, many years passed in a blink of an eye. When the child grew up, he studied hard under the care of his grandparents and grandparents, and was admitted to a good undergraduate university in the province, becoming the pride in their eyes.
The traumatic experiences in childhood left no shadows. Although parents' voice, appearance and smile can only be remembered through photos, the children remembered the teachings their parents had taught them back then, hoped to be the person they expected, hoped to live in harmony with everyone, and hoped to be loved by everyone.
He succeeded, and when the child grew up to be young, he became a very popular person. Because he always treated the relationship with the people around him equally, and always made the people around him feel like spring breeze.
——He always trusts the people around him.
He can empathize with others. When he sees other people's happy smiles, he will also show a sincere smile and be sincerely happy for others. If others are sad because they encounter bad things, he will also feel real sadness and do everything possible to comfort that person. He is not good at rejecting others, so when others ask for help from him, he always tries his best to provide support.
But one day, he realized that not everyone can understand and recognize each other. Not only the differences in personality, social environment and growth experience will cause some people to diverge and go in different directions, because their ideas are doomed to be irreconcilable.
Even if they can coexist peacefully for a while, the cracks have been laid and the two will eventually part ways.
It was a very inconspicuous thing. There was a friction between two female friends who had been in friendship for several years. The conflict escalated with the passage of time. From complaining to verbs and scolding each other, it finally developed into an extremely bad situation even when the young man did not react.
The young man in the middle could not understand this fact, nor did he understand why things had developed to this point. He just followed his previous approach in dealing with the problems, trying to adjust the conflicts between the two sides in a central manner, and wanted to resolve the misunderstandings through communication.
But the youth failed, and he worked hard for a long time without any results. Perhaps he thought that he was friends with the other two, and everyone could sit together and talk in a friendly manner, but the person involved did not seem to think so. The reality is that his two female friends became incompatible enemies, and he was sandwiched in the middle like cheese clipped by bread and bread. Both sides felt that he was on the other side, and in the end he was only angry on both sides.
Despite being treated like this, the young man has not given up. He tried to investigate the cause and process of the incident and investigate what caused the two to make trouble. He asked other people who might be familiar with the situation, and even spent a lot of effort to read materials in the library to learn psychology... In the end, he discovered the root cause of the incident.
In fact, it is just a small matter that cannot be more small, and a dispute arising.
The young man was very happy. Although he had spent a lot of time and energy, he had indeed found the truth of the matter. So he made an appointment with the two women, presented the facts and reasoned, and told them little by little about all their past and the speculations about why they had developed to this point.
The young man said the thirsty mouth and tongue. He thought he could solve this problem perfectly, but he did not expect that the two women just used his words as farts. Because of their relationship, it had already gradually fermented due to time, and even the youth's mediation had a counter-effect, which made the atmosphere of the conversation drop to freezing point.
The young man's wishful mediation completely failed. Before leaving, one woman directly poured water on his face, while the other woman mercilessly revealed the truth that he had never discovered.
"Instead of naively thinking that you can be a peacemaker, it is better to open your eyes and take a look and see how hypocritical the people around you are... How many people pretend to be pitiful, but use you as a tool to satisfy their selfish desires!"
The young man was unwilling to believe it, but the woman's words penetrated deeply into his heart like a thorn, so that he couldn't help thinking about this matter even when eating and sleeping. He did recall many details that were ignored by himself through memories.
Although he was very reluctant to doubt his friends, the young man still launched an investigation.
The young man is not a stupid mind or a fool without means. He just trusts others too much. After this investigation, the truth naturally emerged, and he also witnessed the ugliness of selfishness and greed for the first time.
Those who were drunk and cried to him on weekdays, most of whom just took the opportunity to express their emotions and ate and drank; those who claimed that they had difficulties at home were actually greedy people who used his help to spend money; the most overwhelming thing was that when the friend who had the best relationship with him secretly used his ID card to use his ID card to overdraw his spending, he found that he had a lot of debts on his face when he rushed home to visit the sick elderly man.
Young people no longer dare to trust others.
The young man's worldview is broken. The education he received from childhood to adulthood and the things he experienced seem to be broken. He wants to cry, but he can't shed tears; he wants to howl, but he can't find a place; he wants to tell others, but when his parents die and the elders in his family are old, he can't find a partner to talk to, and he can only hold everything in his heart...
The young man silently cut off contact with his "friends". He resolutely took up legal weapons to protect his rights and interests and sent that "good friend" to prison, but the debts that had already been confirmed to him could not be reversed. So he began to drop out of school, work and pay off his debts without telling the elderly at home, and even reached the point of selling blood...
Until he was weak and listless in the dilapidated and simple rental house, and was desperate, he took out his phone and found a dialog box that looked like a virus software.
“Do you want to understand the meaning of life?
"Do you want to...really live?"
...
It seemed like I had a very long dream.
——I didn’t expect that under this situation, I actually relived my experience before entering the main god space.
Yang Yun opened his eyes and smiled bitterly - although there was still darkness in front of him, he could clearly understand that he had opened his eyes, but the dark space he was in was not even a trace of light.
That is indeed Yang Yun's past. It is precisely because of those deceptions and betrayals that the young man feels desperate and sees the dialog box entering the main god space. His behavior in Resident Evil, and his six-dimensionality lower than ordinary people after returning to the main god space, represent his long-standing overwhelmed body and his devastated heart.
Wherever you see, you are all memories; what you think is all the past; what you see is all regret. Yang Yun’s past before entering the main god’s space cannot be said to be warm.
——It’s very painful.
Unlike being almost killed by the alien queen, and also being about to be exhausted and die, this pain is not physical pain, but mental pain. It not only comes from reliving one's past, but also malice, sin and curse from all directions. At this moment, these surging negative emotions and energy have broken through the defense of the super electromagnetic soul armor and eroded towards the depths of the body.
"Fortunately, I am not alone now."
In this bottomless darkness, Yang Yun said to himself: "I have found my partner that I can trust and those precious memories again."
——Firstly, it was Zheng Zha.
"We are partners, isn't it the most basic thing to help each other?"
This is what he said since the Resident Evil Return. According to the man's character, he did not regard saving me twice as a big deal. It was as if humans were to help each other and support each other, as if it was just right to help each other.
"Trust is mutual, Yang Yun, I believe you once. But you also remember that I do not trust you now, but the one who strives to survive in the laser channel, the one who saves my life in the alien, fights against the alien queen, and the one who is sad for Chu Xuan's death in the curse..."
This is in Harry Potter, and even though he knew that there was a secret hidden in me, he still chose to believe in my layout, chose to take his teammates to face the enemy in team battles, and left the Hogwarts affairs to me.
That innocent guy who is even somewhat Virgin is definitely not a hypocrite, but a partner worthy of his life.
——Later, it was Chu Xuan.
"Since I have chosen you, it means that there must be something in you that I can believe in. I believe that you can complete this task... and you must also believe in yourself."
"Believe in yourself, breaking the future that belongs to us, and opening up a new future that belongs to you is also ours."
No matter what that God-like wise man was thinking, whether there was any other meaning in choosing to die, in terms of the consequences, he paved the way for me with his life, gave me the opportunity to change the future, and gave me the trust.
That guy who was so cold that he had no feelings on the surface was actually just unable to tell the feelings in his heart, perhaps more passionate than anyone else.
——And then, it’s Zhang Jie.
"Partner, can I stand shoulder to shoulder with you? Even if I am no longer in Zhongzhou, not by your side?"
"Yang Yun, since you want to trust your teammates, don't keep too many things in your heart. You should take the initiative to tell them and trust them in all aspects!"
The guy who had to stand opposite the Zhongzhou team because of the main god and the front and back side, and the second man in the whole world of reincarnation made me realize that I did not trust my teammates wholeheartedly... And until now, he is still standing side by side with me, fighting the mountain-like giant in the outside world.
Besides, his problems are still waiting for me to solve.
——Finally, it is Glazing.
"The process of finding answers is also something we have never experienced before. It is not relying on the powerful computing power of the Naser core, but on our own hearts to find answers, relying on our own hands to touch and understand..."
"Luckily, during this slightly long period of time, I finally found my own answer, my own 'truth'."
One thousand five hundred and seventy-three years of waiting and one thousand five hundred and seventy-three years of trust will eventually bear fruit.
Thank you, it’s not your words or your “trust” momentum, I can’t pick up my past again.
"So I can't stay in this darkness for too long."
Even though he had just fallen into the illusion, he had experienced the deepest and terrifying nightmare again; even though there were still various curses eroding the body, as if he had magnified his nerves and senses dozens of times and then stabbed them with a needle and burned them with fire, so that all the life energy needed to fight against each other to slightly relieve the pain that had penetrated into the bone marrow, Yang Yun still used all his strength to twitch the corner of his mouth and smiled.
Because he knew that those were all blowing his heart, causing his will to sink, and causing his nerves to admit defeat.
——But as long as my heart never surrenders, I will never lose.
"There are still things that have not been finished."
There seemed to be a fire lit up.
This fire warms the soul, dispels the curse, burns out sins, and soothes the spirit.
Putting his hand on his chest, Yang Yun took out something from it and gently placed it on the ground, illuminating a small area around him.
It is a spark of hope called "trust" - even if you encounter betrayal and even if you are deeply trapped in despair, you will eventually burn. Even if the memories of the past are false, there are still countless sparks that can burn the prairie fire in the painful past and burning despair.
Hope will not be erased, and the young man has not been completely defeated by despair. Even if he falls into confusion for a while, he will eventually find a partner who can truly entrust to trust the other party without reservation.
"Burn yourself and illuminate the future... This time, is it my spirit or soul that burns?"
Yang Yun stared at the fire in front of him and shook his head and smiled: "Forget it, it doesn't matter... Anyway, since I developed the 'overload', I was destined to go further and further on this road."
The next second, the flames burned.
Until the world is illuminated.
Chapter completed!